here's a compilation of my poems


[align=center][b]BYE[/b]
[spoiler]I don’t want to cry anymore
I don’t know what I’m crying for
I don’t want to think of you
Still memories keep passing through
If you’re asking that I set you free
From this moment onward there’s no more you and me
All you have to do is to ask
And I’ll kindly do the task
And if still you’re not happy
I’ll cry forever to make you see
Every little thing you’ll ask for
I’ll give it to you and so much more
Wish that I could find a way
To find reasons to make you stay
Would you kiss me goodbye?
And I’ll try not to CRY. [/align][/spoiler]
[align=center][b]Hole or Whole?[/b]
[spoiler]Is this what’s left of you?
Is this what she had done to you?
Did she rip your heart out?
Or did she stab it with the sharpest knife?
This is what you become
That’s why you’re drinking rum
To drown out all sorrows and pain
To erase all scars remain
Would you look at me
Could you tell me now you’re happy
I can see you’re now bleeding
And I know it’s her you’re missing
Can’t you see she’s happy?
Can’t you see she’s with somebody?
Can’t you see my eyes are teary?
It’s because you’re in misery
Whatever happen to that charming little you
Whatever happen to the man I love
Who is this guy I’m staring at
It’s all her fault that godd***** slut![/align][/spoiler]
[align=center][b]Insomniac[/b]
[spoiler]If I could just sleep
It’ll be just fine
I’m afraid you’ll slip
I’ll be left behind
If I could just sleep
Then nightmares will fade away
And if I hold your hand
You’ll be forced to stay
If I could just sleep
Then dreams might visit me
And if I hug you tight
It’ll bring back my sanity
If I could just sleep
Demons will go away
And if I cut my wrist
Maybe I’ll get a goodnight kiss
If I could just sleep
Tears won’t start to fall
Then I’ll be in a deep slumber
Tonight and forevermore[/align][/spoiler]
[align=center][b]UNTITLED[/b]
[spoiler]Hidden deception
Beaten emotions
Painfully twisted
Torn and Shred
Wounded heart
Blackest fears
Uncontrollable tears
I’ll let you go
And forever I will show
How much it hurts inside
How much pain I hide
I’ll be just a shadow
Forgotten by everyone
Loved by none
Forever will I lay dead
With your name in my head[/align][/spoiler]
[align=center][b]Crushing Hopes[/b]
[spoiler]It was that night
I can feel everything is not right
I was too shocked by what you said
Dumbstruck, words began to spin in my head
I could only close my eyes
As I gaze through the skies
I saw you walk away
And there was nothing I could say
I run after him
And told I love him
But do you know what he said
That made my heart bleed
“If you love me
I love someone too
And I’m sorry
It’s not you”[/align][/spoiler]
[align=center][b]UNTITLED II[/b]
[spoiler]I know it’s over for the two of us
And to forget you is a must
Cause now you got someone new
I got to get over you
But can you stop the hurt inside?
And can you feel the pain I hide?
Can you erase the wounds you made?
Could you take back those words you said?
I know there are no more you and me
And I’m accepting it can’t you see
You don’t have to tell it to me
You’re happy with her I can see
But can you stop these tears from falling?
And can you tell it’s you I’m missing?
Can you stop me from writing this?
Can you really tell I miss your kiss?
I know you’re with somebody
I know now you’re happy
I just wish you last for long
I’ll be right here singing our song.[/align][/spoiler]
[align=center][b]This Poem Is For You[/b]
[spoiler]I was swayed by you
I now believe those words weren’t true
Why didn’t you told me a little early
When I didn’t love you this deeply
How am I supposed to react?
When you’ve done your best with your acts
Do you still remember those three foolish words?
Now I’m in this pitch black world
I was fooled by you
Thinking that you love me too
Do you think it was just a game?
It’s because you couldn’t see my pain
You don’t deserve me
I was blinded that I couldn’t see
You go find somebody
And I wish you two to be happy[/align][/spoiler]
[align=center][b]Rainy Days[/b]
[spoiler]I don’t know what I’m feeling is
Others tell me what I’ve missed
As I silently cry in the rain
This thing locked up inside me is pain
Don’t you realize my love will stay
No matter what others might say
I will hold you through the storm
And even though my heart is torn
As I gaze through the blue skies
Tears rolling down my eyes
Thinking how you would understand
That my love will hold you till the last stand
And if ever you’ll be needing me again
I’ll be right here waiting in the rain.[/align][/spoiler][align=center][b]Confused[/b]
[spoiler]I promise myself I won’t cry
But then why do I want to die?
I promise I would smile
And I swear I’m going to try
I promise I won’t even shed a tear
But then why am I here?
I promise I won’t wait again
But why am I here in the rain
I promise I would laugh
And I realize it was just a bluff
I promise I would fight
And I’m trying with all my might
I promise I would again be whole
But why am I stuck in this hole?
I promise I would not fall for you
But then why do I have to?
I knew something like this is going to happen
Cause promises are meant to be broken[/align][/spoiler]
[align=center][b]Love is not everyone’s FAULT[/b]
[spoiler]He’s the man I really love
But he’s the one I can’t have
He’s the reason why I think love’s just a game
It’s his fault and I shouldn’t be blame
There’s just one thing I want to know
Is your love true or just a show?
If it’s just a game, tell me now
To let you go later, I wouldn’t know how
And when you go
Would you say “I don’t love you?”
Love is the reason why I’m still holding on
And it’s the reason why my heart is torn
I won’t be surprised if someday you’ll ran away
But I’ll forgive you whatever excuse you might say
I will love you till the end
Until all my emotional wounds mend[/align][/spoiler]
[b][u]repus[/u] are much appreciated.[/b]
Last edited by senam (2009-01-07 21:40:28)