[spoiler]why am I so overly depressed, I mean I know why but you would think I would want to get out and hang out with people to keep my mind off of things but no I would much rather tell everyone im busy and sit at home by myself all night. When im home I get depressed and because im depressed I dont want to leave home so I just get more depressed, its an endless cycle and its killing me[/spoiler]
[spoiler]Trying to move on every which way I can. Finding myself paralyzed and incapable.[/spoiler]
geezzz... pagod na ko...... sobra........