Part of me says "[b]yes[/b]", and part of me says "[b]no[/b]". [b] Yes[/b], because I still want to see the world, I still want to see my relatives, and if I have to die, I don't want to die painfully... And... [b]No[/b], because if God wants me to leave, then I will leave... Besides, I might even be able to make it to heaven and see the [b]Almighty God[/b] himself! That would be just too good to be true...