[b]003[/b] [hr] "Hindi na nga kita kailangan." He repeated. Tumingin ako sa kanya still his head's bowed down. "A-drian." I muttered. "Bakit ngayon pa.." Said Adrian habang nangangatal ang boses niya. "Lumabas ka na." Anong nangyayari sa iyo Adrian? Bakit mo nasasabi sakin ang mga ito? "Pero hindi puwede, hindi basta bastang iiwan kita rito-" "Its okay." "But-" Silence. He faced me. Those eyes that made me fell out of him, now I'm looking at them again. I was frozen for about a minute nang biglang lumakas ulit ang tibok ng puso ko. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. Gayle, hindi ka na niya mahal. Alam mo naman iyon diba? Hindi puwede ito. Ayoko na. Pero.. [i]mahal ko pa rin siya[/i]. I freely hugged him while my tears are streaming down from my face. "Adrian, please.." I continued hugging him na parang ayoko na siyang bitiwan pa. "Kahit 1 minute lang." He suddenly held my left arm. "Hindi puwede to." Hindi ko pa rin siya binitawan. [i]I can't. [/i] "Please, would you let go of me?!" He then refused from my arms. I let go of him at napaurong ako. I wiped my tears. Yumuko siya. "Umalis ka na." I took a deep breath while controlling myself not to burst with tears. "Okay, I will go." "[i]Go[/i]." And he pointed the door to me. It was very hurtful. A single tear went out again. I have no choice but to walk away from him. And he's the one pushing me, pushing me away. [i]Hindi niya na talaga ako mahal. [/i] I took a glare again to him and walked away. After I went out from that room, I began running as fast as I could para lang makalabas sa hospital na iyon. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko but to run. "Ang sakit." I whispered to myself habang tumatakbo and washing my tears away through the hospital's lobby. My sight became blurred dahil sumasakit na ang mga mata ko. I slapped my face slightly and ran again. "Miss Pangilinan?!" Someone from behind me. "Where are you going?!" I didn't turn at tumakbo nalang ulit. Habang tumatakbo ako biglang may humila ng kamay ko. "Gayle?!" I stopped. "Saan ka pupunta?" Katie asked me. Pinunasan ko ang luha ko. "Hindi ko alam. " She pulled my hand. "Ano bang nagyayari sayo?!" I started crying again. Binitawan ko ang mga kamay niya and moved away from her. I finally reached the outside of the hospital and the sky's dark with little drops of rain pouring. Uulan pa yata. My hatest part. I am not bringing anything, my money and all. Dammit. Look, I'm the biggest loser on earth now. Bahala na. [i]Sana masagasaan na lang ako.[/i] I was about to cross the pedestrian lane when the rain started to fall. Dammit. "Damn." I thought to myself. The rain fell so hard and it was really really dark. At ako, nakatayo ngayon, all wet with my all white uniform. I see people with their umbrellas on, there are some crossing the street, and different ones. And I think, I'm the most different from them. Sa kalagayan kong ito? Parang napakamalas ko talaga. I remained standing beside the lane. I looked at the sky with the rain falling. Naalala ko nanaman yung nangyari kanina. [i]Hindi na kita kailangan. Umalis ka na. Go.[/i] Lahat ng mga salitang iyon, nasabi niya na. Enough for my heart to be broken into very small pieces. Ang sakit sakit talaga. You know how it really feels like? Ganito lang iyon - [i]sana mamatay na ako[/i]. Napatingin ako sa langit and I felt hurt again. Ang sakit! Tatawid na sana ako when I heard someone murmuring behind me even there's rain. "Miss huwag ka sa pedestrian lane tatawid." I faced my back. And the person's murmuring is all wet too. I don't know him either. Humarap ako ulit sa direction ko. And he tapped my back. "Bahala ka, mas mapuputikan ka diyan." Napakunot ako ng noo. "Excuse me." I said and crossed the street. I looked at my side and there's a car moving fast towards me. I was greatly shocked when a car beeped so hard. Siguro, eto na nga iyon. JC, no matter what. Kayo na po ang bahala sa akin, JC. I closed my eyes. I know, JC will be always here right beside me. Suddenly, bumusina ulit ang sasakyan ng pagkalakas lakas. I slightly opened my eyes. Thanks JC, you saved me. I took a deep breath in relief. I held my forehead then rubbed it with my hands. Bigla bigla, nanginig ang mga tuhod ko and I can't move. Biglang sumakit ulo ko and my sight went all black suddenly. All I know now, is [i]I'm safe.[/i] Few moments passed, I felt that someone's carrying me at his back. Gusto kong buksan ang mga mata ko, pero di ko kaya. I feel very very sick. I'm shaking. I'm cold. Who is this man carrying me? Adrian, ikaw ba yan? "A-dri.. Adrian?" [i]"And who is that?! I told you not to cross on that lane! Iiyak iyak ka pa."[/i] [hr] [align=center][b]@Readers: [/b] Thank you thank you! And for those who PMd me their names, thank you! Let's be friend dear readers. Love you and may God bless us all. [/align]

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