[quote=oniongurl;#3600690;1274777643]Wee, I really think Chailleen is Eun's first love, haha. Nice, I love the date. I like Tae Jun too, wahaha. Haha, Eun's going jelly jelly~ HAHA. I want a pig too! Lol. Update!~[/quote] Hahaha, ang cute ng pig stufftoy right? :')) Okay.okay.updated [quote=cutest08;#3600930;1274783732]Re: OMG! I fell inlove with a conceited jerk?! UPDATED. CHAP.7 ^No. LOL. I think he`s Ex? [[: BTW, I know in my heart [LOLWUT?] TaeJun=Eun Young. He`s just pretending to be Eun Young! Oh Well. Im liking Tae Jun to Chaileen. UPDATE immediately. ARASO? Wait. WHY did Tae Jun know Chaileen`s Favorite? And also Chaileen? WUHAHA!!! Imma see it in some chapters soon![/quote] LMAOOO. ayan na, malalaman na natin kung tama nga ang hinala mo. Hahaha :'))) You're liking Tae Jun to Chailleen? Too bad.. something sad will happen sa dalawa sa next chapter. T__T Araso; updated. ;') 'Hahaha, lucky guess lang ni Chailleen. [quote=Bridget;#3601129;1274790187]Eun's going jelly. Hoho. Cute story, btw. [x[/quote] Woow, nagcomment si bridgeettt! Solomot, haha, siyempre mas cujte parin yung sayo. wooot. [color=#A0522D][font="Impact"][size=6]Chapter Eight[/size][/font][/color] [spoiler]For the past few days, Eun Young had been staying at our house. Sang Il oppa secretly called Jung In oppa and told him to take special care of his little brother, I knew Sang Il oppa couldn't be that cruel. Sang Il oppa told Jung In oppa that he didn't want Eun Young to come home until he had figured everything out, Jung In oppa agreed that we would take Eun Young in for a while. I'm still wondering what it is that Eun Young had to sort out...the past few days all he did was sleep...I never knew anyone who could sleep as much as he did. We haven't talked much since the night he opened up to me about his first love. Feeling a little bored, I decided to check up on my fansite. I waited patiently as the page loaded and saw that new pictures of me were posted. W T H ?! There were about 10 or 12 pictures of me leaving the cafe after work. It seems that the picture was taken from across the street. I started to get freaked out. I have a stalker?! Scrolling the page down further I read all the comments that people were writing. 1234: Dang! Look at this noona, she's HOT! I'd totally tap that! cuteguy=): ^ WORD. BIGBANGSARANG: What's so good about her? Please...she doesn't even have boobs or an as.s...she's flat as hell! cuteguy=): BIGBANGSARANG- Don't hate, appreciate. BIGBANGSARANG: Gosh, you guys are such fa.gs...get a life! cuteguy=): You're just jealous. 5678: Saw her in real life. She's super hot wearing those mini-skirts at MILKY MILKSHAKES. She should shake those milkshakes ; ) M-MICKEY: SHE'S SEXY! I wonder if she's single? Anyone know her status? rockwitme: I think she's single. I asked one of the hyung's that worked with her and they said she was single. M-MICKEY: DAYUM, I gotta go in and get her DIGITS. rockwitme: Uh yeah . If you can get there before I do! love.love: OMGOSH THIS UNNI IS TOTALLY PRETTY! I wish I was that pretty CHAILEENHATER: she looks like.......................................................................... -SAINT.MARY PAUSE || Okay. First of all, these guys who are going on the fansite are such DOGS. Second of all, I'd like to see what BIGBANGSARANG looks like, for her to judge me so easily. Third of all, I'm glad a girl looks up to me. Fourth of all. WHAT THE HELL WAS PARK EUN YOUNG DOING ON MY FANSITE?! PLAY |> Shutting the screen of my laptop angrily, I got out of bed and stomped to Jae Yung's room. "PARK EUN YOUNG!" I shouted as I opened the room door. I saw Jae Yung and Park Eun Young giggling at the computer screen. Jae Yung's eyes nearly popped out when he saw my pissed off face. He quickly tilted his laptop screen down a little. "EEESH, noona. Why are you always screaming?" Jae Yung asked with a pout. I walked towards the both of them, shoving Jae Yung's face aside, I glared at Park Eun Young. "What?" He asked as he raised an eyebrow. "You KNOW what you did." "No I don't know. Why don't you enlighten me?" Eun Young had the cockiest grin on his face. "Don't screw with me right now. I'm not in the mood for this." "I really have no idea what you're talking about." Eun Young smiled before walking past me and leaving the room. I wanted to scream but nothing was coming out. "Noona...don't be mad!" Jae Yung shut up. I'm three seconds away from punching your face in. "Were you the one who did it?" I asked. "......" "You have ONE second to answer." I snapped. Jae Yung's head dropped down as he looked at his feet. "It wasn't me......." "Then...Park Eun Young...." "Noona! Don't be mad! Hyung was just kidding around!" Jae Yung tried to explain but I ignored everything he said and went downstairs to find that bastard. I saw him watching tv on the couch. "Yah, Park Eun Young." I said softly as I stood there staring at him. He ignored me and continued to turn the channel. "I have something to say to you. Can't you at least be more respectful!" I was starting to get really irritated. I hated being ignored. I hated being called Saint Mary. I hated the fact that he never takes me seriously! "Really? But I have nothing to say to you..." "I DON'T CARE WHETHER YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY OR NOT. YOU CAN SIT THERE AND EFFIN' BREATHE THE SAME AIR AS ME WHILE I TALK FOR ALL I CARE. I'M WAITING FOR YOU AT THE PARK. YOU BETTER COME!" Steam was practically coming out of my head and ears as I shouted at him. He looked a little startled. Not wanting to cause a scene at the house, I stomped out and headed to the park. Sitting down on the bench...I tried to calm myself down before I said really stupid things...that I would regret later on. I felt someone sitting down beside me, assuming it was Park Eun Young I started to speak. "Park Eun Young...before I met you...I thought that I was pretty. I thought I was decent...I really thought that I was not bad looking...I tried to dress decently...I tried to dress nice...." I paused. I could feel tears coming in my eyes. "But ever since I met you...I don't think I've ever felt so ugly in my life. I don't think I've ever thought about what to wear for an hour...I don't think I've ever thought or knew how to care about looking good in front of a guy...but I really hate this...I really really hate this feeling..." By this time because of all my insecurities, tears started to flood my eyes. "I hate this...I really hate myself for feeling this way...you make me feel so bad about myself...am I really that ugly to you? Do I really look that much like Saint Mary?! Is that why you don't ever look my way?" I continued. Tears started to fall on to my lap. "Yah. Saint Mary...are....are you crying?" I heard his startled voice. "YOU MORONIC IDIOT! YOU INSENSITIVE SHIT! I JUST EFFIN' TOLD YOU I HATED BEING CALLED SAINT MARY! DO I REALLY LOOK LIKE HER?! I HATE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL! YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE CRAP! AT A TIME LIKE THIS INSTEAD OF ASKING WHETHER I'M CRYING OR NOT- WHEN I CLEARLY AM. DON'T YOU THINK YOU SHOULD BE COMFORTING ME?! " I snapped as I turned to face him. More tears fell out of my eyes. He turned away and started muttering swear words under his breath, saying something about him not believing that something like this is happening to him. "I'm really starting to hate you...you know that?" I said softly as I stood up and got ready to leave. I felt a tug on my wrist. I looked down and saw his hand wrapped around my wrist. "Let go." I said refusing to look at him. Instead of loosening his grip, he tightened his grip around my wrist. "LET GO!" I shouted, this time I looked up at him. He looked troubled. "Can you shut up for a second. I'm thinking..."Eun Young mumbled as a frown started to form on his forehead. I was ready to beat the shit out of the guy. Tugging on my wrist he pulled me against his chest. In a quick second, his arms were wrapped around me. I stood still in his embrace. I blinked. The tears stopped coming... "What the hell!" I shouted as I pushed him away. "What the heck?" Park Eun Young shot me a glare. "Why the hell did you do that for?!" I snapped. (I'm actually secretly loving this, even though this guy makes me feel like crap.) "....you said you wanted to be comforted..." Eun Young's cheek started to turn a slight red. Afraid that I might see, he quickly turned and looked in the opposite direction. "...so that was what you were thinking about?" I asked. "EESH, whatever." At his comment. I let out an angry sigh before walking away. "SHIN CHAILLEEN!" Han Yoon Sung shouted. "I didn't know....I'm sorry..." I heard him mumble the last bit. I smiled. That was all I needed for comfort...Park Eun Young. I stopped walking and I could hear him running towards me. "Are you still mad?" Park Eun Young asked softly. "Let me ask you one question..." He didn't say anything so I'm assuming he was waiting for my question. "Do you...really think I'm ugly?" I asked. Biting my lips, I waited for his answer. Even if you say I'm average...even just that...that'll make me happy enough... "Are you retarded?" I blinked. Did he really just say that? Did that insensitive bastard REALLY, just say that? "Eventhough you don't have beautifull straight and shiny hair like other girls...eventhough you're not stick skinny....eventhough your eyes are a little on the small side....eventhough you swear like a pirate...-" I cut him off. "Forget it. I'm not going to stand here while letting you insult me." I said softly. I think I really just give up...I give up on thinking someone like you could ever change ....Park Eun Young. "Eventhough your lips are a little pale..."He paused. "Because you're not like other girls...because you're pretty even when you have curly weird hair...because you're confident about yourself eventhough you're not exactly the slimmest person on earth...because you're pretty when you smile just because your eyes are small...because you still look beautiful while swearing and beating your brothers up. Because there's something about you that's different...because when you smile...everyone stops to stare..." Ok. I think I'm having a little bit of trouble breathing here... Park Eun Young just listed a WHOLE bunch of things that made me pretty... Hooo....am I just dreaming? I was so speechless that I could only stand there staring at him. "Park Eun Young...do you....do you like me?" I asked the first question that came to my head. "When pigs fly." "Huh? What?" I asked confused. "The day when pigs start to fly...that's the day that I'll start liking you..." Park Eun Young smirked before walking back to the house. W T H ?! He says 10 million nice things only to ruin them with just ONE sentence. Following behind him, we both walked home in silence. Suddenly, he stopped. "Shin Chailleen..." "What?" I asked. What could be THAT important that he couldn't wait to tell me INSIDE the house. He turned around to face me. "There is something that I think you should know..." He said softly. He was about to continue but then he shook his head. "No...it's not my place to tell you." He muttered. Something that I need to know ? O____O Could it be?.... Is he finally going to admit that he DID go out with me online?! "Just say it." I said. "It's not my place to tell you...instead....I'll let someone else explain...get ready to leave the house by 6pm." Eun Young said with a frown. This does not seem like it's going to be good news at all... I felt my stomach feeling a little queasy. Needless to say, I agreed. I wanted to know...what was so important that he couldn't tell me himself... [b]Park Eun Young Side Story Part 1[/b] [a/n: needless to say, Park Eun Young's side story will be told in his P.O.V] As I laid there on the bed. I couldn't stop thinking about all the events that happened in the past few days... Hyung found out that I was still in contact with her... The weird feeling I had at the park that night with Chaiilleen... The way I allowed myself to cry infront of her.... The way my heart stopped when she took my hand in hers... The way her eyes sparkled as she looked into mine... When she asked why... Why I always turned away from her... I didn't know how to reply... How do I tell her.... That the way she looks at me... Makes my heart go crazy... How do I tell her... That the way she smiles at me... Makes my heart stop.... How do I tell you... That I'm afraid... I'm afraid...that by being around you too much...you might shake my heart... I'm worried....that by being around you too much...it'll make me want to do stupid things... Stupid things like....wanting to kiss you...stupid things like...wanting to hold you in my arms... I hate who I'm becoming because of you.... So don't shake my heart anymore, Shin Chaileen. [b]Park Eun Young Side Story Part 2[/b] Shin Chailleen. Let's look at your fansite....it can't be better then mine... Letting out an evil laugh, I waited for the slow page to load. Pictures slowly started to load on the site. There were many pictures of her posing with other guys. What the heck.... Why the fvck is there a picture of a guy kissing her on the cheek?! Scrolling down...I saw many more comments about guys wanting to have their way with her... I got this sick feeling...in the pit of my stomach.... Scrolling down...I saw a picture of her sticking the peace sign out... Hah...you look so bad when you do the scrunchy face.... Scrolling down...I saw a picture of her sticking out her tongue at the highschool kid that was standing next to her... Hooo....you look so bad sticking your short tongue out like that.... Scrolling down AGAIN...I saw a picture of a guy with his arm around her....she had a huge smile.... ....BUDDY......you're a highschool kid...don't you think you're pulling this noona a little TOO close to you? Feeling a little frustrated at myself for feeling angry over stupid reasons....I decided to do something that I knew would annoy her.... USERNAME: CHAILLEENHATER COMMENT: She looks like.............. S.A.I.N.T.M.A.R.Y. ENTER I was about to click the enter button when Jae Yung entered the room. "Hyung...are you on noona's fansite?" Jae Yung asked as he tried to get a closer look. Looking at the comment he started to laugh. I quickly clicked enter before he could stop me. MUAHAHAHA. Victory is mine, Shin Chaileen. A few minutes later, I could hear her practically shrieking outside the door. When she entered the room, Jae Yung quickly titled the screen down. She looked so cute when she was mad...I wanted to punch myself for saying something like that.... But I like to make her mad.... I like to make her mad...because she is just too cute.... I felt her glaring at me. "What?" I smirked. Steam was practically coming out of her ears... "You KNOW what you did." She stated. I know what I did, but I won't ever admit it. "No I don't know. Why don't you enlighten me?" I shot her a grin. Her eyes narrowed a little before she said, "Don't screw with me right now. I'm not in the mood for this." Shin Chailleen. I like to play... I like to play with you.... "I really have no idea what you're talking about." I have her the best smile I could before getting up and walking past her. I headed down to the living room and turned the TV on. I could hear her stomping down the stairs. Hiding my smile I kept changing the channels to make it seem as if I was un-interested. I heard her call my name, but I ignored. "I have something to say to you. Can't you at least be more respectful!" She raised her voice a little. "Really? But I have nothing to say to you..." I said as I looked up at her. "I DON'T CARE WHETHER YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY OR NOT. YOU CAN SIT THERE AND FU.CKING BREATHE THE SAME AIR AS ME WHILE I TALK FOR ALL I CARE. I'M WAITING FOR YOU AT THE PARK. YOU BETTER COME!" She shouted before running out of the house. I could feel my eyes practically popping out. What the fck? Is she PMS-ing? Her raised voice turned into a near scream in 2 seconds... It must be PMS.... Girls and their hormones... Shutting the TV off, I headed to the park to find her. Once I spotted her on the bench...instead of heading towards her...I stopped in my tracks... From afar...I watched her... That sad face... That sad face doesn't suit you...Shin Chailleen.... Heading towards the bench, I sat down beside her quietly. I waited for her to speak. "Park Eun Young...before I met you...I thought that I was pretty. I thought I was decent...I really thought that I was not bad looking...I tried to dress decently...I tried to dress nice...." Pausing, she tried to hold back her tears. "But ever since I met you...I don't think I've ever felt so ugly in my life. I don't think I've ever thought about what to wear for an hour...I don't think I've ever thought or knew how to care about looking good in front of a guy...but I really hate this...I really really hate this feeling..." I stayed silent. Shin Chailleen... I'm a fool... Because I don't deserve you... I turned to look at her. The tears that are falling out of your eyes.... They're caused by me.......right? Not knowing how to apologize for hurting her deeply........ "Yah. Saint Mary...are....are you crying?" That was the only thing I could think of .... How can I say sorry........in what other way can I express the way I feel about you? I was thinking really hard....she was screaming after I asked the question...........I only managed to hear the last bit.... You're right......I should be comforting you..... But how? ......... She turned to leave..... Not knowing what else to do....I held on to her...... She started to panic.....and I told her to shut up........so that I could think........ So that I can think of a way to comfort you.....Shin Chailleen..... I did the only thing I thought felt right at the moment.... Pulling her into my arms....I wrapped my arms around her tightly.... Your hair smells like strawberries......... I wish I could tell you.... How nice you smell..... How beautiful you are...... It felt as if all my feelings were finally caving in on me.... My chest tightened as I thought about all the posibilities.... Could it be that....my heart is finally starting to warm up to you? My thoughts stopped once she pushed me away. She was going to walk away again but stopped when I called out her name. "I didn't know...I'm sorry..." It came out as soft as a whisper. I didn't know....that I've hurt you deeply.... I promise I won't call you Saint Mary anymore.... I'll be good to you now...... I ran up to her just in case she tried to run away from me again... "Are you still mad?" I asked. "Let me ask you one question...." As she asked her question...I felt like laughing.... "Are you retarded?" I make fun of you...because I like to see you mad.... Not because I think you're ugly.... I make fun of you because I want you to keep your eyes on me.... because I don't want your eyes to wander else where.... Finally, I let out everything I had wanted to say to her. What was different about her....was also what made her beautiful.... Then she asked me....the one question that I was afraid to answer.... "When pigs fly." At that, I started to walk back to the house. Shin Chailleen.... You won't like me anymore.... You won't like me anymore after what I'm going to say to you... But I can't keep this secret from you any longer..... Turning around, I told her that I had something I wanted to tell her. This has been on my mind...for a few days now.... ....I wanted to tell her that I wasn't the person she was looking for...... I wanted to tell her that I'm not the person who she liked..... .....but then again......it isn't my place to tell her........ After telling her to get ready by 6pm tonight....I walked up into the house..... I'll let the person who has caused her heartbreak explain to her instead.....[/spoiler]

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