hays.... [spoiler]im broken... i want to cut myself to death... i want to stop but... idk how to stop it either.see thats the worst part, i dont know how to get over mark...im ready to but i just cant. am i really ready?? i dunno... everything reminds me of him and all the time i catch myself dreaming of being with him... i want nothing more than to be with him again...to talk to him again.. i miss his voice, his laugh, everything about him... but my head tells me i shouldnt even though my heart longs for him...should i go after him? should i call him and tell him that i miss him or should i just give up and accept that were over? i mean i love him unconditionally, i have never let someone in so close...its hard what shoudl i do? and how do i get over him?he's my life..my everything...[/spoiler]