Phrases for Thoughts. . . Here I seat all empty hearted with a book in bag full of promise that are emptiness inside as I stare into the sky that is my future. I can learn and study until my brains turns muddy or I can speak what I know, unfiltered and pure as snow. Everyone says Please and Thank You and Hello and Goodbye . . . . . . Everyone will just say their First Word and then lift up and left out. . . Science has a scientific explanation but God can only be explaining by Faith. . . Science may explain everything but only faith could explain God. . . Law of Conservation of Mass states that matter cannot be created neither been destroyed. It is almost like the opportunity of life you cannot create or, you can only choose from where or when your will do the time and experience so value time as your experiences in life for it may not come back. Even if you must sacrifice something that you cherish the most. . . . . . Time cannot be returned as it is once for a lifetime. Books speak through every page of his words. Inspirations called every part of his body to speak the authors knowledge’s and experiences covered by its titled name. . . The story of pencil must apply to mankind. . . . . . They sharpen themselves to make worthy and erase if there are corrections. As Mankind they sharpen their skills and talents to be worthy and must eliminate their wrong doings. . . Kind words can be short and easy to speak . . . . . . But their echoes are truly endless. Hatelover is a person who hates itself, that is looking for a lovehater, another kind of person that who loves a person who the person who hates itself. . . EMO stands for Emotional Motivation Output, a kind of human behaviour that makes a depressed, a defence mechanism that makes a person cry, hurt themselves, or even commit suicides. It actually to ease their pain and sufferings in brokenness. But not all emo had that kind of attitudes. Some just become nerds. . . Nerd Emo being inspired of their depressions and what happened just they write and draw so they will be healed by their depression through their nerdinest. EMOTAKOH. Emotional Motives on Taking Away Kindness of Heart. . . A kind of person who do not show emotions but deeply inside that its emotions are more of than that others mostly like kindness are shown but inside is brokenness . . . Never do promises. . . . . . For promises might be broken. Just do as it must be done . . . . . . Act what you can do. . . . It is hard to treat hard to treat a true friend, it will just bring disappointments. Do not expect too much for a friend for some friends is just an enemy. . . Expect the unexpected for a best friend might become betrayer. I may not be a friend right the start. But I will try to be friend today with all of my heart being a friend for tomorrow. It will be deaths do us apart and if there is life after death. I am your friend till my last breath. I feel empty, even if I have friends. I feel their presents, but it seems they are absence in care that will feel my emptiness. Fun, joy and laughter we share altogether but in sigh and sorrow I feel alone. Old found new friends that now are bonded, for some old friends are feeling discriminated for there are new best of friends and friends that are true. So, some friends are feeling out of place. Thinking that is better not to speak, frighten to be heard and be hated. So, it is better to be alone, loner inside a room where no one is to be with. Alone where may I do and whatever I want to do what must be done with nobody is around. No one to think for, to take care of and something that will not to cherish in the past. It will not remind me of it anymore and I am sick and tired of remembering of it. I do not want to repeat the past of the forsaken memoirs. While waiting for the right person, , , . . . Have fun for the wrong person. . . .While waiting for the right. Enjoy what is left, , , The fish said that it cannot see the tears because it is in the water. The water replied that it can feel the tears of the fish because it is in the heart of it. The moral lesson of this is that, we may hide our feelings but the one who are close to us see our emotions. Nobody knows, nobody cares, nobody loves except me, myself and no other else nobody, none, no one. I exist for their necessities, lived like nobody else for anybody even for everybody. Just being somebody for anybody but nobody except accepts that everybody exist for anybody but only somebody who only know, cares, loves and obeys for that nobody, anybody even for everybody who will be martyrdom being self-sacrifice for all body. . . If you hear that thousand’s people loving you always remember, I am among them. If you hear that hundred’s people loving you always remember, I am among them. Is it either in the first or in the last? If you hear that few people loving you always remember one of them is me. If you hear that two people loving you remember one of them is me. If you hear that the only one person loves you remember always that it is me. Who am I? and when you see no one else around you will find out that no one loves you anymore, then you will know that I am dead and still loves you till death do us apart. Even if there is heaven or hell and I do not exist anymore remember forever until the end of time I will love you. For you are my love of my life that exist. For every time I see you crying my heart is aching and turns into bits of pieces. That you do not feel my presence that made for you. Even if you do not feel my existence. You are still ahead of me, watching your back that if you fall I will raise you up, that time exist for both of us. But it was too late we can turn go back the time that time I want to pause for the whole time. Pray to God that this never-ending dream. Dream of Life in reality. Living my life with you in reality is a dream comes true. But it turns to be a nightmare for you are now gone. Forgive and forget the day I live for the day I was born was supposed to be the happiest but for me the worst for I cannot live this life without someone who supposed to love and be love that just died. Better not to be concerned for which is not obligated, that responsibilities that is not meant for. I exist in their sighs but extinct in their care. Tend not to care but lend a helping hand that is ready to those who are in need. Want to try to mingle with other tears. Even if no one sees another tears. Even if no one sees inside the tears of loneliness. By the time you realize what your parents said was right, you already regret the things and thinking your thoughts that you are wrong. Flower of Love. . . Leaves of Cherish Love, Roots of the Past Watered by the Tears born with no Love. Love me with no other else. Time is the playful element because it lengthens the Minutes when you wait and rushes the Hour when you enjoy the moments. But it will never stop the Seconds for thinking of love that I will give for you. . . Try and try until you die and if you die at least you try before you die. . . -regrets of never trying Try and try until you die while you die, while you die just trying and if you die at least you try and if you failed in trying you and yourself die in frighten scared to death that you don’t want to try it anymore. So it is better not to try. -regrets of trying The love was given. In that day you are with me do not go, with eternally I will be with you in heaven or hell in union we may not in salvation nor resurrection neither in reincarnation for thinking of committing suicidal. In your loving care, I thank you and entrusted myself as true love I just promised with you in unity with me that you warned me about this temptation. When I, in the worst condition of my life, you have uplifted me in spite of our childhood friendship despite of my hidden feelings and carelessness for you that already not actually forgiven that I apologized, but you have shown me the way of love as sacrifice. Raining tears Sighted clouds Thundering tones Sentimental lightnings Doubtful feelings Fake smiles Whispering mouths Sorrowful faces Blank mental states Psychological down disorders Wandering minds Puzzled emotions It is better to be alone. In one room just to write, to read, to study, to pray, or to commit suicide? Inside of your heartaches, where there is no one to take care of that if there is someone where the things are worthless for others that just treated as an instrument that if needed that is the only time to come up with. Have you ever felt that the person you truly really love is mad at you and you are just waiting to settle the arguments? It is too difficult and it hurts. The worst is that when that person is now dead and you did not say you are sorry and tell that I really truly love you very much for all of my life. -God, Please Send My Love to Heaven It is not bad not to sleep, but not to wake up. There are three things should not be forgotten:. . . Hearts, promises and friendship but due to circumstances it must be let go. Leaving the past behind forgive and forsake the forgotten memoirs. . . Most people says that time will pass away, but I did not insist because if time insist that it will pass away why does events in the past always repeating? So therefore how could I forget the past that is hard to forsake it if the present time always repeating the past. Most painful torture is that living in vain where the person you truly really love is dead without saying that you love that person but just shown it . . . Will you let the person you love to die or to die for the person you love. . . How will get in touch if you cannot get in touch. . . To die or not to die that is question for the person you truly really love had died. . . To live is to die and vice-versa to die is to live. So why bother living if you will die? Vice-versa why bother dieing if you will live? It hurts to miss someone who does not know how to miss. . . It hurts to love someone who does not love you back. . . But most of all that is it hurts when you learn to keep someone but they are not even yours and not to tell to the person you truly really love “I Love You” and suddenly that person had pass away. . . -Send My Love to Heaven