[b]MY GROUP[/b]
[i]by: daixee mae[/i]
[b]c[/b]an this be real? or just a fake deal?
that's the query i've asked 6 months ago
while i'm in a place where there is no guarantee
where fantasy and a bit of reality is in fusion
[b]r[/b]estless mind and body from school needs a break
what kind of break do i need when the online world opens its arms in my weary moments
then here i go, browsing and browsing till i accidentally got in to a site
a site wherein you are logged in right now
[b]o[/b]nly posting in the forum has been my pasttime
till i decided to join an e-group that constantly changed my life
not only an e-group to join in but a group wherein the meaning of TRUE is defined
being a true friend, true leader, and being true to oneself has been outline
[b]n[/b]evertheless, there were problems that we encountered
emotions poured out and even tears fell
we're still a family, it may not be biological but it's the meaning that counts
july is getting near and it'll be the 1st birthday of my beloved, FRIENDSTERTALK UNIVERSITY
[b]i[/b]n this moment where there's a gap between the past and currrent members
i still have faith and still holding on that things will be back to normal
changes are constant, i understand and i respect everyone's decision
whether you've left because of some matters, the door of FU is always open for you
[b]x[/b] and y variables are discussed in school but in Ftalk.University
we talk about life, each experiences, from funny, kilig moments down to heartfelt happenings of a member's life
we know what does friendship, family and love means, FU has lessons we never learned in class
i thank everyone who's been a part of the group, current part of the group as well as the future scholars of Ftalk.University
[b]e[/b]ven we're separated by distance but each one's presence is in each other's mind
distance, still doesn't matters
in chemistry, we have chemical bonds..in FU, there are also bonds
friendship bond and love relationship bond as well
and those bonds keeps stronger each and everyday
[b]m[/b]any times, i feel like quitting or leaving the online world
but how could i possibly leave my cyberworld family
if i would leave, many will lose me [kidding]
i mean i will lose many, and i dont want to lose my bestfriend, ODESSA
[b]o[/b]dessa? she's the reaso why i'm still online
she's a girl but makes me act like a guy when i talk to her
i soo love her that i can't afford to lose her as what you've read earlier
to end this up...i just want to say.. I LOVE YOU FRIENDSTERTALK UNIVERSITY
[i]
by: ME[/i]
p.s
form a word out of the 1st letters of each paragraph..
oh love!
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[b]The Poison[/b]
[i]By: Daiszee Mae O. Tambolero
[/i]
[spoiler]Intoxicated with an extreme poison that could hardly be cured
I want to escape from this feeling
But who will help me?
It can NEVER be you!
Because YOU gave me that poison
And that's what you called LOVE...
But after weeks
You also gave that poison to another
That cause my fragile heart to bleed
Your so numb not to see that I'm hurt
It's broken,because of you
Now your back, saying your sorry
And here I go, the martyr who's been poisoned by YOU
Did you just played with me because you know I can't let you go?
Past is past my dear, saying "goodbye" to you is one of the easiest to do...
But the truth is I lied...
[sup]p.s[/sup]
[sup]<insert the song,take a bow*>[/sup][/spoiler]
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[b]Untitled[/b]
[i]By: Daiszee Mae O. Tambolero[/i]
[spoiler]He's handsome, cute and kind- hearted
When he smiled at me, my heart fainted
His charm that completes my day
"I'm definitely blessed!" is all I can say
Whenever our eyes meet
My heart skips a beat
Sometimes I want to freeze each time
When his glance's sticked on mine
I have this fave hopeless romantic song
He'll like me is what I've dreamed for long
It's a crazy feeling to be hoping and wishing
That maybe I'll capture the heart of my prince charming
As days pass by, my heart has able to see
A new emotion that they called jealousy
He likes somebody else and it hurts like a broken glass
For a first time lover lass
There were days that I've been emotional
Crying in the corner is my getaway portal
Of the bitterness that I've been keeping
And I asked myself "Is this love that I'm feeling?"
I keep on pretending in a way of smiling
A way to stop crying when no one else's mending
A sweet admiration that turned into dramatic infatuation
Is what I've discovered in this situation
Then here are the days that he gives an unusual stare
In my heart and soul I can feel that he cares
When he saw my tears falling when I passed by him
He comforted me, it's now a reality not a dream
On that night, something unbelievable has happened
He said words that I've thought were impossible
I thought I was just sleeping when he was confessing
Confessions that made me decipher that we both have the feeling that's called [b]LOVING[/b][/spoiler]
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[b]My First[/b]
[i]By: Daiszee Mae O. Tambolero[/i]
[spoiler]Late at night when everyone's dreaming
I wipe my tears from falling
It's a dilemma in my part
To think that the day won't be back
I remembered when I was coup de foudre
By your dazzling eyes that shines so bright
From then on, I never stop thinking of you
Breaking up my emotions, that's what I knew
How could I possibly forget YOU?
When your the first guy who won my heart
I know you don't like me, in your eyes I can say
Even if it hurts, I'll say okey
When we vis-a-vis
You told me, you liked my colleague
My fainting heart almost collapse
How fool am I to fake that I'm all right
Everyday my eyes are soaring
For at nighttime I'm crying
But inside I'm totally bleeding
In spite of this, you can see my smiling
Three years have pass
But the hurtful feeling is still alive
Even if many keeps saying "past-is-past"
My feelings for you won't die so fast
I want to scream to the world
But no one won't listen
I need someone wise
To give some advice
We are many miles away
Your thoughts in my heart will stay
Every time I see Eminem
I remember your pseudonym
Where could we meet again?
In the rendezvous, where you said you like my friend?
When will our eyes meet for the 2ns time around?
Answer, in the right hour, minute, second of the time.
p.s
the title seems to be inappropriate

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[b]444 Miles Away[/b]
[i]By: Daiszee Mae O. Tambolero[/i]
[spoiler]When I first saw you
I already knew
That you’re a blessing made from heaven
In ways that I couldn’t imagine
It was coup de foudre
But when we bid au revoir
That was a terrible dilemma
In my heart it was a denouement
Writing your pseudonym was my pastime
And before I slept tight at nighttime
I could think of our auld lang syne
You hugged me, I treasured it in my mind
Two months have already passed(sinulat ko to july,May 1 ang last naming pgkta)
Forgetting you is a must
Even if many keep saying “Past is past”
My feelings for you won’t die so fast
We didn’t have a more than friend relationship
All we had was a short but a good camaraderie
They say we had a good chemistry
But the future would be a mystery
My favorite number 8
Is now the digit that I hate
That thing that I dislike
Is the age gap between you and I
You’re 444 miles away from my place
That’s too far for me to chase
I’m still hoping and praying we could meet someday
Somewhere in the rendezvous when our two eyes first met
[spoiler]this poem was graded 98% on my English class...
this poem is dedicated to my kuia PJ..[/spoiler][/spoiler]
Last edited by daixee mae (2009-06-09 09:48:22)