and beside, our life must go on.. don't u really sad coz of him.. he will laugh when he saw ur tears.. come on, cheer up! trying 2 be strong! boy is not only him, right? me too, i'm a broken holic too, but i allways trying 2 be strong, trying 2 smile, trying 2 accept d'fact.. if u really love him, his happiness are ur happiness too right? if he happy, u must be happy too and u still have ur family, ur friend, us? who allways love u and beside u everyday.. God Bless