[quote]LOL hindi ako mkpaglagay ng twist. xD pasensya. [/quote] Without any hesitation, I immediately replied: -[i]gdnght. bkas ult.[/i] My heart jumped. My heart stood still. My heart want to burst. hell! I don't know! Badtrip! I don't know kung ano dapat kong maramdaman. Mixed Emotions. I'm happy yet sad. I saw the car of Mama. But, err, I didn't. I mean, di ako bumaba para buksan ang gate. I dunno. I'm just tired. "tyna!!" I just look up. Nakaka haggard. I want to count the stars. But it seems to be that I can't. "tynaaaa!!!" I looked down. Wala. Wala akong mafeel. Finally, I got tired that's why I went straight to my room. I looked up to the ceiling. Imagining. Imagining what will happen tomorrow. Dapat ko ba siyang iwasan? Pero kung iisipin mo, ang tanga ko masyado. Ang babaw ng rason kung bakit ako umiiyak. Enough. It's already infatuation, not love. not love, not love. [i]Thursday..[/i] I woke up with a big blank on my face. I felt the pillow. Naman. Ang babaw ko talaga. Ako? Umiiyak? Yuck. No way. I think mag-aabsent ako ngayon. My whole body really aches. And him. I'll try to keep distance. Ayoko muna siyang makausap. Ewan. "tyna?" I heard knock knocks. "hmmmmmm..." "wake up my dear, you'll get late.." *sigh* I know ma, I'm just tired. I'm pressured, Physically and Emotionally. My mom kept on talking. and talking. She's like an AM radio. I covered my ears using the soft, wet, pillow. "urgghhh.." finally. she opened the door. of course, acting mode na to. she touched my neck. "wala ka namang lagnat ah.." "hayy, ok fine." naman o, papasok na nga. Im sure my mom will turn into a ferocious bubbly monster in any minute if I will not stand up. There I go, I went to the school, yun nga lang, nakakabadtrip coz it's raining so hard. Everyone loves thrusday, except me. I hate thurday. It's an unlucky day. "good morning kirsten " Eric greeted. "uhh. good am rin." I smiled awkwardly and immediately sat down. "uy tyna..." Melvin murmured. "hell and damnation! what do you want?!!" calm down tyna. you're over the limit. I gave a very heavy sigh as if I was carrying a big boulder again. "w-wala.." Yeah, he's upset. and I DON'T REALLY CARE if he feels that way. "yun naman pala eh. for heaven's sake, can you please shut your mouth?! " gaah. This isn't me. Cool ka lang tyna. Please. I'm a good person not like this. hell, what's happening to me. The teacher came and started the discussion. Damn, our graded recitation is today. oh my goodah sira na, sira na katawan ko, grade ko, pati ba naman puso ko masisira na rin? "okay, where's costudia??" oh my gosh. It's me. teka, easy lang to. Biology lang. sige, ayus lang "ah, eh.. yes ma'am??" "can you solve that??" I glanced to the black board. Egad! Calculus?? holy smokes, no way! wala akong alam diyan. "I guess there's no choice but to solve it.. " I whispered. Fine. I've been standing here for almost five minutes yet hindi ko pa rin nasasagot. What the heck is this? T.T I can hear HIM screaming for the answer. But I heared Ma'am Trina saying, [i]Your recitation points will be deducted if you will help her..[/i] darn. wala na. I just shook my head and wrinkled my nose. "Ma'am, i'll help her.." I heard the footsteps. I saw Melvin. "here's the answer.." Darn. I don't need your effin help. "bwisit ka! kaw na nga lang sumagot!" I threw the chalk at him. I heard everyone's expressions. As i said before, I don't care. [i]Dismissal[/i] Yeah. The rain didn't stopped. I bitterly smiled at myself. It's sign na walang klase bukas. hehe. So ayun, As I was walking to the Sci Garden, I heard footsteps. But I turned around. No one's there. I leaned myself unto a tree. I closed my eyes to feel the sound of nature. So caressing. So cold. "nandito ka lang pala.." it was melvin. He's all over wet. "tae ka, bat nagpapaulan ka? " I was about to give him the umbrella nang bigla niyang hinawakan niya ang kamay ko. He cornered me. "ano ba nangyayari sayo tyna? ano ba ginawa ko?" naman. I want to cry. But I can't. It will just make me look like a coward. "I don't know what you're saying. Release me. Dapat kasama mo yang Ria mo ngayon, hindi ako." I heard him chuckled. "Si ria ba?" "oo.." tumingin ako sa ibang direction. But it didn't help. Our eyes eventually met. He hugged me so tight. So warm. I felt secured. I was totally speechless. I hugged him back. Yeah, I was crying. The happiness suddenly hid the pain in my heart. He touched my pocket, but I didn't bother to look at it. I don't want this dream to last. I felt his very warm breath. His lips to my ear. He whispered something.. [i] "you're the one I want to chase.. just tell me when.. I'll wait.. I'll be patient.."[/i]

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