http://kathleendataycruz.blogspot.com/2008/08/killer-smile.html After one month, I just got recovered from the sadness emotion. And I wanna be happy even I have a cerebral palsy. I forgot the man who make me cry last month. One day, I visited my cousin / best friend in there bakery because I miss her. At nagkukwentuhan kami habang natitinda siya… She tell me, Killer Smile and his girlfriend broke up. “Friend, I have a good news for you. Killer Smile and her girlfriend broke up because the girl have a # 2. Kawawa naman yung love mo” My cousin said. “Friend, that is not a good news. Oo nga, kawawa naman siya. Yung nakita ko nga sila noong party ng Mommy niya, masaya naman sila. Kawaka naman siya.” I replied to my cousin. While we are talking, a costumer buy to there shop… I look to the costumer and I saw “Killer Smile”. “Hey, musta ka na? Tagal na natin hindi nagkikita.” He said to me and he smile. I just smile and I said, “I am ok. Binibisita ko lang yung pinsan ko. Ang tagal na namin hindi nagkikita.” Killer Smile said, ahhh… ganoon ba. Napadaan lang ako para bumili ng mga cake. Sige, aalis na ako.” he just smile at me and wave his hand and said, “Good bye.” After that, kinulit ako ng kinulit ng pinsan ko. And she said, “Uy, Friend! Kinkilig ka noh? Single na siya… may pag-asa ka na maging boyfriend si Killer Smile.” “Friend, hindi na ako umaasa noh. I will be her friend if he want. And I don’t want to cry again.” I said to my cousin. After I visited my cousin / best friend, one day may mother have caller on our telephone. Later my mother take me to the both room and fix me up with a wonderful clothes. And I just ask, “Mama, why you my clothes are wonderful? Do we have visitors?” “Yes, Anak. We have a visitors. Your “Tita _____” and his son (Killer Smile are coming here. Magpaturo lang siya sa akin maggawa ng carbonara.” My mother said. After an hour, they are here to our house. Tita and my mother goes to the kitchen. While Killer Smile and me are having a conversation. “I know na pinapag-usapan na ako ng mga tao tungkol sa brake up namin ng ex ko. Totoo yung mga chismis na iyon, Niloko niya ako.” He said while he was crying. I just ask, “Bakit mo sinasabi sa akin yan? Ganyan talaga, pero makakahanap ka rin ng babaeng magmamahal sa iyo ng totoo at hindi ka iiwan.” And he replied, “Wala kasi ako mapagsabihan. Yung mga friends ko, mas panamanian pa nila ang ex ko kaysa sa akin. Ang hirap makalimutan siya. Ang sakit ng puso ko. More than 4 years we had a good relationship but now, pinagpalit niya lang ako sa ibang lalaki” He was crying while he hug me. And I just said. “Makakalimutan mo rin siya. Hindi siya ang nararapat sa iyo. Niloko ka niya.” After that moment, we eat the carbonara cook by our mothers. And he said, “Lets toast for our new friendship.” By that moment we started a new friendship. We see on the church, my cousin’s bakery and he go to my house or sometimes I go with him to there house.

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