speaking formyself haaaayyy... (*sigh) i dont know how to start, what to say first and how to say the things i wanted to express. i am speaking for myself. though, a lot wanted to speak out, but i hope what i will be saying here would make sense and would make each person concerned understand (just understand, im not saying u take my side..just understand) what i really wanted to point out. i love my work. it makes me feel happy to serve the less priviledge, i feel satisfied when they discharge from the hospital saying "thank you kaayo ninyo mam" i feel contented when they go home fair. i love seeing them improve from their condition. for me, what matters most is feeling fulfilled everytime my patients are satisfied with the care and attention i gave to them. this would mean, i am doing my best in my work for the satisfaction of my patients. evertime my patients say "thank you" its already very fulfilling to me. and im very happy when these people i rendered care say "thank you". its two simple words, but it means a lot, counts a lot and is more than enough for me.. but something keeps on bothering my mind. why are there people who never appreciate? who never praise you for the good things you've done? why are there people who are happy to see you commit mistake? or nevertheless, feel uncontented unless they found a mistake in you? why are there people who keeps on minding and watching you every action you make (like pbb camera)? u know whats sad?? they arent the less priviledge patients, they arent the clients. they are the people who are well off and well educated. they are the people who are graduates of bachelor's degree, people who are having there masters degree.. people who speaks too well, too formal, too elite.they are US. Us as in us, who works "for the welfare of the patients" does this mean, the less priviledged are better than us? saying thank you is better than finding faults. we arent crab, so we never have mentality as crabs.. we are educated, so lets act like one. its a human need to be appreciated, if its in our blood to find faults, and if we are happy to see that someone commits mistakes, then fine. just learn to appreciate even the smallest things someone has done. coz i dont believe that each one keeps on doing mistake, isnt it? if patients know how to say thak you, then i bet, anybody else could say as well.. lets not be fault finders, lets not make it a trade mark of our institution.. let us learn to tap each others shoulder and say, "you did great, i appreciate it. do more good and keep going on" (i hope you dont take this as something negative. take this as a realization, that everyone needs to be appreciated. and if there are faults, let it be, its normal to commit mistakes. and i believe each one is trying his best to do good. lets not be in a hospital where people are fault finders and are acting like crabs.. lets show to the world that we are a world class hospital, not just to the patients we are caring for, but to all personnel we encounterd everyday.) thank you.