i wanted to move on, i really do. but it seems that its super duper hard. my friends and classmates update me everytime they knew that he wanted this girl, or that. it hurts a lot, but i guess i just have to keep quiet and keep all the hurt inside me. he knew that i still love him. and so i guess it won't be fair if he'll let me know that he is courting this girl right? if that's what you guys are telling me, that it'll be ok if i'ma ask to have him again, then maybe, maybe im going to do that .. soon. it'll take a lot of time to think. boohu