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"Baby, make a wish then blow your candle okay? I'll take a picture of you." Mom said
I do what my mom told me to do so. Yeah, she once said that I'll be one of the most spoiled daughter in the whole world because I'm her one and only cute daughter but still I, myself. hate what she's doing to me. I hate all the these. After my so-called "birthday party", duh, I'm already 16 years old and still a birthday party, it sucks, I go directly to my sanctuary, my library.
"Hi" I said gladly while I'm opening my new bought book.
I love books. They are my life. For me, these are not only books, for me my world just revolve around these books.
"Zoe! Zoe!"
"What the F?" I whispered but with an irritated sound
I quickly lock the door of my library. A few minutes later...
"Zoe! Don't plan to ditch your own party or else you'll not see this room tomorrow morning?!"
Arghh.This life really sucks!
"Oo na. Oo na!" I answered. I don't want to lose my world, my books.
By the way, I'm Zoe, Zoe Alcantara. Curious? Zoe means life. And mahabang story kung iisa-isahin ko pa kung bakit Zoe. Just accept the fact that my name is Zoe. Upcoming fourth year high school in hell of a kind school, co-ed. Why? Kasi maingay.
Directly ba pagkakasabi ko? Sorry, just accept who am I.
My "party" is done. And our maid told me that my mom asked me to go to her room.
*knock*knock*
"Come in, Zoe."
I stared at her room. PINK. It stinks. Yuck.
"Sit here" she tapped her bed.
I sat beside her.
"Baby, you need to transfer to another school." napa-O_O ako, then suddenly wish na sana girl's school na lang.
"Ha? Ma, San po?"
"We're going to Pampanga."
"Sa North."
"Yeah."
"Why?" tanong ko sa kanya
"I need to arrange something"
I nod. Hmm, about business.
"Magtatagal ba tayo dun?"
"About a year."
"Okay."
"You'll not complain?"
"Nope. Bakit pa ako magrereklamo, alam ko namang, dadalhin ko lahat ng gamit ko dun." when I say lahat ng gamit ko, kasama na dun library ko.
Umiling siya.
"What do you mean?"
"Hindi natin pwedeng dalhin yung buong library mo."
"E di no way na lang. I'll just stay here with yaya."
"Pero kailangan."
"Bakit ba? Are you hiding something from me?"
I noticed na biglang nagulat siya pero she quickly change her expression, angry.
"Basta. Kailangan mong sumama. And we will not bring all of your books."
"Pero ma?"
"Wala ng pero pero."
Arghh.
"Do whatever you want!" I told her. She really is...Arggh. I hate this. Pero I managed to control what I feel, she still is my mom. I repeat what I said.
"Do whatever you want but don't expect me to follow you when we got there."
I told her then walk out of her room.
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I directly go to my library.
*sniff*sniff*
I opened my new book. The one I was about to read a while ago. I read it, pero wala akong maintindihan. Nag-eecho lahat ng sinabi sa akin ni mama. Yung buong conversation namin. It's like my world turns upside down.
What will happen to my books? What will happen to my world? What will happen to me pag wala na sila sa tabi ko?
My heart feels like bursting whenever I think of this.
Last edited by harman*hellewise (2010-05-24 07:34:48)