[b][JOHN'S POV][/b] when i first saw you tace your so beautiful! so attractive! masakit lng tlga yung heels mo kaya nasungitan kita,hehe,i used to plan papansin thingy sayo,pero yah naging close nga tayo,napapatawa ita and kalimitan naiinis kita,ang cute mo pagnagagalit pero mas cute ka pag natawa, i can never forget your angelic face, i love you i really do,pero i dont have any sign that you feel the same, then one day,birthday ko natuwa ako sa msg mo sa blackboard and the gift di ko muna binuksan gusto ko sa bahay na, i was shocked it was a letter,baket tace?! you said sa letter you and ron are getting along kaya layuan kita,and the msg sa black board yah u love me as a brother,leave you alone? you will nver learn to love me? and u knew that i love you already because ellen told you..why? nsaktan ako sobra im so disappointed,i thought u feel the same, kaya ngloko ako sa pagibig,well yah,play boy nq dati pa,pero mas lalo akong lumala,its like galit na ko s iniu mga babae, you tace broke my heart,that's why i want to break girls heart to,pra malaman nila kung ganu kaskit,what i said to ellen na mgiging serious ako pag nging tayo,i mean it cause ur my life i love you so much,but it's kinda confusing at my part nung graduation, sinabi mo u love me infront of my girlfriend celine,nagulat ako and i dont know what to answer gusto ko sabihin i love you too.pero kaharap ntin gf ko,so i said i dont love you, im actually moving on that time, and c celine? c celine nkita ko ikaw sa knya..ngisip ako buong gabi nun ng bigla ako nahirapan huminga,sinugod ako sa hospital i have a lung cancer,dapat pagtatapat ko na nararamdaman ko,pero alam ko ilng beses na kita nasaktan,lalo na ngayun confirm na from ron that you really love me.. i said to ron din na lauan ka cause ngseselos tlga ako,i love you! im sorry,i really do,tpos dumating ang time na i think malapit na ako mawala sa mundo,kaya nagtxt ako sayo agad,pingtapat ko na ikaw prin,pero nung nsa volleyball field nako,inatake ako ng sakit ko nasugod nnmn ako sa hospital, 4 hrs na nakakalipas d na daw ako makakalabas ng hospital,kailngan ko na maconfine,i dont really feel well pero tumakas ako expecting nandun ka pa,and yah nandun ka nga,pero bigla ako natakot,biglang ayoko na mging tayo,dahil ayoko na saktan ka pa, mas mabuti png magalit ka nlng sakin pra madali mo ko makalimutan,kaya once again i said i dont love you but deep inside i really do love you!! very very much!! but im still confuse w/ ur letter,and its still here w/ me [b]-John's diary[/b] ******************* The day after they met @ volleyball field john died,Tace never know..and she's happy with ron, they both dont know,it's just way too simple for them to be together but some unanswered question and situation kip them apart [b]-END-[/b]