Sometimes i can't help blaming my parents for it. kung sila lang ang kumuha ng nursing instead of me, di sana kami ganito ngayon. [spoiler]I feel so down and very discouraged to continue my studies. it's not that i can't take nursing anymore, but i can't help thinking about my parents. i know they're striving so hard just to put me to college but what they get isn't enough. it affects me so much seeing them like that. [i]gusto ko na ngang sabihin sa mom ko na mag stop nalang muna ako until makaraos kahit konti[/i], but i don't have the guts to say so. they keep on telling me to [b]sacrifice[/b]. but HELL! i'm not used to sacrificing since i wasn't raised like that. i am really crying about it every night before going to bed. [i]di ko na talaga kaya eh, i wanna die[/i]. [/spoiler]