awch, butterflies.. haha.. nababasa ko yan sa pocket book.. ang kilig nga.. haha.. anu ba yan, parang nalilipat kay syril ang boto ko.. aih wow, nag smile lang, kakatunaw cgru anu.. sana ma experience ko yan.. update na po..

Super thanks for the comments guys. Hay, wala pa kong nasusulat. Ayaw makisama ng utak ko. Tsk.

aw. so... dalawa na sila? ) tsk tsk. anyway. exciting! >) update.

[b]026[/b] "So what now denise, does it really been a good day? I asked myself as I was lying on my bed. [i]"Ah kasi ano.. Tara, hahatid na kita." "I'm not into imagining things kasi. Me as a doctor, an engineer, a lawyer, whatever profession." "Hindi kasi ako yung tipo ng tao na naniniwala sa destiny. Destiny is such a strong word. If you'll say, God's will, then yes, maniniwala pa ako."[/i] These lines kept on flowing on my mind. Arrggh. I hate myself! Why I'm thinking those stuffs? Crap! This is so not me. It's kyle that I love so much. There's no way I will like someone else. Like you know who, Syril. Pero malay mo naman diba, baka sya ang may gusto sayo. Okay, this is really not me. Fighting against my own mind? Err, stupid. [i]I want to find things out. I want.[/i] -- Schooling again. I was not in the mood of going to school kasi medyo inaantok pa ko e. Pero like what I've said kagabi, I want to find things out. "Morning." My bffs greeted me. "Morning too." I greeted back. I let my eyes search for Kyle. Aha! Ayun, with his berks. I approached him. "Hi." I can see one of his berks nudge him as if to say, [i]"Pare si denise."[/i] Yung ganun. "Hey." I poked him. "I think I'll need a break." He said and stood up. Shooooot! What happened? Yesterday he's freakin sweet then what now? He's damn cold! "Pagpasensyahan mo na yun ah. PMS lang siguro." Rico said. PMS? Okay, he's just joking. At HINDI nakakatawa. -- It's been ugh, whatever. Kyle is not talking to me, I can't concentrate on my exams, I lost my wallet. Geez, ano baaaaaaa! Where it rains, it pours ba talaga? I hate it. [i] "Paging Syril Ramos, please proceed to the SC Room. Please proceed to the SC Room."[/i] The intercom announced. Syril.. Hay, isa pa 'to e. Kala ko naman close na kami. E eto nga at hindi namamansin. Well, good for me na din. Mas okay na yung ganito. "Class, if you're already finish, you can pass your paper. No more staying on the room, okay?" Our teacher announced. 1. 3. 5 minutes. Kyle passed his paper and left. Hala, I need to talk to him. I need to! Hurry denise! Hurry! So what's the answer in number 2 nga? Ah yeah, get it. Then no. 3. 20. 50! Finished! -- "Manong sa westview po." "Aalis na po?" Tanong nung driver. Ano baaaaaa! Alangang mag-intay pa. Common sense naman manong. I really hate this, yung tipong nagmamadali ka na tapos ganito pa. "Alangan naman pong mag-intay pa." Sagot ko. Sorry ha, naiinis na kasi ako. Oh well, blame all my raging hormones. I know I'm panicking right at the moment. Naiinis na kasi ako, hindi ko sya makita. Kyle, please, please asan ka na ba? "Kuya paabot nung bola." I heard a boy shouting. Napatingin ako. Teka.. It must be.. "Ay manong para na. Eto po bayad." I don't know but, my feet has this urge to walk to the field. Parang initial reaction e. Even from behind, I know it was him. Tapos napatigil ako. Nag-uusap sila nung bata. "Kuya salamat ah." "No problem." "Kuya may girlfriend ka na?" The boy suddenly asked. "Girlfriend? Wala e. Pero may nagugustuhan ako, kaso, mukhang hindi nya naman ako gusto." "Talaga po?" "Oo." He paused for a moment. "Hala, taman na nga, masyado ka pang bata para sa mga ganitong usapan e. Lakad ka na, maglaro ka na ulit." I was teary eyed when I heard their conversation. See? Wala ng dapat alamin. I already knew the answer. He loves me so much. "Kyle." I uttered. Napalingon sya. "Denise?" "Kyle, may problema ba tayo?" Tanong ko. "Ah denise, I was just wondering, am I already out of the picture? Are you not aware of my feelings? Kahapon sinabi ko aantayin na kita pero tumanggi ka. Tapos malalaman ko hinatid ka ni syril? Ano ba denise, sabihin mo na lang. Nakakaintindi naman ako e." That made me feel sorry. Ang engot ko. He held my shoulders. "Denise, I love you. Sana naman wag mo kong saktan. Masyadong masakit e." Suddenly, tears started to fall. "Sorry ha. So-rry na talaga. Sorry ang engot engot ko." I said in between sobs. "Ssshh. Tahan na nga. Sorry din kanina ha. And frankly, being a guy with a bloated ego, bad news talaga yung nalaman ko. Sorry, seloso e." Nangiti naman ako dun. "I do believe now that jealousy really kills." I said. He pinched my nose. "At ginagawa mo naman? Okay, you win. Tsk. I got a super conceited girl here." He chuckled. I cleared my throat. "Kyle." "Huh?" "I love you." He just smiled. "Lika nga dito." The he hugged me... So tight. "I love you more." He said. [i][b]Kyle loves me so much. No doubt.[/b][/i]

Last edited by dix (2010-05-28 09:30:24)

haha!nice nice nice may naalala tuloy ako.

[quote=mYjOon14;#3601055;1274786810]Yea! Kyle loves you so much, no doubt Pero ikaw? Wala bang doubt?[/quote] Haha,malay.

nC update po!

After 38 years, makakaupdate na din ako. Whahaha. [b]027[/b] After the field incident, lalo pa kaming naging close ni kyle. Kilig moments dito, kilig doon. Ang saya. And to his upcoming birthday, nakapagdesisyon na ko. Sasagutin ko na sya. Saturday ngayon. We have a date. I arrived first. Siguro mga 5mins. na ko dito. Nakakapanibago nga e. Usually kasi pag may date kami, sya yung nauuna. Pero well okay lang, si Kyle naman yon e. Si KYLE. "So-rry ha. Ka-nina ka pa-ba?" He said in between breathing. Oh ayan, nkabawi na. Haha, he's too handsome. Minsan nga naisip ko, bagay nga ba talaga kami? Oh well, scratch that. Jeans plust shirt and a chuck. It all went right. The usual Kyle. "Sorry talaga ha." Ulit nya. Teka nga, mabaho ba ko? Bakit tinatakpan nya ng panyo mukha nya? Tss. I pout. Nakakainis naman kasi. At parang nagets nya naman yung ibig kong sabihin. Nag-iwas sya ng tingin. "Ah e, sorry ha. May sipon kasi ako. E alam mo na, baka mahawa ka." I let him face me. "Talaga?" "Oo." Hindi e. May mali. Nagsisinungaling sya. I know him when he's lying. Engot 'to sa pagsisinungaling e. Tinanggal ko yung panyo na nakaharang sa mukha nya. I was shocked. Pasa. May pasa sya sa mukha. "Ano 'yan?" "Pasa." "Alam ko. Pero bakit meron ka nan?" "Ah e, si kuya, umuwi sya. Ayun, masyado ata akong namiss, hinamon ako makipagsuntukan. Engot nun e. Haha." "Talaga?" "Oo." Ay nako, may mali talaga. "Nako tama na nga yan. We're here for a date. Tara, kain na tayo." -- Ayun, the date went right naman. Ang dami namin ginawa. We had a lot of talks din. Kaso minsan ako pa yung nagoopen ng topic. Ayun, magcocomment lang sya then wala na. Ang weird nga e. Kakaiba, masyado syang tahimik. I was lying on my bed when suddenly, someone gave me a ring. Si.. Si Kyle. "Hello? Napatawa--" "Sup?" He butt in. Ngayon naman parang ang jolly nya. Nako, ang gulo ha. "Magkasama lang tayo kanina ah." Pero infairness, nakakakilig. Alam mo yun, yung parang nakakatuwa kasi someone care for you. Sarap ng feeling. "Wala lang, nakakamiss agad e." I heard him sigh. "Uy kyle." No response. "Uy, still there?" "I think someone is eyeing on you." He firmly said. "Bat mo--" "Well, forget about it." Okay, there's always kyle's pabitin moments. Eyeing? Who? "Sorry ha, napaparanoid lang ako. Sige, tulog ka na. Good night. Bye." "Kyle, wait!" "Bakit?" "I will be Aliah Denise Mendoza, right?" "For sure." Then he hung up. Topak ko. Anong Aliah Denise Mendoza pinagsasasabi ko. Haha, pero dun naman papunta yun diba? [b]KYLE[/b] [i]"I will be Aliah Denise Mendoza, right?"[/i] Sana nga Denise. Sana. Bakit ako nagkakaganito? Dahil dito.. [i]FLASHBACK[/i] Hinatid ni Syril si Denise. Hinatid ni Syril si Denise. Hinatid ni Syril si Denise. Puro ayan naririnig ko sa mga kaklase kong walang magawa sa buhay kundi magtsismisan. Nung una, wala lang sakin. Pero hindi e, nakakairita talaga. Kailangan ko syang kausapin. Just to set the record straight. Yun naman ang tapang dapat gawin diba? [i]"Pede ba tayong mag-usap?"[/i] [i]"Kung gusto mo kong kausapin about dun sa paghatid ko kay denise, okay, sorry. Pero bakit hindi mo sya hinintay? Dahil ba sa sinabi nyang mauna ka na? Wala ka talagang kwe--"[/i] I grabbed his shirt. [i]"Wala kang pakialam! Tsaka bakit ba parang interisadong interisado ka sa kanya?"[/i] [i]"Let's just say na gusto ko sya. Oh ano, kuntento ka na?"[/i] Hindi na talaga ko nakapagpigil. Sinuntok ko sya. [i]"Tang 'na! Hahanap ka lang ng tataluhin si denise pa. Gago ka!"[/i] He fight back. At nagsuntukan kami ng nagsuntukan. [i]"Back off ramos. Back off."[/i] [b][i]"Sorry, she's not yours. And will never be."[/i][/b]

Last edited by dix (2010-06-25 08:38:09)

hoe. ngayon ko lang nabasa kiliiiig! supeeeeer. update ka na po ulit.

Okay, after loooong years, eto na po yung next update. Pasensya, pasensya. Sana magustuhan nyo po ito. [b]028[/b] "Okay na?" Joy throw me an irritated look. Kanina pa kasi ako pilas ng pilas ng papel. "Hindi matatapos yang scrapbook na 'yan kung pilas ka ng pilas ng papel." She said. "E kasi.." "E kasi ano? Tss. Go on! Focus nga." The day after tomorrow will be Kyle's birthday. Meaning, thursday ngayong tapos sa Saturday na ang party nya. At sa sobrang tagal ko ng pinaghahandaan 'tong gift kong 'to sa kanya, hanggang ngayon e hindi parin tapos. Pfft. Ang loser ko. E pano naman kasi, ang dami kong idea na gustong gawin kaso makakaisip na naman ako ng panibagong idea tapos hindi ko naman magawa. So ang outcome, wala ng nasimulan at natapos. "Let your heart out. It'll be a great help. Kung ano lang yung gusto mong gawin, edi gawin mo. Kahit gano pa 'yan kapangit, e kung galing naman sa isang impotanteng tao, it'll be the best gift." She smiled. See? Joy's really a big help. Tinext ko kasi sya. Sabi ko, tulungan nya ako. And hey, kidlat bilis na dumating 'yan. Pano na kaya ako pag nawala sya? Okay, thank God I have a friend like her. "E para mo namang sinabi na pangit talaga kakalabasan nito ah." I frowned. "Sus, joke lang. Sige, ituloy mo na 'yan." Then off I do the scrapbook. -- Ayan, friday na. And for about some time, it'll be Kyle's birthday. Gosh am I ready? Am I really that ready? Someone poked me. Napalingon ako. "Ano baaa. Masakit yun ah." "Temaarts ha. Di naman masakit ih." Grabe ha, sa aming magtotropa, si am talaga ang bruha. Kung hindi ko lang talaga sya bestfriend, matagal ko ng naupakan 'to e. She's the Queen of all mean. Swear! "I just bought a gift yesterday. Kyle loves watch, right? Wala na kasi akong maisip ibigay sa mokong na yun e." Si jean. "Sus, edi you should wrap denise. Best gift to his life yon no. Pustahan pa tayo. Haha." See, ang loko talaga nitong si Amhertsia. "Asan si joy?" She asked. "Nasa... "Then speaking, dumating na sya. "Hey denise, hinahanap ka nga pala ni Ms. Arellano. Go to the SC Room daw." -- [b]KYLE[/b] Denise is MIA. Missing in action to be exact. I rarely see her sa school. I mean, oo nakikita ko sya. Sa classroom nga lang. Ayoko namang isipin na iniiwasan nya ko. Siguro busy nga lang sya. [i]Sana.[/i] Tomorrow will be my birthday. I told my friends and classmates na may party sa bahay and I want them to be there. Si denise na lang ang hindi ko nabibigyan ng invitation. "Pare, si denise oh, nagtatatakbo." My friend told me. Napatayo ako. "Pare, sandali lang ha." [b]DENISE[/b] "Do this.. Do that." Ms. Arellano told me. Minsan naisip ko, being a SC member is quite tiring. No, not quite. TIRING talaga. "Promise me Ms. Reyes na you'll finish it ha? I will count on you." Ms. Arellano continued. "O-opo ma'am. Makakaasa po kayo." Ms. Arellano wants me to be the scripwriter of the upcoming Play. It'll be a benefit Theater Play daw. Gosh, can I do multitasking? Sadness filled up my face as I walked out of the room. May personal din naman kasi akong gawain. Like remember, yung sa birthday ni Kyle. "You're denise, the great diba? You can do it." Nagulat ako. Bakit andito sya? Is he waiting for me? I faked a smile. "Sana." Inakbayan nya ko. Pero teka nga, hindi ko pa pala sya natatanong kung bakit sya andito. "I can do what?" I naively asked. "The writing thing." I raised an eyebrow. "Eavesdropping huh?" He smiled. "Nah, I was about to talk to Ms. Arellano sana, tapos ayun nga, parang may kausap sya. Naghintay na lang ako dito sa labas." "Ha-ha-ha. FAKED." "I was just wondering if you'll buy it. I am really bad at lying huh?" "Yeah. And better try harder." Then I pinched him on his cheeks sabay takbo. "Bilisan mo nga!" I shouted. Then he hurriedly walks faster. See, masunurin 'tong mokong na 'to e. "Madaya." "Upo. Dali! Upo dito." I told him to sit beside me. [b]KYLE[/b] Silence. Silence filled up the space. Should I ask her na? "Denise.. Anong meron bukas?" I asked her. Dude, wrong move. Pfft. Sira ulo ka Kyle. What a question. "Saturday? Rest day? Bakit?" Tell me she's just joking. Imposible namang nakalimutan nya birthday ko diba? Okay, masyado lang siguro akong assuming. "Wala. Nevermind." Then tumayo na 'ko. [b]DENISE[/b] "Denise.. Anong meron bukas?" Tanong nya. Birthday mo. Birthday ng pinakamamahal ko. Haha. "Saturday? Rest day? Bakit?" Haha, I was just making fun of him. Syempre naman hindi ko makakalimutan na birthday nya bukas no. I just want to see his reaction. "Wala. Nevermind." Then tumayo na sya. As I've expected. Tss. Kyle talaga oh. Tumayo ako. "Noong August 14, isinilang ang isang batang makulit. Kyle ang pangalan nya." He faced me. "Loko ka talaga." -- Dress. Stilettos. Lip balm. Blush on. Tadah! I'm ready. "Ready sweetie?" "Ma'am yes ma'am!" Then off we go to the party. I have already received 10 messages. They're all from my bffs. Late na kasi kami ni mommy. Eto, one of am's message. [i] "Gosh, u'll b dead f u'll not c Kyle. So much 4 a hottie guy. Dlian mo bruha ka! Ang dmi na d2ng whore. "[/i] -- "Aaahh. So late." Am, jean, precious and joy said in unison. "Sorry." I think the party has already started. Ang dami ng tao e. And to tell you frankly, ang daming whore. Haha. Tama si am. And there's this girl, Riel-- isa sa mga nahuhumaling kay Kyle. Hah, feeling nya naman may charm sya para mapansin ni kyle. WTF. And speaking.. "Hi denise. What's your gift nga pala kay kyle?" "Pfft. Like you care." "Of course. E gusto ko lang naman kasing malaman kung malalampasan mo ang regalo ko sa kanya e." She smirked. Riel is such a meanie. I really hate her. At may lakas pa sya ng loob na pumunta dito sa table namin ha. The nerve. "Hey, have you lost your tongue? Speak up." She nagged. Geez, Bingo na. Bingo na talaga! "Do you think you really can compete with me? In your nightmare biatch!" Oh, tameme sya. Kala nya hindi ako lalaban ha. Then she left. "Ganda ng make-up mo Riel. Pati foundation ng nanay mo kinuha mo!" Am shouted. Haha, lakas trip e. "And now.." The party went silent. Kyle's mom kasi on stage. Sssh. Kinakabahan ako. "And now, may I call on the birthday boy, my son, Kyle." And in an instant, all I can is the guy I want to spend my forever with. "Umm. H-hi guys. Thank you for making up to my birthday. Hope you'll enjoy this night." The next thing I knew, his eyes on me.Then he smiled. The main course of the party came in. Giving gifts, making wish, yung ganun. His brother come up on stage. Maybe, making a wish. "Hi bro. 'Sup? Haha, I know I'm not good in making advice. I cause you troubles, I give you pain. But one thing for sure, I'll be you brother no matter what. I am always here for you." Grabe, nakakatouch si kuya Kiel. And then, Kuya kiel smiled naughtily. "And to add some spice to your party bro, Let me introduce this girl. A very special girl near to your heart, Denise!" Loading. Loading. Loading complete. Huh? Ako na? "Go denise." My bffs cheer me up. Grabe naman. I never thought that this would be that fast. Oo, kasabwat ko si kuya kiel. Tss. Ano pa bang magagawa ko? I come up on stage. "H-hi everyone. I don't know why I'm here. Nagkamali lang ata ng tinawag si kuya kiel." I managed to laugh, and so the audience too. "But I guess now's the right time to make up everything with this guy. For all the happiness, thank you." I let my eyes on him. Yeah, as I've expected, he was shocked. Napakamot sya sa ulo then he mouthed, "Loko." Yung ganun. I took a deep breath and continue. "This guy annoys me so much. He pisses me off, he teases me. But at the end of the day, he's the one who always makes me smile. So para sa isang taong hindi ko maintindihan, this one is for you." Kuya kiel handed me the guitar. Oha, prepared kami no. Then I started strumming. [i]It took one look and forever lay out in front of me One smile then I died only to be revived by you There I was thought I had everything figured out goes to show just how much I know 'bout the way life plays out I take one step away and I find myself coming back to you my one and only one and only you.. Now I know that I know not a thing at all except the fact that I am yours and that you are mine Oh, if you told me that it wouldn't be easy and Oh, I'm not one to complain I take one step away and I find myself coming back to you my one and only one and only you..[/i] [b]"Happy Birthday Kyle. Happy happy birthday." [/b]

Last edited by dix (2010-08-15 08:31:08)