[quote]guess i'll ask him: why these things happening to me right now? where it will lead me? just wondering what will happen to me in the future[/quote] you're right, i also want to ask that questions to him i also want to ask god *what's the true meaning of a friend? are those persons that i'm talking with everyday my friends? *what's wrong with me? *when can i find a friend someone i can trust with? *i want to ask for world peace & happy life