[b]026[/b] "So what now denise, does it really been a good day? I asked myself as I was lying on my bed. [i]"Ah kasi ano.. Tara, hahatid na kita." "I'm not into imagining things kasi. Me as a doctor, an engineer, a lawyer, whatever profession." "Hindi kasi ako yung tipo ng tao na naniniwala sa destiny. Destiny is such a strong word. If you'll say, God's will, then yes, maniniwala pa ako."[/i] These lines kept on flowing on my mind. Arrggh. I hate myself! Why I'm thinking those stuffs? Crap! This is so not me. It's kyle that I love so much. There's no way I will like someone else. Like you know who, Syril. Pero malay mo naman diba, baka sya ang may gusto sayo. Okay, this is really not me. Fighting against my own mind? Err, stupid. [i]I want to find things out. I want.[/i] -- Schooling again. I was not in the mood of going to school kasi medyo inaantok pa ko e. Pero like what I've said kagabi, I want to find things out. "Morning." My bffs greeted me. "Morning too." I greeted back. I let my eyes search for Kyle. Aha! Ayun, with his berks. I approached him. "Hi." I can see one of his berks nudge him as if to say, [i]"Pare si denise."[/i] Yung ganun. "Hey." I poked him. "I think I'll need a break." He said and stood up. Shooooot! What happened? Yesterday he's freakin sweet then what now? He's damn cold! "Pagpasensyahan mo na yun ah. PMS lang siguro." Rico said. PMS? Okay, he's just joking. At HINDI nakakatawa. -- It's been ugh, whatever. Kyle is not talking to me, I can't concentrate on my exams, I lost my wallet. Geez, ano baaaaaaa! Where it rains, it pours ba talaga? I hate it. [i] "Paging Syril Ramos, please proceed to the SC Room. Please proceed to the SC Room."[/i] The intercom announced. Syril.. Hay, isa pa 'to e. Kala ko naman close na kami. E eto nga at hindi namamansin. Well, good for me na din. Mas okay na yung ganito. "Class, if you're already finish, you can pass your paper. No more staying on the room, okay?" Our teacher announced. 1. 3. 5 minutes. Kyle passed his paper and left. Hala, I need to talk to him. I need to! Hurry denise! Hurry! So what's the answer in number 2 nga? Ah yeah, get it. Then no. 3. 20. 50! Finished! -- "Manong sa westview po." "Aalis na po?" Tanong nung driver. Ano baaaaaa! Alangang mag-intay pa. Common sense naman manong. I really hate this, yung tipong nagmamadali ka na tapos ganito pa. "Alangan naman pong mag-intay pa." Sagot ko. Sorry ha, naiinis na kasi ako. Oh well, blame all my raging hormones. I know I'm panicking right at the moment. Naiinis na kasi ako, hindi ko sya makita. Kyle, please, please asan ka na ba? "Kuya paabot nung bola." I heard a boy shouting. Napatingin ako. Teka.. It must be.. "Ay manong para na. Eto po bayad." I don't know but, my feet has this urge to walk to the field. Parang initial reaction e. Even from behind, I know it was him. Tapos napatigil ako. Nag-uusap sila nung bata. "Kuya salamat ah." "No problem." "Kuya may girlfriend ka na?" The boy suddenly asked. "Girlfriend? Wala e. Pero may nagugustuhan ako, kaso, mukhang hindi nya naman ako gusto." "Talaga po?" "Oo." He paused for a moment. "Hala, taman na nga, masyado ka pang bata para sa mga ganitong usapan e. Lakad ka na, maglaro ka na ulit." I was teary eyed when I heard their conversation. See? Wala ng dapat alamin. I already knew the answer. He loves me so much. "Kyle." I uttered. Napalingon sya. "Denise?" "Kyle, may problema ba tayo?" Tanong ko. "Ah denise, I was just wondering, am I already out of the picture? Are you not aware of my feelings? Kahapon sinabi ko aantayin na kita pero tumanggi ka. Tapos malalaman ko hinatid ka ni syril? Ano ba denise, sabihin mo na lang. Nakakaintindi naman ako e." That made me feel sorry. Ang engot ko. He held my shoulders. "Denise, I love you. Sana naman wag mo kong saktan. Masyadong masakit e." Suddenly, tears started to fall. "Sorry ha. So-rry na talaga. Sorry ang engot engot ko." I said in between sobs. "Ssshh. Tahan na nga. Sorry din kanina ha. And frankly, being a guy with a bloated ego, bad news talaga yung nalaman ko. Sorry, seloso e." Nangiti naman ako dun. "I do believe now that jealousy really kills." I said. He pinched my nose. "At ginagawa mo naman? Okay, you win. Tsk. I got a super conceited girl here." He chuckled. I cleared my throat. "Kyle." "Huh?" "I love you." He just smiled. "Lika nga dito." The he hugged me... So tight. "I love you more." He said. [i][b]Kyle loves me so much. No doubt.[/b][/i]

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