its really hard when you love someone and seems like the people around you are not happy with you...hmm well yeah thats my love affair goes..... I met someone just a months ago.. at first i just like him as a friend... and when we knew each other well he started to court me...and as time goes on i stared to like him also.....and jst recently i told him that i do feel the same way too... he was my first boyfriend... but my family are against in our relationship... esp...my father.... maybe bec his afraid of what happen to my elder sister will also happen to me and honestly to all his daughter i was the one who didnt give him any problem and i also dont like when they say something about me.... thats why i prove them that i will never had a boyfriend until im not yet 18... i know that every parents wants it i really dont know what to do... i dont want to loose him but i dont want to fail my parents.... i told to my boyfriend about that and he told me that he understands it and its ok with him but im afraid that maybe one day he will realize his not happy anymore in our relationship bec of that...bec.. we only have a limited time when we are together,limited talks over the phone.. its really hard... do i need to give up him..... or just continue what we started even we have secret relationship.....