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We had an "e-date" on Yahoo! Messenger. He turned on his webcam, I turned on mine. It's been [i]forever[/i] since I last saw him on webcam since we just usually chat.
The moment his webcam turned on, tears just fell from my eyes. (Haha! Too dramatic. It's true, though.) I was sooo overwhelmed with I dunno, sadness and happiness at the same time. I missed him so much.
Guess that's why I don't get "depressed" that often - because I don't see him. It makes it bearable, I guess. *sigh* I just can't help but get stressed out because he's on the other side of the effing computer and I want to hug him so bad, but I can't. >_<
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He said that it wasn't true that I am his crush. So I cried really hard because I've fallen for him so much., then I discovered that he said that because I'm not his crush, he loves me.
and, uhm.. 5 months ago.. December 04, 2009.. NAPAKASAMANG NIGHTMARE.. haha..