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[font="Impact"][size=6]Chapter Nine[/size][/font]
[spoiler][b]Park Eun Young Side Story Part 3[/b]
"Yah Park Eun Young! At least tell me where you're taking me!" Chailleen whined. She did this thing with her face...it was so cute...
Clearing my throat I said, " Don't make that face...it's ugly."
Her eyes widened at my words.
"PARK EUN YOUNG!" She shouted as she pinched me really hard in my arm.
"Ow!"
"Serves you right. You better tell me where you're taking me, RIGHT NOW!"
"Can you just shutthefvckupfor5seconds. We're almost there." I grumbled as I tugged on her wrist to make her walk faster.
My palms were starting to get really sweaty...
What's going to happen after this...
...I guess she'll go to him...
I felt something pulling on my heart...
I tried to ignore the feeling...
As we ended up at the front steps of his huge mansion, with my shaky hands I pressed the doorbell. I saw his face on the intercom and told him to open the door.
"What are we doing here?" Chailleen asked. She was hesitant to even take one step through the gate.
"Hurry up. The gate is going to close..." Taking her hand I pulled her in before the gate shut. The walk up to the mansion felt extremely long today for some reason.
"What are WE doing HERE?" For a second there was a sense of panic that was heard in her voice. She stopped walking. "Eun Young-ah...let's go...I don't want you two to fight...please..." She pulled on my wrist as she tried to head back to the front gate.
I didn't move...
I had two options...
I could keep hiding the truth from her and run away with her now....or I could let her go in to the mansion and find out the truth about that bastard herself...
I could either make her happy by running....or.....she could get hurt by finding out the truth if we stayed....
"Chailleen-ah..." I called out softly. My throat felt really dry...
I licked my lips a little before I continued to speak, "Listen to me carefully..."
She nodded as she slowly looked up at me...
A saw worry flashing through her eyes...she was starting to panic...
It's like...she knew...
She knew...something wasn't right....
"You need to go in there..." I said softly. She started to frown and she shook her head.
"No. I want to go home...Yoon Sung-ah...let's go home..."
"You need to know! Hiding something from you is almost like lying to you. Doing this kind of thing...is...I just don't want to do this any longer..." I held her hand tightly in mine and gave it a light squeeze. She looked up at me with her round eyes. Her pretty eyes started to fill with tears. I felt a sharp pain in my chest. It felt as if the air was knocked out of me.
"Eun Young-ah...I don't want to know...I don't want to know...I REALLY DON'T WANT TO KNOW! Let's go...oh? Let's go home and make...cookies..." She bit her lips hard as she tried to hold her tears back. Her eyes were begging me...she was begging me to leave...
"Yah. Shin Chailleen...why are you acting like this? Are you really a fool? Stop this. " I snapped as I pulled her up towards the mansion. She kept saying 'no', she tried hard to fight my grip off but I still held on tight. I had to practically drag her up the steps of the mansion.
He opened the door with a smile...
His eyes then turned from me...to her....
A frown started to form on his forehead...
"Yah...Park Eun Young...what are you doing here?" His voice was a little shaky, still he managed to keep his eyes on Chailleen. Slowly letting go of her wrist, I pushed her forward a little. She was silent. She hadn't said a thing since he opened the door.
"Shin Chailleen. What you want to know...everything you want to know...this bastard will tell you..." I turned to look at her. Her head titled down towards the ground. "Go in first...I'll wait outside for you...okay?" I said softly.
He looked at me as if I just did the most unbelievable thing...
Chailleen turned towards me and nodded. She quietly went in with him.
Just because you hurt her....
Just because you chose someone else over her...
My heart....can't forgive you....
So Tae Jun
Sighing, I sat down on the steps.
Did I do the right thing?
...I hope that she's not going to be too hurt....
Hah....who am I kidding....
Hoooooo....Park Eun Young.....
What the heck is happening to you ?
....
Maybe I should go in...
Maybe I should just drag her out and say I've changed my mind...
Just to save her from getting hurt....
I stood up quickly, and just as fast as I stood up...I quickly sat back down...
This isn't your problem....
This is their problem...
AIII SSHIII....
How many times to I have to keep reminding myself?
I'm doing the right thing...
You're doing the right thing by letting her know the truth, Park Eun Young...
Quick...pull yourself together...
Muttering a few curse words, I stood up and kicked the pillar out of frustration.
Shin Chailleen...
I told you not to shake my heart....
Why are you making me act like this?
I really think I'm going to go crazy...
I must be going crazy...
This feeling....
This feeling I have...is driving me crazy...
Hearing the door creak open, I quickly looked up. I watched as tears streamed down Chailleen's face.
I called out to her...
But she didn't hear...
I could hear Tae Jun shouting for her...
She started to run...
She ran down the steps...
She ran past the fountain...
"What the hell did you say?" I asked angrily.
"Why did you do that? I love her!" Tae Jun. From today onwards...we're not friends anymore....
"You do? Tch, Then why did you go out with some certain girl when you're still together with chailleen?"
"That's because I thought i can forget her! I don't want to love her that time, simply because it's difficult for me, I can't hold her, I can't hug her, All I know is im going crazy!"
"Forget it, save your lame excuse."
Picking up my feet, I ran as fast as I could towards her.
"Go." She said softly as I approached her.
She was seated on a bench at a nearby park.
"I want to be alone...just go..."Her voice started to crack. She stopped crying as she looked down at her hands. She didn't want to cry in front of me...
I don't know what hurt me more at that moment...
The fact that she was hurting because she found out the truth...from that bastard...
Or the fact that she didn't want me to comfort her...
"Fine. If you're not going to leave...then I'll go." She got off the bench.
"I'll go." I said softly. Slowly, I walked away and waited behind a tree till she was done crying.
I couldn't breathe as I watched her...
...I couldn't breathe as I watched as she sat on the bench...sobbing uncontrollably...
It took a lot for me to keep myself from running over there and pulling her into my arms....
Even with the heavy feeling in my heart...I did as she told me to....
I stayed out of her way but still made sure I was watching over her...
Finally, about two hours later...she got up and left...
I followed her as quietly as I could...
Her tears were now dry...
She wasn't crying anymore...
The heaviness in my heart lifted...
I followed even as she entered a noraebang place...
I stood outside and waited while she sang songs about heartbreak and love...
An overwhelming feeling of sadness washed over me as I watched her...
Eyes shut tightly...singing as if no one else mattered in this world...
Singing her heart out...you can only hear the pain of betrayal in her voice...
As she sang...I could only watch as she went through pain...
It felt like something was gripping tightly on to my heart...
Once she was done singing, she placed the mic down onto the glass table.
I quickly hid behind the door so she wouldn't see me...
I watched as she came out of the room- wiping her tears away...
You're a fool...
To be hurting over someone like that...
I must've hurt you a lot...
Saying all those mean things about not knowing you...
Shin Chailleen...
I'm really sorry...
But I didn't know either....
I didn't know until...that night at the park...
During the week that you avoided me...
So Tae Jun, that bastard told me what he did...
Because I couldn't apologize properly....
I got you the job at the milkshake store to express my regret for being too harsh....
[a/n: You guys might feel confused about this part and when exactly it happened. So at the end of chapter 2 after Eun Young tells her off and she tells him to go to hell. During the week where she didn't see him, that's when Eun Young found out. Feeling bad...he got her the job at the milkshake store]
I followed her closely as she headed to her next stop...
My phone started to vibrate as she entered a pojangmacha...
"Yeah?" I spoke into the phone while keeping an eye on her.
"Hyung!" Jae Yung's worried voice came on the other line.
"What?"
"Are you with noona? She's not answering her phone...it was ringing the first couple of times but now she shut it off..."
"Don't worry. I'm following her around now..."
"What? Did something happe-" Before he could continue I quickly cut him off, "She's fine. I'll bring her home later...I'm hanging up now." I shut my phone before shoving it back into my pocket.
EESH, crap...what bad timing to be hungry now...
I grumbled as I heard my stomach growl...
Yeah yeah, shut up....
I'll feed you soon....
I saw a 7-Eleven right across the pojangmacha and I headed towards it...
Grabbing a bag of chips I quickly paid before heading back outside...
I crossed the street and headed towards the pojangmacha...
I managed to find a bench RIGHT beside it...so I sat down ate my bag of chips while watching her...
She had a bottle of soju placed in front of her...
Instead of drinking out of the shot glass...
She drank out of the bottle instead...
Rubbing her lips, she slammed the bottle of soju down...
I stuck another chip in my mouth...
God...this feels like I'm watching a really boring movie...
And why the heck does it have to be SO damn cold...
TONIGHT...out of ALL nights....
An hour passed ignoring the fact that I just might get pneumonia from the cold, she somehow magically managed to drink yet another bottle of soju...
She was now on her third bottle...
She started to talk to herself and people were starting to stare...
I could hear her cussing loudly even from outside of the food stall...
Sighing I quickly got up from the bench and headed towards the pojangmacha...
Pulling the stool out, I sat down in front of her...
She smiled and giggled as she looked at me...
"Oh...Eun Young oppa....you're here?" Chaii shin started to giggle even more as she patted my cheeks. I think she's seriously DRUNK. W T F ? Eun Young oppa ?
"Yah. Shin Chailleen." I said softly as I took the bottle of soju away from her. She pouted her lips. I started to laugh.
"Yah EEEEEEEUUUUUUUNNN SSSAAAAANNNNNGG-EEEEEEEEEE." She whined as she stuck her hand out waiting for me to return the soju bottle to her.
"It's Eun Young not Eun Sang. Stop acting like this...you're so embarrassing..."I muttered as I looked at her.
"Eun Young? Eun Sang? All the same damn shit." She frowned. She slapped me in the face. I stared at her as I held on to my cheek.
D-Did I....
Did I just get bitch slapped?!
"EEUUNN YOOUUNNGG-AHHHHH. You're dead! You're dead when we get home! YOU'RE DEADDD!" Chailleeen laughed as she tried to get up. She started to wobble a little. Grabbing my wallet...I paid for her drinks.
I rushed towards her as she tried to stumble out of the pojangmacha.
"How could you do this...how can you cheat on me?!" She shouted loudly as she let out a loud burp. I could feel myself gagging, forcing the chips from earlier to stay down in my stomach.
She started to shake my arms.
People were starting to give me dirty looks...
AISSHH....why the hell do I get stuck with a retarded drunk?!
"PARK EUN YOUNG! WHY DID YOU DIVORCE ME FOR HER?!" Tears were flowing down her face. This girl seriously deserves a grammy award for acting retarded when she's drunk.
What. The. Fvck is she talking about?!
"Stop it. You're seriously drunk...let's go." I wrapped my arm around her waist and supported her. Before I could even take the first step. She shouted.
"RAPE! RAPE! THIS AHJUHSSI IS GOING TO RAPE MEEEE! HELP-" I covered her lips with my hand.
"Sorry...she gets like this when she's drunk..." I apologized to the people who were starting to gather around us before dragging her towards the bus stop.
She bit my hand hard.
"AI SHHIII. CRAP!" I shouted loudly before rubbing my hand. Chailleen let out another loud burp. Followed by her annoying ass giggling.
"You're crazy!" I snapped before glaring at her. She came towards me and with both hands she pinched my cheeks.
"Oh...Jae Yung-ah...why are you soo CUTEEEEE!" She grinned. I smacked her hands off my cheeks and pushed her off me. What the hell ? Did she just call me, Jae Yung?!
"YAH!" She shouted really loudly. I thought I heard a growl but before I even confirm it, her fists met my cheek. I stumbled back a little.
"YAH!" I shouted as I rubbed my cheek. This girl punches like a man!
"PARK EUN YOUNG! TAKE ME HOME! I WANNA GO HOME!" She shouted loudly before she threw herself at me. She hugged me so tight it was hard to breathe. I was about to push her off me but I felt something wet on my shirt...
Looking down, I realized that she was crying.
Not knowing what to do...
I just let her hold on to me...while she cried...
My hands started to itch...I slowly found myself rubbing her back softly trying to comfort her...to soothe her pain...
I felt my body stiffening a little...
God...help me....help me try not to take advantage of a drunk girl...
She stopped crying and pulled away...
"PERVERT! WHY ARE YOU HUGGING ME?!" She shouted before shoving me and trying to run off. I quickly grabbed a hold on her and pulled her closer to me. The bus finally came. Helping her up the bus, I paid for the fare. Holding on to her as the bus moved, I quickly sat her down before sitting down beside her.
"What did I do to deserve this..."Chailleen whispered as a tear dripped from her eye and onto her hands.
"Eun Young-ah...why...did this happen to me?" Chailleen asked softly as she wiped her eyes. Sighing she slowly shut her eyes.
I think she just...fell asleep?
Her head dropped up and down as she shifted around uncomfortably in the seat.
I held on to her head and placed her head gently on my shoulder...
My cheeks felt hot when I remembered what happened earlier...
O M F G ...
I can't believe I was about to take advantage of a drunk girl...
Fvck....I always thought I kept my hormones in check....
Apparently, not as well as I thought.
crap...it's getting so hot in this bus....
Aissh... shit.....
When it was our turn to get off the bus...she wouldn't even move...
I shook her...pinched her nose...did everything I could...
But she still didn't wake up...
I ended up having to carry her all the way back home...
My arms felt like they were burning...
The moment I reached her bedroom, I dropped her on the bed.
"Hyung! What happened?!" Jae Yung rushed into the room looking real nervous.
I turned to look at him as I took off Chailleen's shoes.
Suddenly, I heard a really loud fart.
The whole room stilled...
Did...DID THIS GIRL JUST FART?!
O M F G ...
That's DISGUSTING!
"Hyung...what happened to your face?!" Jae Yung asked as he stepped closer towards me.
"I got bitch slapped and punched by your sister..." I muttered.
"She's drunk isn't she?" Jae Yung asked. No shit Sherlock Holmes.
"HYUNG! HOW CAN YOU LET HER DRINK?! SHE'S THE WORST WHEN SHE'S DRUNK!" Jae Yung shouted as he shut the room door. He quickly ran to Chailleen's sleeping figure and removed her cardigan.
She was down to a skimpy little tank top and jeans...
I gulped...
Quickly I turned away and took deep breaths....
Okay...you can do this...just breathe....breathe...don't think how sexy she looks just lying there on the bed with a tank top that practically showed her boobs....
and don't think about how nice those jeans make her ass look....just breathe....
AH SH.IT THIS ISN'T WORKING DAMN IT !
THE ROOM IS GETTING REALLY HOT!
"Hyung? Why are you hitting yourself?" Jae Yung looked at me weird before placing her head softly down on the pillow.
"Huh? Oh just nothing...yeah..." I mumbled trying to cover up my embarassment. Suddenly Chailleen sat up. Jae Yung and I both jumped. With her eyes shut, she smiled.
"I'm allllll out of loveeee...I'm sooo lost without you....I know you were righttt believing for so longgg...I'm all out of loveeee....what am I without youuu....I can'tt be tooo lateee to sayy that I was soooooooo WROoOOooOOooNNggg~" She sang before falling back onto the pillow and letting out a really loud snore.
Okay.
That just....totally killed my thoughts of her being sexy....
Still in shock that she was singing AIR SUPPLY even IN her sleep...Jae Yung and I slowly started to head out the door...
"STOP RIGHT THERE!" Chailleen's voice shouted. Jae Yung and I stood still, our feet rooted into the ground.
"YAH PARK EUN YOUNG!" She called out. Jae Yung let out a sigh of relief. Quickly he muttered a "Good luck, hyung." Before running out the door.
With a small smile I turned back towards the bed. She sat up with a small pout on her lips...
"You can't leave me...."She said softly.
For a second, I felt my heart melting.
"OR YOU'RE DEAD!" She added.
Of course she has to ruin it....
"Come here." She said.
Still feeling a little freaked out, I took small cautious steps towards her. She held on to my wrist and pulled me closer.
"I can't believe you were going to leave me here! All alone to DIE! To DIE alone in this stinking room!" She cried as she pounded her fists into my chest.
Great, I'm not going to be getting out of her room alive....
"You can't leave me here alone..." She shook her head. More tears started to fall.
"Okay. Okay. I won't leave...I'll stay...okay?" I said softly as I patted her head. She stopped crying and for a moment she just stared at me. Her make-up was smudged, her hair was a mess, she was practically crying black tears...but I still couldn't help but feel that she looked so pretty. She continued to stare. Out of no where, she punched my nose.
"AH CRAP!" I yelled before grabbing onto my nose and jumping up and down in IMMENSE pain. I felt liquid dripping down my nose. I quickly pinched the bridge of my nose to prevent more blood from gushing out.
FU.CK.
THIS GIRL NEARLY BROKE MY FU.CKING NOSE!
"Eun Young-ah...why are you shouting at me...." She hiccuped. Tears started to form in her eyes.
"Yah...YOU THINK THIS SHI.T IS FUNNY?! HUH?!" I snapped before flicking her in the forehead. I grabbed the tissue box on her bedstand and began to stuff my nostrils with tissue.
FU.CK....THIS HURTS LIKE A MOTHER!
"Eun Young-ah........don't be mad.....don't me mad at me...."She sobbed a little as she looked up at me. I softened a little as I sat down on her bed. "I didn't know...that he was pretending to be you...he made a fool out of me...Eun Young-ah...I'm sorry...I'm sorry I bothered you....I really didn't know that So Tae Jun was pretending to be you...............................please don't be mad at me....."
I held back the anger that was in me...
So Tae Jun...
I will never forgive you for making her like this....
"Okay okay...I'm not mad....just sleep now...okay?" I said softly as I pulled the comforter over her. She smiled and nodded.
"Don't leave...Eun Young-ah...."She whispered softly as she held on to my arm. Slowly she shut her eyes. Sighing and grabbing a few tissues...I wiped away her tears and her smudged make-up.
What the hell are you doing to me, Shin Chailleen?[/spoiler]
Last edited by SvperGirl (2010-05-27 08:32:10)
So. She knew it. GO!!! Go! Eun Young! Kill TaeJun.!!
UPDATE NAH~
[font="Impact"][size=6][color=#A0522D]Chapter Ten[/color][/size][/font]
[spoiler]A week passed by...
The pain that had a hold on my heart was slowly but surely fading away...
You must be wondering what I did for the past week?
I've been moping around...like some sort of sick person...
For the first few days I refused to eat...
I refused to talk to anyone who came near me...
As if I were struck with some kind lightning...I realized that there were so many more important things in life...
I'm almost turning 20...I'm still young...
I didn't need to be shedding endless tears over some idiot who totally humiliated me and shattered my heart...
There are people dying out there of actual starvation...
While I sat in a corner of my room crying and starving myself...
The world was unfair...
Some people were dying because of the war...some were dying because of HIV...some were dying because they were too poor and couldn't afford to buy food...
I felt ashamed of myself...
Why was I acting so stupid when I had so many of the privileges that other people dreamt of having?
Why was I purposely trying to harm myself?
As I looked into the mirror...
I didn't see me anymore...
I saw a pitiful girl staring back at me...
Her eyes filled with sorrow and fear...
Her dry lips were starting to crack...
Her cheeks were pale...
The slight tint of rosy in her cheeks were gone...
Tears filled my eyes as I looked at her...
Shaking my head...
I refused to believe that I had become her again...
Doing the first thing that I thought made sense at the time...
I slammed my fists into the mirror...
The mirror cracked...
And slowly...pieces started to fall...
And as I stared at the falling pieces...
The girl who was staring at me...
...was no longer there....
I heard a loud scream as someone rushed into the room...
I saw Jae Yung's worried face coming towards me...
But I could only smile...
I refused to be that girl in the mirror...
I refused to sit in the room all day crying...
I refused to let my heart hurt any longer because of him...
I refused to be someone that I was not...
I smiled as tears filled my eyes...
This time...they were happy tears...
I won't act like someone that I'm not...
I won't act foolishly because a fool broke my heart...
I will survive through this...
And I knew now for sure...
That things were finally alright...
"Noona..." Jae Yung called out softly as he held on to my hand. We were in the ER now because of my 'slamming-fist-into-mirror-parade'.
I looked down at my bandaged hand.
Just like this wound will heal in time...
I know that my heart would eventually heal in time...
"Let's go eat...I'm hungry." I smiled as I hooked an arm around Jae Yung. Jung In oppa was still in school and Young Eun was working, so I told Jae Yung not to bother them.
"Noona..."
"Yung, can you please stop calling me in that pitiful voice. I'm fine. Really..." I insisted. Jae Yung sighed and nodded. I dragged him to McDonald's.
SCREW THE DIET!
I'm getting a Big Mac with large fries AND chicken nuggets on the side!
Jae Yung stared with his eyes opened wide as I ate my food.
"What?" I asked with my mouth full. Jae Yung just chuckled and shook his head. I continued to shove more fries into my mouth. I looked at Jae Yung's face...he looked like he was about to cry...
I looked down at my tray...and then to his...
OPPS...
I think I just ate his share too...
Biting my lips, I slowly pushed the fries back on to his tray.
"Eat up, Yung-ee." I smiled. Jae Yung just stared at me.
"It's okay, noona. You eat...you didn't eat for a week.."
"Okay! If you insist!" I said as I grabbed the fries from him and started eating happily again.
I love McDonald's!
When we got home later that afternoon...
Jung In oppa wouldn't stop bitching about the little 'stunt' I pulled earlier.
"Orabeoni...we've been on this topic for the past hour. Can we move on now?" I asked before batting my lashes at him. I threw a grin in there as well.
"Orabeoni? YAH!" Jung In oppa shouted. I swear for a second I felt the earth shake...
Oppa always hated it when I called him orabeoni because he thinks it's old fashioned...
[an: orabeoni - formal/honorific way of saying 'oppa']
"Don't act stupid because of a guy, Chain Shin-ah." At his serious tone, my smile faded.
"I know, oppa."
"Good...if I ever see that twat So Tae Jun...I'll effin' kill that person...." Jung In oppa frowned.
"Oppa. Don't waste your time on stupid people..." I said softly before turning away.
As much as I hated So Tae Jun for doing what he did to me...
He was always there for me...
I owe him that much...
So Tae Jun, I hope you know that I just saved your pathetic ass.
"Noona! You have mail!" I heard Jae Yung call out. I got off the couch and headed towards the front door. I saw Eun Young walking in. Our eyes met for a quick second before my cheeks turned slightly red. Quickly grabbing the mail from Jae Yung, I ran upstairs to my room. Looking down at the envelope, a grin broke out on my face.
"YES YES YES!" I shouted as I jumped up and down happily.
In approximately 2 seconds the door slammed open and Eun Young walked in.
"What's wrong?!" He looked worried for a quick second.
"Oh...um...I got accepted into UOS!" I smiled happily.
"University of Seoul? But I thought you were going to apply to Yonsei?" Eun Young frowned.
"Why? You want to go to the same school as me?" I teased.
"N-NO. Who would want to go to the same school with someone who looks like Saint Mary." He spat out.
"PARK EUN YOUNG!"
"WHAT? SHIN CHAILLEEN!"
"Nothing..." I could only give him a sheepish smile. I giggled a little before looking at the letter of acceptance.
This was it...
This is my new start...
"Yah. I asked you a question." Eun Young's voice snapped me out of my thoughts.
"Huh?"
"Forget it." Mumbling he quickly turned to leave.
"Just tell me!" I said before pulling him back.
"Do you want to go out for a while?" He sounded a little shy.
Ahh...our Eun Young-ee can feel shy as well?
I laughed.
"Okay. Let me get ready." I said with a smile. He stared at me for a few seconds as if he couldn't believe that I had agreed to go some place with him.
"Do you want to stay and watch me change? Get out!" Sighing I pushed him out of the room and shut the door.
I changed into a pair of denim cut-off shorts and a fitted cobalt blue v-neck shirt with white stripes, I wore a white cardigan in case the weather was still cool.
I looked in the mirror...
My hair grew longer...
I quickly tied my hair up into a messy bun. Grabbing a small wristlet that held money and my phone, I ran down stairs.
"You going somewhere?" Jung In oppa looked me up and down and a frown started to form on his face. Before he could say a word about my outfit, "Yeah! BYE OPPA! SEE YOU TONIGHT!" Slipping into my white flip-flops, I ran out the door.
If I had stayed another second, I would've been forced to change into an 'ahjoomah-ish' outfit that covered my assets.
....not like I had a lot of assets to begin with....
MOVING ON...
I pulled out my cellphone and quickly texted Park Eun Young telling him to meet me outside the house.
I waited for about a minute before Park Eun Young came out.
He was wearing a fitted white T-shirt and a pair of checkered bermuda shorts. God...does this guy have to look hot in EVERYTHING he wears.
It's almost summer so the weather was cool...
"Where are we going?" I asked as I hopped over to him with excitement.
"You'll see when we get there..." As usual he started to walk ahead of me. I was about to make a comment about his bad habbit when he stopped and looked back. "You coming?"
I caught up to him and we headed to the bus stop.
"Can I at least have a clue? Just a tiny hint?" I pouted.
"It's a place that makes everyone happy..." He muttered.
It took us about an hour to arrive at our destination.
The only thing I could see and hear was happy...
There was happy music everywhere...
There were kids running around holding on to balloons with their parents chasing after them...
There was a huge sign that said 'Everland'.
"OH MY GOD! I LOVE EVERLAND!" I said happily as I started to drag eun young towards the entrace to get our tickets.
[AN: Everland- Famous themepark in Korea.]
Park Eun Young paid, of course!
"I haven't been here since I was a kid!"
"I've never been here..." I turned to look at him.
"You've never been to Everland?" I gasped. Come on, Everland is like every kids fantasy. You want your parents to take you there so you can play!
"...my father was always busy at work...so...shall we go on that ride over there?" Eun Young quickly changed the topic. He pointed in the direction of something that looked like a round spinning wheel.
Hmm...
Okay!
"Let's go! That looks fun!" I started to pull him towards the line up. The ride was called 'Hurricane'. Once we got in the line up, I could see Eun Young's normally calm face starting to panic a little.
"It's going to be fun." I nudged him. He played around with his hands and nodded.
"Yah...why are you acting like you're going to die?" I asked with a frown.
"I'm not...just...the only ride I've ever been on was a merry-go-round at a carnival..."
I blinked.
Where the heck have your parents been hiding you, Park Eun Young?
"This is like a merry-go-round...it just spins up and down and goes faster and faster." I gave him a warm smile. When it was finally our turn, I rushed to get two seats for the both of us. I put my seat belt on and as I watched him struggle with his, I buckled it for him. He was hanging on to the metal bars as if his life depended on it. I giggled.
"Yah. Saint Mary. Shut up." He shot me a nasty glare. I stuck my tongue out at him. I started to get really excited when the ride finally started to move.
"Oh my god. Oh my god. We're moving!" I said happily as I kicked my feet around.
All I could hear was Park Eun Young's cussing and asking himself why the hell he brought me here. I could only laugh as the ride started to swing up and down and spin us round and round faster and faster.
While I was laughing my ass off...not a squeak was heard from Park Eun Young.
When the ride finally came to a stop I removed the belt...
I turned to look at Park Eun Young. He sat very still, not moving at all.
"Yah..." I poked him in the shoulder.
He blinked.
"That was fun. Let's do it again." He said as he quickly unbuckled himself and pulled me towards the exit.
"No...let's go on another one! The park closes at 9pm and it's almost 5pm!" I shouted as I pulled him in another direction.
"But I liked that one..."
Seriously, I thought I'd seen all the sides of Park Eun Young but that obviously wasn't true.
Because there he was...
Standing in front of me...
...acting like a little kid...
I laughed.
"What?" He looked confused.
"We'll come back to that one okay? Let's go play the others first."
For the rest of that afternoon I dragged him all over the park...
We went on about at least 10 rides before getting hungry. It was around 8pm when we went to a cafe to grab a bite.
"We should go to Caribbean Bay next time." I said before taking a bite of my burger.
"Why? No one would want to see you in a bikini...." YoEun Young laughed at his own stupid comment. I glared at him. His smile faded and he faked a cough before continuing to eat.
[AN: Caribbean Bay- Water park which is part of Everland as well]
We ate in silence for a few minutes before he spoke up, "I'll take you when I get paid next week."
"REALLY?!" I looked up at him with a smile on my face. He nodded before shoving the last bit of burger in his mouth.
"You're not joking but you're really going to take me?" He rolled his eyes and nodded.
"CAN WE TAKE THE OPPA'S AND YUNG-EE?" My voice was filled with excitement.
"Yeah why not. Who are the 'oppa's'" Eun Young raised an eyebrow.
"Ha Min oppa, Min Jun oppa, Do Hyeong oppa, Sang Il oppa and Jung In oppa." I blinked. Duh. Those are the ONLY oppa's I know.
"The more the merrier." Park Eun Young mumbled before taking a sip of his coke. I smiled.
After we washed up in the washroom, we headed home.
Oppa left a note on the fridge saying that they left to go watch a movie with a bunch of his friends.
Grabbing two cans of beer, I walked out to the backyard.
Leaning against the wall, Eun Young was smoking a ciggarette.
Handing him a can of beer, I sat down on the patio set.
After finishing up his cigarette he sat down in the chair across from me.
Opening a can of beer he took a sip.
I looked at him.
"Park Eun Young...you are really good looking." Shocked by the words that I had just said, he placed the can down and looked at me.
"...no I'm not...don't say that again." With an upset frown he walked off.
"What's wrong with you?" A frown was starting to form on my forehead. I got up and quickly followed after him. He was about to light up another cigarette when I pulled the cigarette away from him.
"Nothing. I just don't like to hear stuff like that..." He sighed as he tried to snatch his cigarette back. I hid it behind my back.
Park Eun Young...
You know so many things about me...but I don't really know anything about you...
"I'll wait until you want to tell me...you know a million things about me...yet I know none about you..." I said softly.
"I don't like superficial things." He sat down on the steps. "I don't like how people only look my way just because I look different from others. I hated it when I was young and I still hate it now...I hate being treated differently. Most of all, I hate the way people judge. Just because I might look better then a few guys out there doesn't mean that I deserve more attention. I hate being placed under a scope...there are people out there who have achieved more than I ever have. Who have done more for people than I ever did...don't those people deserve to be looked at too? Are they not just humans?"
When he spoke, I could tell this was something he was very passionate about.
"But you have fan sites and a lot of girls like you-" Before I could finish he cut me off.
"A lot of girls like the way I look. Honestly I still feel like that fat kid who was trapped in the gym storage room...I still feel like that fat kid stuck in a 20 year old's body..." He said softly as he looked down at his hands.
I didn't know what to say...
So I sat down beside him quietly...
Park Eun Young was insecure...
He was scared that people only liked him for his looks...
"I'd be lying if I said you weren't good looking...but you are. You worked so hard to lose weight and get to where you are now...so why do you still feel so insecure?" I paused. "When I was younger...about 16 or 17 years old. I met my first love. That time everything felt magical and I felt as if I were floating on a cloud. At that time...I still believed in the word 'forever'. We did everything together...I lost my first kiss to him...I lost my virginity to him...I also managed to lose everything because of him. When he broke up with me, I felt as if my whole world collapsed. I didn't take the break up too well...I started to build this silly.......this really stupid wall up in front of me...I started to become someone that I was not. I did things differently, I got high on all the drugs you could imagine...I tried everything I could to change myself. I tried so hard to make it look like I didn't give a shit when I really did...I was slowly changing...then one day when I looked into the mirror...I realized that the reflection that was staring back at me wasn't me anymore...I could only see the hatred and pain that he had caused...a terrible fear engulfed me. The Shin Chailleen that I had thought I'd known was gone...and today...as I looked in the mirror again...I saw her staring back at me with those eyes that were filled with sorrow...I don't want to be her again...I don't want to hurt people because I was in pain...I don't want to lie to myself anymore...I didn't want to feel so bitter because of someone. Sooner or later you'll realize that you're just making yourself miserable..."
"What are you trying to say?" His question was curt but I could tell he was feeling a little frustrated.
"What I'm trying to say is...stop trying to build a wall to stop people from getting too close to you...stop trying to be someone you're not." I said softly as I looked at him.
His eyes froze up, he turned back into the cold Park Eun Young that I'd first met. "What's the point? I always end up getting hurt anyway." He said softly before getting up and walking back into the house.
As I watched as his retreating figure disappear...
I realized that I'd found someone who was just like me...
I found someone that I needed to help...
Park Eun Young...I'm going to teach you how to love yourself...[/spoiler]
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OFMG. they have LQ na! 


UPDATE~
Nice, sige update na.
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