[b] ok..here it is..
my BFF and i had a fight ||i think|| 2 months ago..
the reason, her bf..she kept her relationship for that guy for a couple of months..2 to 4 months i think..
i feel so bad about what she did..she made me feel so stupid and dumb in front of her.. Plus, she don't make time for me anymore..
But again, that was a 2 months ago..i forgive her already..
A prob again, after the reconciliation-forgiving thing, suddenly i felt like i'm a stranger to her now..when we're together, silence always comes in and i think she becomes bored or something then sometimes she utter words that she wasn't really saying or even imagining saying it those before..it hurts so bad to me..she always makes an excuse of her behavior and say "it's me now..the real me..no pretensions..people change.."
i don't know but i think she's mad at me all the time..i can't catch her mood..i'm trying to be a good friend to her and get back those what we have used to do together but i think she prefer to see or be wit her bf and don't care about our friendship anymore..
then, she posted on fs that "my friendship wit her is special", " i'm important to her" and "i mean anything to her since we've meet" but it doesn't really show on her that i really mean at all..
Uhmm..what's eur opinion guyz?
any suggestions/comments or anything?[/b]