my parents doesn't have any time for me
![:(](img/smilies/sad.gif)
but thats okay
i know there already grown ups
and they know what are they doing.
so, i am somewhat a result of *brokenness*
among families,
and my parents have there own families already
while me i am living in my relatives here in my place.
its been 17 years that i've never bond well to my parents.
my mom only go home here if she has emergency leaves
or my graduation, other than that, she'll not go home here
because her family there will miss her.
my dad only makes up call to me and send money for his support on me.
thats why i am a scholar (ESC and the government priviledge)
for my parents not to have a burden on me.
over-all i miss my parents,
and got jealous to my classmates everytime we will have family days
or parents meeting
for no one will represent me.
![:(](img/smilies/sad.gif)
but thats okay ... i guess