Darn. ano bang nangyayari sakin. nanginginig ako.. h-hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. tumingin ako sa labas. nakita ako ni mama. parang galit. "TYNA! napapano ka ba?! ," i-i can't speak. gaaaahh. "s-sorry." i picked my cellphone and yun, humiga ako. i've been thinking him for 2 hours. i can't sleep. though he's txting me, i'm not in the mood to reply. hayy. ewan ko ba . basta, hinahawak ko nalang ng hinahawak yung handkerchief na binigay niya sakin. i don't want to give it back to him, i wan't to keep it. [hr] [i]When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne[/i] i woke up. well, that's my alarm eh. aha. i looked at my reflection on the mirror. i saw myself. i saw teardrops. i sighed. "gaaaah.. tama naa.." i sat down. and think. why did I cry last night? is it because of that effin message? no. di pwede. god, i know. wherever path you'll lead me, i know.. it's the right path. please.. i looked at my cellphone. gaah. ang daming messages na ganun. and yun, i erased them [b]all[/b]. "tyna, telephone....!!" i wore my slippers and went downstairs. i saw dad. binaba niya yung phone "da? ket mo binaba?" "kanina pa naghihintay si gerald. sabi niya, punta ka raw ng school, gagawin niyo daw yung sa science. mamayang 1pm" gaaah.. naman.. im stressed out. first two weeks palang ng school, i can feel the pressure na. aaii naman. sana talaga makaalis na ako sa school na to, sa lalong madaling panahon. gusto ko na mag-graduate. tapos mag-asawa. lulengs. aha. joke. I texted geli if she would like to come to the school para matulungan siya sa english. lol. she said no. whatever. I wore my contact lenses. mahirap na, kasi, sobrang laki ng grado ko. I can't even see my mom in a short distance. [u]School - 1pm[/u] I entered the school and gave the parental consent to the school guard. mahirap na I went to iv-Einstein's room. I saw my classmates.. melvin and jam.. holding hands ouch. I gave the microscope to Gerald. "tyna, kaw yung titingin ah.." melvin said. im not sure if that's melvin. "bat ako? pwede namang ikaw." "ang taray. ikaw na ah." "oo na melbs." "melbs? si melvin?" nyak. si marvin pala to nu ba yan. kaya pala tyna lang tawag niya saken. kung kaya sabihin ko sakanya na nagtxt bro niya kay jam.. nyay, wag nalang. baka anu pang gulo ang mapunta sakin. "uy, tyns at jam, eto oh. paghalo nyo muna." bryan handed us the container. ayun, pinaghalo ko nga... *BOOOOMM* "ouch! mygad tyna. sumobra!! " jam screamed. napaupo ako pati si jam, napaupo rin. i opened my eyes. i saw her crying. wew. darn it. sumabog. what a shame. sumobra pala yung paglagay ko ng bakingsoda. urggh.. concentrate tyna. concentrate. gaah.. ang sakit ng mata ko tumama ata. shet. "tyna? are you ok?" lumapit si marvin sakin at inabot yung tissue. "w-what the.." i just said. look, im really, really shocked. girlfriend niya si Jam, umiiyak si jam. pero, bakit ako yung nilapitan niya? what a guy. bumabaligtad na nga yung mundo. "what the heck, are you crying?? wait, i'll wipe it. hold still" anu ba tong lalakeng to? he has a girlfriend yet ako yung tinutulungan niya.. he was wiping my tears, may naramdaman akong masakit. "ouch! marvin.. w-wait.. contact lenses ko na yan.. im sorry.." "oh ok.. kala ko umiiyak ka eh.. ahe. " "gaaahh.. marvin, come with me.. " jam stood up, so as marvin. i didn't get that effin chance huh? [hr] I finished the experiment. waaa. hindi ko pa nahuhugas yung 'uling' face ko what the hell. so, i went to the comfort room to wash it. lolengs. "sige tyna, uuwi ko nalang to ah. kitakits nalang sa monday. and, hugasin mo na muka mo ah. " gerald said. urghh. that's kind of insulting I heard someone.. urggh.. naman.. nagsisigawan pa bakit pa sa comfort room. peste tong mga to i took a 'silip'. alam niyo naman ako ahay naku. sila nanaman sina jam at marbs. "bakit siya pa yung tinulungan mo??" "bakit?? masama ba?! tutal.." woah. i heard jam slapped at marvin. kawawa naman "asar ka! " "alam mo jam.. feeling ko, pinaglalaruan mo lang ako.. well.. honestly, [b]i'm starting to like tyna.. "[/b] [hr][hr] [b]Jasmine's POV [/b] I can't believe this is happening to me. And what the hell?! Marvin is my boyfriend yet si rei ba yung nilalapitan niya darn it. umiinit nanaman ako. urgghh.. i can't handle this situation anymore "Marvin, come with me " what am i supposed to do is to act. pero, gaah, tumulo mga luha ko. i grabbed his hand and we talked in front of the CR. "what?!" "are you shouting?! " "no. sorry. ano ba yun? ~_~ " ano ba yun?! hindi ba niya maintindihan?! "what the f*ck!? hindi mo ba alam pinag-gagagawa mo!? " "alam. bakit? ano bang mali ginawa ko?!" urgh. i hate this guy. buti pa si melvin. "bakit siya pa yung tinulungan mo??" "bakit?? masama ba?! tutal.." woah. i heard jam slapped at marvin. kawawa naman "asar ka! " "alam mo jam.. feeling ko, pinaglalaruan mo lang ako.. well.. honestly, im starting to like tyna.." i heard a kaboogsh sa likod namin. i saw rhei. what the effin.... "u-oh.. im sorry if i interrupted you guys." "no, it's ok " darn you Marvin "o-ok, sige, i'll go na. ingat kayo." tyna left us. i have a vibes that tyna heard our conversation. darn. sira na. "mauna na rin ako. sige bye." he grabbed my hand. "now what?! you ruined everything!! EVERYTHING!! " "sasabihin ko lang na, take care mhine. i love you so much " "shut up. " i was crying so hard. really. i screamed when I ran. I don't care what people will say. i don't care if they'll think im a weirdo. a weirdo of SSC. i don't care. and, who are they anyway?! i'm just expressing my feelings by means of screaming. yeah. who are they [u]Monday 10:13 - English[/u] "ok class, you can go to the math park. or sci garden." "yes ma'am." everyone went outside. i saw melvin , papunta siya sa place ni tyna. hayy. bakit ba palagi nalan si rhei? im super duper uber wasak na talaga ako. i grabbed the chance. nilapitan ko na si melvin bago pa siya makalapit kay rhei. and yeah, sinamahan niya ako sa math park. "hayy. ano kayang topic ko.. hmm.." lumapit ako sakanya. "ako nalang topic mo. " "weh? haha. dapat si bro eh. aha. " "ahe. asan pala bro mo?" "ahh. di siya pumasok, ewan ko dun, di raw niya feel." "ah ok. uhm.." "hmm?" "basta ako, si melvin ang topic ko. " "hayy bahala ka na nga jan, basta ako yung bestfriend ko." sinong bestfriend niya? "huh? s-sino??" well, somehow, i felt jealous. "secret. agent kami. " haha. agent naman pala eh, so it means, lalake. haha. "o, bakit ka tumatawa jam?" "wala.." hayy i sure miss those times nung kami pa kung pwede nga lang, irewind ko na ang oras eh. "aha! tapos na ako kaw tapos kana jam?" "ang adik mo!" binatukan ko siya parang bata i read his paper. i saw a sentence. a sentence that made me really jealous. "o, bakit?" i saw rhei palapit saamin "uyyy melbs. " anong uyy? "loko ka cutie. " "haha, patingin nga ng paper mo!!" "ayoko nga!! " "amf. bahala ka jan.! haha. enjoy!! " then, she left. wew. naOP ako. i admit it. "hayy.. ang hirap naman nito .. " i swung my feet .. ang sikip ng dibdib kooo . "o-oi bakit? uy, w-wag ka umiyak .. please" "s-sorry . hehe" i wiped my tears . i stopped crying. i did what he just said. hayy. "what's the effin reason ba kaya umiiyak ka? " i tapped him. "n-nalaman ko kase, nagiging close na kayo.. " "aw, di ba dapat matuwa ka? haha" "h-hindi !!.. " i looked at him . he's shocked, i guess. "huh?" i cried again and whispered. "i love you " "i love you-" i love you? oh my gash. i can't believe this, he loves me too. "no more." crash. "o-ok then. sige, balik na ako ng einstein ah." "sure. " he smiled. he's happy. b-but.. i know, i really know, mahal pa niya ako. bakit ganito, bakit.. ganito nalang yung binitaw niyang salita sakin. i even recieved his text, "mahal pa kita jam.." i saved that message. but i did not replied, coz, wew, i still have marvin. now na nalamanko sa sarili ko na, hindi pala si marvin , now na sasabihin ko kay melvin na mahal ko siya.. bakit now pa na.. hayy. i looked back, nandoon nanaman si rhei. hayy. close nga sila. sabi na nga ba. i have no chance. im so dumb that i picked the wrong person and let go of the right person. so dumb. [hr][hr] [b]Kirsten's (rhei/tyna) POV[/b] i really don't know what to write in this stupid paper. i just looked at pogi, he's laughing. though it hurts, i controlled my self. i mean, i'm very very happy for him, coz he got the chance na kausapin si jam. ahehe. oo, sabihin mo nang mas maganda ako kay jam, pero, wala eh. mas matimbang parin siya sa puso ni jam. hehe. GAAAAH ttyyynnaa!! OK. CLARIFICATION. CRUSH KO LANG SIYA. CRUSH LANG. "CRUSH LANG!!!!!" gaaah.. seriously, naha-highblood ako sa sarili ko. you can call me a weirdo, and, ayus lang sakin. i admit naman eh. "hoy babae! anung crush? sino kras mo ha? " "wala ka na dun. " "i don't like that, i'm you're bestfriend tapos, nagki-keep ka ng secret sa akin. " "aww. oo na.." " sino? " waaa. ayoko talaga sabihin it's forbidden "s-si.. bryan. " "YUCK! " "oo na, haha, wag ka nalang maingay. " "can't believe you had a crush on him. duhh. look at him. " "shut up. " Umalis ako dun sa cottage kung saan kami nakaupo. hay, balak ko sana asarin si pogi eh. ahe. medyo makiki-feeling close muna ako sakanya. i mean, makikisingit ako dun sa usapan nila ni jam. i'll just congrats him. whatever. "uyyy melbs. " yah. it hurts. "loko ka cutie. " ahehe. talaga tong si pogi. i smiled at him. fake. "haha, patingin nga ng paper mo!!" i tried to grabbed his paper pero, hinarangan niya ako. "ayoko nga!! " siguro si jam. waaa, maka-alis na nga. "amf. bahala ka jan.! haha. enjoy!! " i left, i want to talk to him a 'lil bit longer, but, duh, andiyan pa si Jam. nakakahiya naman diba? hayy. and, i can't stand that feeling, ewan, nasasaktan ako. kaya umalis na ako, bago pa ako umiyak doon sa harap nila, at magmuka pa akong tanga. at syempre, ma-OP. i sat down and start thinking. i dunno why i wrote this. basta. i wrote something about the twins. but i didn't mentioned their names. i just said, i like their attitude. maybe you're first impression to boy 1 is, nice. but no. lol. he's very annoying. haha. or blah blah. whatever ya call that. i also included there that i loved them. i mean, friends lang. totoo naman eh. yun nga lang, mas close kami ni pogi. hehe, single kasi. lol. [u]12:20pm - Lunch Table[/u] wee. lunch na. i have a good news. i got perfect in that essay-thingy. i dunno why, really, napaka-walang kwenta nung ginawa ko. i just said na, ganyan si boy 1, boy 2, etc. etc. haha. kasama ko ngayon si geli. and, wahaha. inaasar niya ako kay bryan. yucky. lol. asa namang magkakagusto ako jan. err. "psst. wait here, i'll just call bryan." "what the? anin mo?" "anung ako? ikaw kaya. wait here. haha." err. she took it seriously. di ko crush yun. hayy naman. ngayon lang talaga ako nagsinungaling kay geli. ngayon lang i'm so afraid kung ano mangyayari pag nalaman niya yung totoo. ayaw pa naman niyang nagsisinungaling ako sensitive kasi to eh.. gaah. bahala na.. "ahaha. eto na si bryan.. woooo.." err. as if. "hi tyns. " "low." "pwede makisabay?" "hmmm-" bigla nalang may humawak sa balikat ko. grabe, kinabahan talaga ako. "can we talk tyna? "

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