What the hell is this?! and.. what a penmanship looks like it's been scratched by a chicken yuck. asar sino ba naman kasing ta-tanga-tanga ang naglagay nito sa locker ko Yeah I'm weird. i'm supposed to feel, flattered, but no. im disappointed. kung sino mang naglagay nito sa locker ko, ihanda niya pwet niya buset. [hr] darn it. i noticed the clock. its already 6:40. what the hell. i've been thinking the stupid letter for about 40 minutes?! damn. what's this stupid feeling anyway . naman uuwi na nga ako. baka anu pang kabalastugan ang mangyari sakin dito. feste As I was walking my way home, I saw the two. Jamjam & Marvin. holding hands wew. im sad. he's taken, i can't have him anymore . hayy. mas maganda pa ako kay Jam eh . I heard someone, punching the wall. [color=red]"M-M-Melvin?!? "[/color] he gave me a not-so-nice look [color=blue]"w-what?! " [/color][color=red]"n-nothing.. calm down ok?! "[/color] [color=blue]"Ugh. i can't.. im the loser.. "[/color] [color=red]"lika nga, usap nga tayo "[/color] [color=blue]"leave me alone."[/color] I ignored him. [color=red]"its about Jam right?? "[/color] [color=blue]"h-how did you know?! "[/color] [color=red]"hay tanga, ex mo kaya. usap tayo, i'll help you.."[/color] [color=blue]"b-but.." [/color]he frowned again. [color=red]"tara naaa "[/color] hinila ko siya papunta dun sa playground nag-seesaw kami. anyway, i'm just helping him naman eh. hehe. ako sumakay sa see-saw, tapos siya, tinutulak ako. [color=blue]"o tapos??" [/color][color=red][/color] "dapat, ikaw palagi kasama niya.." [color=blue]"ok ok, then?" [/color][color=red][/color] "usap kayo.." i stopped. im stunned. my heartbeat is.. f-fast.. I dunno why.. i just.. cried. [color=blue]"t-tyna?"[/color] I looked away from him. [color=red]"i-im sorry"[/color] I wiped my tears. [color=blue]"aha. bat ka umiiyak?? brokenhearted ka rin ba? "[/color] [color=red]"h-hindi ah.. hehe.. ewan ko ba *sigh*"[/color] [color=blue]"ai naman. tara dota tayo, para sumaya ka. "[/color] [color=red]"h-hindi ko kailangan nyan nuh.. "[/color] [color=blue]"treat ko.. tara na kaseeee.."[/color] he pushed me. ang lakas jusko, ayaw ko mahulog [color=red][/color] "waaaa!! wag mo nga gagawin yan pag-ako -" kiniss niya ako sa pisngi.. Blood filled my cheeks. [color=blue]"o ano? tara na??" [/color][color=red][/color] "b-bakit mo ginawa yun!?! " [color=blue]"anu?? ang malesia mo naman!! tara na, dota tayo.. " [/color] o-oo nga naman. sa pisngi lang naman yun. bakit ba napaka-over acting ko peste, ang weird ng panahon. we went to a computer shop. and, wala nang tao . "oi, magre-research ba kayo?" [color=blue]"opo manong."[/color] anung opo? sapakin ko to eh! [color=red][/color] "a-ano?!" i whispered. "ok, ilan ba?" [color=blue]"dalawa manong yung may dota." [/color]"naman!!" [color=blue]"tara na wag na reklamo tyni. " [/color] i sat down beside him hayyy. it's weird. ang bigat ng feeling . im starting to like him. oh whatever. I admit, i [b]like [/b]him. but love him?? no way. my parents will kill me. dapat umiwas ako ng konti para, yun, baka san pa mapunta tong friendship namin. [color=blue]"hoy TYNAAAA. " [/color][color=red]"h-ha?!" [/color] [color=blue]"hay naman!! absent minded ka masyado.. sabi ko, click mo!!" [/color][color=red]"eto? click ko?"[/color] i clicked the icon. [color=blue]"gaaah!! hindi yan!! "[/color] he held my hand :paranoid:and clicked the other icon. [color=blue]"ayan!! yan palagi yung icli-click mo ha??"[/color] [color=red]"huh? o-ok.. "[/color] [hr] Lumabas na kami ng computer shop, magc-close na raw sila peste ka Melvin, pag ako nalagot sa nanay ko nito, urgghh.. di ko alam kung ano magagawa ko sayo.. baka mahalin pa kita niyan No no no. [color=blue]"san ka ba nakatira?" [/color][color=red]"sa San Villencio." [/color] [color=blue]"ahh ganun ba, kabilang subdivision pala. Sabay na tayong sumakay ng train. " [/color][color=red]"ay ganun ba?. hehe. Tara.." [/color] and so, we both rode the train. And yun, nag-asaran kami. And, talked about our lives, our dreams.. and our loved ones. [color=blue]"teka lang.. about kay Jam.." [/color] anu ba yan. peste ka tyna, anu ba tong nararamdaman mo ewan ko ba, sa tuwing naririnig ko yung namin ni Jasmine, Jam, naiinis ako.. i really don't know what's the reason. [color=red]"a-ano yun?"[/color] *riiiinnnggg* oh shoot, my mom called. [color=red]"melbs, bukas nalang, gotta go na... bye!!"[/color] *sigh* he suddenly grabbed my hand and shook his head. i screamed [color=red]"waaaaa " [/color] yeah. i cried. i don't even know what's the reason. "u-uy?! masakit ba yung paghawak ko? sorry na.. hihingin ko lang number mo eh.." [color=red]"h-hindi.. ayus lang.."[/color] lumapit siya sakin he wiped my tears and.. "eto o.." he gave me his handkerchief. [color=red]"t-thanks melbs. *hiccup* "[/color] I laugh. i don't want him to think na, yun, im a crybaby. eh hindi naman talaga ako ganun. ngayon lang to. ngayon lang. [color=blue]"ahaha. loko ka. kwentuhan mo ko kay jam ah.. anu pala number mo?" [/color] i heard it again. i stopped. stopped crying. [color=red]"eto.. 0917-890-.... sige, alis na ako bye. " [/color] [u]8:02 - San Villencio[/u] gahh. it's very dark na before i went home, pumunta muna ako ng 7-eleven pano kaya, di ako pinakain ng lalakeng yun im hungry then, nagpaload na ako. then ayun, unlitxt40. two days. :idea: nga pala, since brother ni melbs si marvin, baka pwede kong hingin number ni marbs kay melbs diba? galing ko talaga. i'll make the move. wag na kayo kontra "Kirsten Rhae S. Costudia " oh shoot. it's my mom [color=red]"ma, pagod ako bukas ka nalang manermon "[/color] i gave a sad look wooo. sana makapasa ako nito "o-ok then, go inside. " YES! ahaha. and sigurado, bukas, di na niya ako se-sermonin kasi, nakalimutan na niya eh. "may naghahanap pala sayo kanina." [color=red]"huh? si geli?"[/color] "hindi, lalake. may nanliligaw ba sayo tyna?! " aruy jusko, wag mo kong sigawan mama. [color=red]"huh ma?! wala kaya. ano ba pangalan?? "[/color] "ewan. di ko na tinanong." nu ba yan ang daming misteryo sa buhay sino nanaman kaya tong lalakeng to tsaka, sino ba nagbigay ng pesteng letter na yun sarap bugbugin . my cellphone suddenly vibrated.. [i]From: +63915-902-.... Msg: Hi Ma'am Jam.. [/i] what the?! Jam?! g*gu tong mga kaschoolmate ko ah. kala naman nila ako si jam, eh mas maganda nga ako dun I saved the number as 'buset ka'. then I replied. [i]To: buSeT kA Msg: hoy. asar ka, sino ka ba?! anung jam?! im not jasmine ok!? [/i] 'buSeT kA' replied. then ayun, nagtxt-txt na kami. [i]-nmn oh, c mlvin to. nyaaha. sori tyna. -ah. aus lng, bkt b mam jam? -wla kse, tpic ntn c jam and, [i]nag-eenjoy[/i] aq pg-pinag-uuspan ntin xa. [/i] nag-eenjoy ka pala.. [i]-gnun b.. wg mo na aqng twgin na jam. -o bkt? -bsta, tyna name ko, ndi jam -ah ok. sori nu b gsto mong twag ko sau? -tyna. -ndi iba, pra, [i]tayo[/i] lng. ung prang, scret agent. -ai sira, bhla ka nga. -ok. cutie nlng tyna -anung cutie?! shit ka tlga, e anu nmn twag ko seo? [/i] pero deep inside, kinikilig ako. [i]-pogi.. -pogi?? ket gnun? -wait lang ah..[/i] after 10 minutes.. I recieved many messages. as in marami, tuloy tuloy. i mean, flood. nung tinignan ko na yung msg: [i]oo, mahal pa kita jam.. alam ko, mahal mo rin ako.. kaya please.. [/i] I threw my cellphone immediately.

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