yep...i sure did...i was head over heels with this particular boy...(a classmate of course)
...but believe me..it ended up badly....i wrote him a letter...
and in the end...my classmates laughed at me...
i was pissed off with him...he wrote a letter 1 year after...telling me that i was just a friend...
to avoid my feelings towards him...i forced myself to hate him...(i guess "the more you hate,the more you love" thing is true...but it was actually easy to be mad at him...he always tease me)
anyways...i thought i was over him...but when i heard he has a crush on this particular girl...i realized that im not...i struggled to smile everyday...whenever i saw him with her... i just couldn't fake it anymore...
and then one day...i met this guy...and you already know whats next...
his bestfriend(my crush's) who is also a close friend of mine told me...that he said "why didnt she waited for me" thats when i realize that...what im feeling is a total...insanity...or whatsoever i mean...how could you like a guy who is that selfish...
so after that i didnt force myself to control my feelings anymore...and in the end...it came out to be just...uhmm...what do you call this? misunderstanding....its complicated...really...i cant explain it...
so now...im happy that i dont like him anymore...
(or am i?hehehehe...kidding)