my past..my problems.. huhuhu... just thinking about them makes me cry... sometimes.. i just cant take it anymore... and they reminds me of how stupid i am (sorry for the term)... then sighs,,, [b]i cant even assure myself that im really worth something[/b]... and it makes me feel sad.. am crying a lot.. its one of my daily routine... argh.. i dont cry in the morning. so, guess im ok.. but im not.. huhuhu....