K. I've been worrying so much about my grades. Well, I don't know. I've been thinking about this lately, and it really bothers me whenever it comes up to my mind. I feel nervous and try to change the topic as soon as I can. My parents is relying so much to me, since I'm the only one they can obviously rely on. I mean, I know I've done was wrong. I always wish I can back to the way it started for me to somehow renew and straighten everything. I don't know. Waaaa. I have not been praying to God lately, and I'm sorry. I've been very addicted to the Internet that I only sleep for nearly 5 hours, not the usual 8-9 hours. I seriously know it's wrong. Oh.