Thanks for reading. Short chap! Hope ya like it! XD ---------------- [b]KELLY'S POV:[/b] I almost forgot. Engineering nga pala si Charles. Kaya malamang lamang naman eh andito siya. Geez >_< I can't help but stare at him. My emotion is in control of me. At bago pa ko maka-upo, someone bumped me from the back. "Aray!" I suddenly exclaimed. Hindi ko alam napalakas pala masyado. Kasi naman diba? Di tinitignan daanan. Hmp. Just when I saw Charles looking at me. Walang emosyon. Blank face. No sign of anger.. nor pain.. nor happiness. He was just looking at me like he never knew me at all. Then, bigla siyang umiwas ng tingin. I felt a sudden hurt. Ba't parang he despise me? Bat parang galit? When in fact, it's him who made me into a mess? I sat down. Tama na drama. indi niya ko gusto. Lumuha na ko ng dugo't lahat, he will never like me. NEVER. Nagsimula na yung Fashion Show.. FULL BLAST.. Dazzling pairs had their undeniable fab wears.. Rampage of the school's bests.. Just so amazing.. I looked at Charles for the second time and I caught him looking in my direction, too. I wasn't so sure if it's me he was looking to but then, again, he looked away. Ano ba 'to? What's wrong with him? Is he trying to say something out of his stares? Wala nga ko mafigure out sa mga tingin niya. The show had a break. Baka magpapalit pa yung mga models ng outfits? Probably, yes. I looked at my left to see Charles but he wasn't there. Saan kaya siya pumunta? Anyway, why do I even bother? Geez, Kelly. I headed to the door. Bibili lang ako ng pagkain. Dumaan ako sa may makitid na sidewalk kasi hindi siya crowded. Only to see Charles passionately kissing a girl. I stepped back slowly and silently to not disturb. But as I stepped my foot back, nakaapak ako ng empty coke in can that made an obvious noise. Sh*t. I'm dead. They both looked at me. I felt extremely embarrassed. "A-i'm sorry." I said, turned my back and I walked away as fast as I could. Why does it hurt? Why do I feel extreme agony? I just can't bear it. I'm almost crying. Hindi naman dapat ako masaktan. Meron bang kami? Wala naman eh. WALA. Kelly to earth! Wake up! He's not liking you in anyway, okay? I wiped my tears off. "Kelly." someone called my name. I looked back and saw Charles. Did he follow me? "Umiiyak ka ba?" biglang tanong niya "H-ha? N-no. Why?" I said na parang nau-utal pa. "Malungkot ka ba? You look like so." dagdag pa niya "Okay lang ako." I said and forced a smile Pero namumuo talaga ang mga luha sa mata ko. "I have known you for long. I know there's something wrong." sabi niya "Okay lang ako. Don't mind me. I have to go." sabi ko then lumakad ulit papalayo But he grabbed me.. "Wait.." he said Tumingin lang ako sa kanya. Naghihintay ng kung ano mang sasabihin niya. "Iniiwasan mo ba ko? Galit ka ba? Did I do something wrong to you?" I didn't see that coming Oo, iniiwasan kita kasi alam mo 'yung sakit? Nakamamatay na. Di ko na kaya. Galit ako, oo. Dahil nasasaktan ako nang hindi naman dapat. You broke my heart, Charles. You broke it. But I didn't utter any of those. "Ba't naman ako iiwas?" maikli kong sagot "Kelan ka pa naging ganyan sa'kin? You weren't like that. Nasanay ako sa Kelly na lagi ako sinisigawan. Nasanay ako sa Kelly na laging nanununtok ng braso. Nasanay akong lagi mo kong tinatawag na pangit. Then, all of a sudden, gaganyan ka." Sabi niya "I just don't want to bother you, Charles.. and Czarine." I started "There's nothing between us, Kelly." "Oh, please Charles. I'm done with your lies." I said and I wanna walk away again but he keeps on grabbing me "I'm not. Maniwala ka. Walang namamagitan samin." Charles said Ano ba, Charles? Wag mo na ko paikutin sa mga kasinungalingan mo. "You don't have to tell me those. I'm not your girlfriend. And I'm not gonna need those. I just wanna stay away. Be yourself, Charles. Don't deny her.. over and over again to me. Be happy with her." I said and walked away Then, raindrops fall. I burst all the tears I kept inside. I can't manage a broken heart. I can't.

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