... hay lyf s so hard 4 me at ds moment..... ..... graveh....... 8s so hard 2 let go of some1 you still truly love........ but i hav no choice i really must let go of him........ ............ lyf s a shit........ i ask 4 a sunshine but ive got :thunder: 8 s very peculiar 4 me 2 felt dz way 2 a certain guy.... too bad he cant b mine completely....... i'm really deeply in love with ds guy....... and so s he according 2 him..... lyf of the two of us was almost perfect we're happy being w/ each other....... i tot we will last 4ever....... but that ws then wen he confess 2 me taht he already got a gf.... and their almost 2 yrs....... gosh..... 8 rily hurt .......... i dont wanna b just hus spare so i let go of him.......... but i dont know f i can still do...... i still love him....... haaayyyyy...... so much 4 dat..... 8 inly hurt more............ so..... maona nah xa about me....... n simple explanation im DEPRESS ryt now ...... im still n the state of 4getting some1 hum i really love d most.................. ........ welll dat how lyf goes round..... till then......