Re: sigh..
star don't worry i love SS501 the way you do
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anyways
hala ka si jennifer
serious ly may crush sa SS501 hate mo
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[i][b]Starry Love 15
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[i]Moon.[/i]
“Hey, Frazan. Do you really like Star?”
“You already know the answer. Right? Why ask?”
I went to the sala and sat down.
“What if Star likes Frazan?” I whispered to myself
No. That’s impossible. Star likes me.
Ewan ko, I don’t love her but then, parang ang sakin isipin na may isang taong wala nang gusto sa’yo. I don’t know. But I felt totally affected.
I was absent this day, and it seems like she didn’t notice at all.
Absent ako kasi I don’t have my project in Math.
Maybe I should stop absenting so that Frazan won’t be close to Star.
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Star.[/i]
Natulala lang ako.
Suddenly, my tita saw me.
Nabagasak niya ‘yung phone.
“S-star?”
“You’re my Mom?”
“Star..”
“ARE YOU MY MOM?!”
“Star, stop it.”
“I’m asking you! Answer me.”
She just nodded.
“Why?! Why didn’t you tell me? Huh?”
“Because, we can’t.”
“WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?! So you really thought that I’ll believe that you’re my Mom? I won’t accept you as my MOM! I hate you!”
“Star. I am your Mom.”
Those words made me angry..
“You’re not! Never will you!”
I ran..
I cannot believe this.. This is just way to IMPOSSIBLE.
MY mom isn’t my MOM?! Impossible!
While I’m running suddenly I felt raindrops falling.
WHY?! WHY?! Why my tita all of people?
I hate my Tita Connie so much! I think she Is the worst tita ever!
I can accept it, if it is not Tita Connie.
I can accept it! Okay lang na ampon ako.
But I can’t accept my Mom!
I sat down on a swing.
I started swinging it, as much as I can.
“Baka mahulog ka niyan.”
Naatigil ako sa pag-swing ko.
Pero hindi ako lumingon.
“Ano bang pakielam mo? You don’t know what I feel right now!”
Then I started swinging again
“I am just warning you. I don’t want you to fall.”
“I don’t care if I fall! I guess it’ll be better!”
“I love it when it’s raining because no one can see if I’m crying.”
Again, napatigil ako.
“Do you know that quote?” He asked
“Yeah, luma na ‘yan.”
“Do you love that quote?”
“I used to say na corny, but now I think it’s true.”
“Stop crying. It won’t help you. Papangit ka niyan.”
I laughed, ewan ko. Pero natawa ako.
“My mom, I mean my whatever, used to tell me that phrase a lot before, because I am iyakin.”
He sat down sa isa pang swing.
“Ganito ang tamang pag-swing.”
Then he is slowly swinging.
“Ayoko.”
“Para ma-feel mo ng mabuti ‘yung ulan tsaka ‘yung hangin. Masarap sa feeling.”
I tried it. Oo nga.
“Thanks.”
“Alam mo, My dad isn’t my dad.”
“Huh?”
“Akala ko ‘yung dad ko, dad ko talaga. Hindi pala.”
“Parehas tayo.”
“Talaga?”He asked
“Pero you know who is your real Mom?”
“Y-yeah.”
“Buti nga ikaw, kilala mo.”
“Hindi mabuti eh. I hate my true mother a lot.”
“Bakit naman?”
“Basta, I hate her.”
“If I were you, I won’t hate her.”
“Well yeah, if you only knew what she did to me.”
“Ah, alam ko na. Para mawala ‘yung sadness natin. Paramihan na lang tayo ng banat.”
“Huwag ka. Madami akong alam. Baka matalo ka. Tamabay ata ako sa tumblr.”
“Ha ha. Ako rin kaya. Game?”
“Game!”
“Ladies first.”
“O eto ha, basta kapag alam mo na, wag ka na mag bakit..sabihin mo na lang ‘yung katukdong.”
“Sige. Sige.”
“Eto, Crayon ka ba?”
“Binigyan mo kasi ng kulay ang buhay ko.”
“Ai, ano ba ‘yan. Sayang. Alm mo na.”
“Ako naman, Hindi ka ba napapagod.”
Haha. Alam ko ‘to.
“Kanina ka pa kasi tumtakbo sa isipan ko.”
“Sige, ikaw na ulit.”
“Hmmm, Bente ka ba?”
“Ha? Bakit?”
“Napa TUGS TUGS TUGS mo kasi puso ko.”
“Nice one. Hindi ko pa alam ‘yun ah.”
“Ganun. Heheh. Eto meron pa ako, Nabibingi ka na ba?”
“Bakit?”
“Lagi ka kasing sinsigaw ng puso ko.”
“Haha.”
“Ako, ulit! Meron pa.”
“Sige sige.”
“I’m a bad shooter.”
“I keep missing you.”
“Alam mo na pala ‘yun.”
Hindi siya nasalita..
Silence occurred.
“Alam mo, para kang ex ko.”
“H-ha?”
“Mahilig siya mag-tumblr, mahilig siya mag-swing, tapos gusto niya malakas. Tinutulak ko pa nga siya..kaso.. Nasobrahan ‘yung tulak ko.”
I got shock.
“What do you mean?”
“Nasa hospital kasi siya ngayon eh. Comatose.”
Hindi ako nakapagsalita.
“Sige, mauna na ako.”
“O-okay. Bye. Thanks a.”
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Wow. He is indeed a nice guy.
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