^wen my crush told me that he want me to be his girl .. -and i love him sooooooooo much!! until now,too bad--even once we've not been 2geder there are ppol that hates us to be with ich ader :'[ more: and then at that tym he also broke his heart too! bcoz he had an ultimate crush.and he's being dumped so i thot he wants to get attention from me(he courted me) ..&& he used to be called in school as "playboy" bcoz his ''a dancer and one of the cute guys in campus" so i thot he was just playing at me. and then his bestie told me that it was not . --but,too late because i told him already harsh words bcoz i don't want to get hurt. i know i love him,but i'm not an idiot. so i didn't yes.but,i said awhile ago (about wat his bes` sed)and i found that it was ! .. really true `but then he gave up .. [bcoz of waiting for my answer for mny months,but i rejected him!) --and then a year ago he transferred skul and had a gf(who was also famous in his new skul) an acquaintance.. i cried so many nights! ugh. until now their still 2geder. [i'm not so sure if i have moved on] --i want to bring back the past and tell him that i love him advice;if you love sum1 and afraid of regrets and being dumped. i mean hey! just tell that sum1.because you can't turn back time. --i think i still love him . NOW:wen we see ich ader he don't want to get near me. he's shy .and he's avoiding me .(dumb!)

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