[b]October 1[/b]
the end of the semester is almost near. 1 month to go and we're moving again. but life here in campus is getting boring everyday. especially kapag nasa loob ka ng office ng student council. at lalu na kapag naririnig mo ang pagbubunganga ni phoem. Phoem nicole santos. what else i can say. kasunod sa pangalan na yan - no.3 sa deans lister. pres ng student council. teacher's pet? okay hindi. ako lang nagbansag sa kanya nun. hahah. approachable daw sabi ng mga naheheadoverheels sa kanya. LMFAO.
anyhoo. enough of her. so ito. nasa office na ko.

[quote]"and who does she think she is? akala mo kung sino, ung lang naman ang pinapagawa ko."
"Im ella. i'm real. and ayan!" tinapon ko sa lamesa ung sched. "i'm done with it. so? may sasabihin kapa? aside from backstabbing?"
"i'm not backstabbing. nakita kitang parating na kea isinakto ko un."
"oh really? that's nice ms. phoem. well. may gagawin paba ako? as far as i know kasi aakuin mo lahat diba? kahit may mga tao pa sa paligid mo? gusto mo kasi ikaw lang mapupuri ng school right?"
"that's enough ella. you're not funny."
"hindi ako nagjojoke. pwede na ba kong umalis? may gagawin ako. call me na lang ha." then lumabas nq.[/quote]
if i know.! grabeh talaga. saan ko ba natutunan ang makipagaway ng ganun? HAHA. anyway. i'm on my way sa faculty. naalala ko ung system na pinapagawa ni sir mark para sa darating na acquaintance for registration ng mga students, lalo na ang mga freshie.

naalala ko naman tuloy nun ako ang nasa katayuan nila. haha.
[b]FACULTY[/b]
pagpasok ko. walang ibang tao kundi sina chen at jake.
[quote]"oh, mylabs. ba't ngayon ka lang? kaaalis lang ni sir mark. kanina kapa hinihintay." si jake. grr.
"anung mylabs ka jan! stop calling me that!" grr. then si chen nakatingin lang.
"baket? ella. i'm courting you diba? pumayag ka."
"yeah. i did. but it doesn't mean na sasagutin kita."
"ah ganon?!" silence "ok lang yown. maybe you think i'm not the only one for you. but ella. you're the only one for me." he smiled.
"tigilan mu q william jake!" then lumabas ako ng faculty.[/quote]
lagi na lang niya sinasabi un saken. nagtanong xa last week kung pwede manligaw. xempre ok lang naman. hindi ko naman xa sasagutin. btw. william jake arcega. campus crush. varsity kase but hindi pumapalpak sa academics. xa ung tipo na kapag nakita mo for the first time. hahanap hanapin mu. but for me. that's not it! may halong kayabangan kasi.
then lumabas si chen sa faculty. nakatayo lang ako dun sa may drinking fountain. naaalibadbaran ako ki jake eh.
[quote]"ella. are you done with the schedule?" he asked
"yeah. gave it to phoem."
"buti na lang,. she keeps on talking about it."
"i know. badshot naman talaga ko dun ki phoem."
"sorry kanina ah. nabalitaan ko nanyari."
"ganun kabilis? the hell."
"yeah. sorry, she just texted me."
"oo. sumbungan ka ng girlfriend mo eh." i laughed.
"btw." he said. "ang lakas ni jake eh." he laughed. somehow i like it.
"sinabi mu pa!"
"hindi mo ba talaga xa sasagutin?"
"baket chen, sinagot ba kita?"
"ah. oo nga pala." then he laughed. "i'm sorry for coming into your life." he said. serious.
"no. baket ka nagsosorry."
"i caused you so much trouble remember?"
"hindi xa trouble for me chen. somehow. i find it sweet." i just smiled.
"that's good after kasi nun. wala na akong contact sayo. then 2 days after tinigilan na kita."
"and you pursue phoem." i looked at him and smiled
"yeaahh." he said.[/quote]
then lumabas si jake sa faculty. then he accused chen na aagawin daw ako sa kanya. para talagang sira.. anyway. the story behind me and chen is that. he courted me last year. the moment he asked. masaya ako.
kasi i like him din naman. i planned na sasagutin ko talaga xa. then one day. nasapian ata. nagpagawa ng banner (nakalagay. i love ella.-chen) at inilagay sa pinto ng student council. kitang kita ng lahat. i run like hell pero natatawa ako. hindi ko siya kinausap for 2days kasi nagisip talaga kung sasagutin ko na and then oo na lang. then nalaman ko. si phoem na niliigawan, haha. that's

i know.

hindi ko na siya kinausap about dun. bigla na lang naging naassign kami para sa system, and ayun. lately lang din kami nagkausap.

[i]Chen menard ignacio. i love his hair. i love the way he walk towards me. i love his chinky eyes especially kapag suot niya ung glasses niya. i love the way he look at me and smile. i love the way he say my name. i love him. [b]but i guess.[/b] [/i]
[b]THAT NIGHT
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[b]text message:[/b]
[i]
Hey ella. i'm here. pwede kaba lumabas? - jake.[/i]
anu naman kelangan niya. wala na kong magwa alangang hindi ko puntahan diba.

sa may gate.
[quote]"do you want to come in?" i asked
"no. i just want to ask something. madali lang naman." he smiled
"ok then. speak. ask."
"may nararamdaman ka pa rin bang weird kay chen?"
"define weird." kahit alam ko na. tinanong ko pa din.
"gusto mo pa rin xa ano?"
"ewan ko sau."
"ella! a yes or a no, that's all i want."
huminga ako ng malalim. "jake. ang hirap."
"well. i guess. that's a yes."
i nodded.
"pero kay phoem na xa."
"i know." i said
"are you just using me? ginagamit mo lang ba ako para malaman kung magseselos si chen?"
"hindi! ano kaba! hindi ko inisip yon!"
"i don't believe you."
"jake! kelan man hindi ko inisip na gumamit ng ibang tao."
"ayoko na. kahit 1 week pa lang. un kasi nakikita ko. thanks for the time."
"jake. kahit anung isipin mo. isa lang gusto ko sabihin, kahit kelan hindi ako nanggamit ng tao. hinding hindi ako gagamit para sa sarili ko. hindi kita ginagamit jake." isinigaw ko un habang papaalis xa.[/quote]
hindi naman talaga. hindi. hindi. baket niya naisip yun. argh! umakyat na lang ako. at humiga sa kama. ano kayang utak meron si jake!
[b]text message:[/b]
[i]okay. i believe you. just sleep tonight key? i'm sorry. see you tomorrow.

-jake[/i]
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