Haha... It kind of is... [b] Chapter 8:[/b] "anna, i just want to let you know na... mahal na mahal kita.. wag mo sanang isipin na sinasabi ko to para magmukhang gentleman sa harap mo..." "hinde naman eh..." i can feel dat he loves me talaga... and i know that he knows i feel the same.... pero i still have one problem eh.. si ken... pumoporma pa sya sakin.. eh alam ko naman na alam niya na kami na ni raf... ano gagawin ko?? "anna?" "yeah?" "i don't know how you will react to what i'm going to say... i'm sorry if what i'm about to tell will hurt you..." "it's ok... i can handle it.... " "anna.... i'm leaving....." "WHAT?!!!!!!!!! " "i'm leaving... my parents are sending me away to a boarding school in the US... i'm sorry...." " when will you be back?" "i'll be back soon for you baby.... you know how much i love you naman eh...." "i know but---" "no buts... we'll spend this weekend together... ok? i'll be leaving on monday..." ouch... aalis na aking love of my life... ang sakit... ang sakit talaga.... pero wala na ako magagawa.... alangan naman na sumama ako sa kanya.... "anna......" "it's ok... i understand.... let's go home na... it's getting late..." "ok..." [in front of the house] "i love you.... and always remember that..." "love you too..." papunta na sana ako sa door when... "anna..." seryosa na talaga siya! for the first time in 4 months.. he kissed me.... on the lips! sobra naman yata to... but at least he kissed me even before he left diba... ngumiti na lang ako.... ang sarap ng feeling na we both love each other very much... pero..... [b] why does he have to go pa when he can study here naman???[/b] wala akong ginawa kundi umiyak the whole night.. nakauwi na kami ni raf mga 12 na ng gabi.... i didn't get enough sleep.... siguro natulog ako nung 4:30 na.... eh i had to wake up early the next day.... sunday kasi... church starts in 8am.... me and my sis are very religious.. so were our parents... i guess you're wondering where are our parents, huh? my parents flew to the US when i was about 12, i haven't seen them since.... "anna, wake up na.... 7:30 na kaya..." "ahh.. ok ate... i'll be down in a minute..." naligo ako siguro only for 5 minutes.... then nagbihis, nagsuklay at bumaba para kumain ng breakfast... "so what do you want?" "hhmmm.... eggs and bacon please..." "haha... your favorite meal for breakfast... i knew you would choose that.. that's why i cooked it already.... hurry up.. " so we went to church... the mass was about [b]love[/b].... tamang-tama ang timing.. siguro narinig ni lord ang prayer ko... we went home and then... the phone rang..... i answered and.... [b] "anna? this is KEN."[/b] ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~