Nice! Mukhang maganda `to. Pero actually, ganda na nito eh! Hahaha. Update mo na Ate!(BEA REYES or BEAR EYES talga?) :>

mukhang maganda update na po..

[align=center][quote=imyours_24;#3581410;1273759715]Nice! Mukhang maganda `to. Pero actually, ganda na nito eh! Hahaha. Update mo na Ate!(BEA REYES or BEAR EYES talga?) :>[/quote] - HAHAHA. It's Bea Reyes. Thanks for supporting, guys. I'm indeed inspired. Short update lang muna. I'll update tomorrow! [b]____________________[/b][/align] [quote][b]♡ Chapter One[/b] I cried AGAIN for the nth time as I remember HIM saying “goodbye.” Crying was like a new habit for me. “Mo, tama na yan,” Arvin tapped my shoulders. “I-I… just… couldn’t stop,” I said in between sobs. I can hardly breathe. “You should,” he sighed. “Look, Mo. He’s just the one who left you. We’re all here for you.” “Sinong ‘we’ ba iyan, Arvin?” I sniffed. “Rob was like air for me… Na kapag nawala siya, di na ako makakahinga. He’s my life, but unfortunately, I’m not his’. Ang sakit Arvin. Kahit it was 3 months ago na, I can’t still take a look at the world kasi natatakot na ako. Natatakot pa ako.” “Bakit ka ba natatakot Mo? That’s sh*t. Andito naman kaming mga kaibigan mo.” Arvin just said “sh*t.” God knows that he doesn’t even say it even in his mind. And now, because of me, he did it for the first time. But, I am feeling down. And I don’t even know when I could actually move on. I could actually think that I couldn’t move on. Life’s just so unfair. “Alam ko. Pero, can’t you just understand what I feel? I’ve been hurt by the person I loved the most. He forsaken the 5 years that we’ve been together and through. Ibinigay ko lahat ng kaya kong ibigay. But, it seems not enough.” “That’s it Mo! Masyado kang naging selfless, at the same time, being selfish! Selfless ka sa pagmamahal mo sa kanya at selfish ka sa pagmamahal niya sa’yo.” I can’t find my words. His sentences streaked into me. “You’ve given enough. Tama pa bang pati ang natitirang katiting sa sarili mo ay kunin niya ng di niya nalalaman at di sinasadya?” I was just staring at him blankly. Little did I know that he care for me this much. He‘s really a friend you can count on to. And he’s definitely right. Sobra akong affected… Tapos siya, malamang… Di na ako iniisip. Nakakainis. Tanga-tanga ko. “Kung akala mo ay di ka namin naiintindihan, akala mo lang yun. Di ka namin tutulungan kung di ka namin naiintindihan. Pero kung yun ang gusto mong isipin, ayos lang naman sa’min yun. Kasi sa ngayon… [b]Hindi rin kita maintindihan[/b].”[/quote]

[quote=oniongurl;#3582344;1273821750]Sobrang bitin naman nun. Whew. Ang ganda ng title, sobra~[/quote] - Sorry naman no. Tuluguh? Thank youuuuu~ Osige. Mag-update ako... bukas.

WAAAH. I'll update later. Promise na talaga.

[quote][b]♡ Chapter Two[/b] I felt chest pains. He’s now giving up on me. I don’t want that to happen ‘cause he’s the only person I am counting to. Tapos mawawala pa? I am being so selfish, not thinking what they also feel. Tama. I am selfish, and at the same time, being selfless. I hate myself for actually doing this to the people I treasure. Lalo na si Arvin. Why am I doing these things? Why am I risking a 12-year friendship just because Rob left me? Itatapon ko lang yun lahat dahil sa isang 5-year relationship, na hindi naman pala nag-work out. I gulped. Hindi ako makahanap ng salitang pwede kong sabihin. Tears started flowing more and more. He hugged me and whispered, “Sorry. I was too dense about how you feel.” “No, Arvin. Don’t be sorry. Kasi ako ang dapat mag-sorry,” I cried more. “I am so sorry for not thinking that you’re always there for me. Pero I didn’t appreciated all of your efforts to make me feel that I’m still special. I didn’t thought of running to you kahit na you’re always there. And you’ll always comfort me. Masyado akong nagpaka-deprive.” “Shh. Tama na.” [b]____________________[/b] We were 2nd year college that time. I mean, that time when we broke up. March 8, 7:28 PM, at my house. Sobrang na-depress ako. Siya lang kasi yung nagmahal sa akin ng buong-buo, not just a friend but as a woman. Pero, ngayon, ako nalang ang naiwang nagmamahal sa kanya. Argghh, stop na. Hindi ko na kaya pang alalahanin. [b]I want a new life.[/b] “Mo, tara na. First day na first day, pabagal-bagal ka,” Arvin poked me. “Oo na po, boss, ” I saluted and smiled. We jumped in at his car and he drove. While we are on the way to school, he asked, “Hey, paano pag nakita mo siya?” “Ha? Sinong siya?” I chuckled. I guess he got what I mean. I’m finally moving on. “Naks naman, pare,” he chuckled. Saktong-sakto namang nasa school na kami. “Yes! Here I come!” I yelled. “Huy, para kang baliw dyan,” he chuckled. Inakbayan niya ako, inakbyan ko rin siya. “Tara na. Excited na ako,” I giggled. [b]____________________[/b] “Oops,” Arvin whispered. Napatingin ako sa tinitingnan niya. There goes Rob — with Ashley, the flirtiest of all the flirts in this university. “Oh, bakit? Does it have to bother me?” “That’s the fighting spirit.” “I know, right? Haha,” we laughed. “Hi, Monique,” Ashley greeted. Oh yes. She greeted me. She knows how the hell I and Rob have been through. I guess, matagal na siyang atat na atat sulutin si Rob sakin. Okay, fine. Lamunin niya pa si Rob. “Hi Arvin,” she winked. Damn. So FLIRT. This girl is making me so mad. Di makuntento sa isa. Grr. I think Rob saw that flirtatious move of Ashley. “Let’s go,” he said coldly and pulled her away. “DUH, she’s flirting with you, isn’t she?” “Why? Did I flirt back? Not my type,” he chuckled. “I see, I see. Hahaha,” I laughed. “Tara,” he pulled me. [b]____________________[/b] “Good morning everyone,” Mrs. Laudico greeted. We greeted back. “Very much surprising, I can’t see Rob & Monique together.” HA! Chismosa talagang teacher ‘to. Bakit ba kasi teacher pa rin namin siya? “You guys don’t know?” Ashley stood up. Arggghhh. Edi i-announce mo lang. Kainis. Paki naman nila? Ba’t kailangan pang i-broadcast? Para lang maipamukha niya sakin na over na talaga sakin si Rob? Anong gusto niyang patunayan? Kay, fine. Wapakels ako. “Monique and Rob broke up already!” she announced with her squeaky voice. “Really?” Mrs. Laudico said. “I can hardly believe!” She looked at me, at Rob, and at Ashley. “YES!” Ashley said cheerfully. “I’m Rob’s new-” “Ashley is Rob’s new girlfriend,” I said without looking. “Whoa!” they murmured. “Leche, ingay naman o.” “Ano bang paki mo, Monique? Napipikon ka ba?” she laughed. [b]“Sabagay, ganun talaga pag nagsawa na si boyfriend.”[/b][/quote]

WOW. Nakaka-leche naman yang Ashley. Taenaaaaaaaaaa!

Umm, I'm still not finished with Chapter 3 but I'm working on it. Maybe I'll update laturr or maybe tomorrow nalang. o___O

Mukhang mabe-break ko na naman ang promise ko. Ia-update ko lang yung old stories ko tapos pag natapos ko na yun, ia-update ko agad 'to. Ily guys, thank you sa pagsuporta. Kthxbai. XD