[color=#A0522D][size=6][font="Impact"]Chapter Twelve[/font][/size][/color] [spoiler]I could hear birds chirping~ The sunlight shining brightly~ There wasn't a single cloud in the sky~ I could smell the fresh air and hear water running down the stream~ I could hear.... Someone calling me.... "Noona,..noona.." .... My eyes shot wide open and I saw Jae Yung's face right in front of mine. I let out the tiniest squeak before shoving his face away. "Stop being such a creep, Shin Jae Yung!" I snapped. "Noona.wake up. PLEASE. You have to make breakfast for me." Jae Yung pouted and he started to use his puppy dog eyes. "EESH, SHUT UP. Get out!" I shouted before pulling the comforter over my head. I shut my eyes tightly and forced myself to go back to sleep. "NOONA! If you don't wake up and make breakfast for Eun Young hyung and I. I'm going to-" "You're going to what?" I shoved the covers off me as I glared at him. "I'm going to call ommah." Jae Yung had a know-it-all smirk on his face. That cocky retard. "OH MY GOSH. NO DON'T CALL OMMAH!PLEASE!I'll do anything!" I exclaimed as I sat up on the bed. Jae Yung blinked for a couple of seconds before smiling. Shin Jae Yung...you actually believe this shit?! "Is that what you really wanted me to say?" My fake smile was now replaced with a frown. Jae Yung cowered in fear. I smacked him in the head. "Ahh! Noona!" He rubbed his head. "Get out. Don't wake me up till at least 2pm." I laid back down on the bed and tried to get comfy. "It IS 2:30pm now..."I heard him mutter. "WHAT?! Don't you have school?!" I shouted. "I felt sick........................." "Don't play with me. I'm not writing you a note." I kicked him in the leg. "Noona but seriously...do you like Eun Young hyung?" What the... Since when did this boy become smart enough to change the subject? "Are you ignoring what I said earlier?" "What? Noona...you really DO like Eun Young hyung?" Jae Yung pretended as if he didn't hear me. "Do you really want to die?" I glared at him. "No. I really don't want to die. But you nearly caused hyung to be paralyzed..." At what Jae Yung said, I remembered what happened last night. "Oh fvck" "He didn't go to his classes today because he couldn't walk without a limp...noona...seriously...I think you wore him out." Jae Yung shot me a perverted wink but I chose to ignore it O M F G... I must be so fat that just falling on him...nearly killed him... It's the effin' chocopies, damn it! I'm telling you...it really is! I shouldn't have bought 5 boxes! O M G... I need to start my diet A.S.A.P! I should put a wallpaper up on my laptop of Saint Mary and stare at it while I eat.... That....should help me lose weight right?! Then I can constantly keep telling myself that I don't want to let myself go like she did! "Don't you think you should lose some weight, noona? You nearly killed him..." Jae Yung's voice interrupted my thoughts. "AISH. Shut up!" I grabbed my pillow and whacked him in the face with it. Stumbling back, he fell on to the ground. "Noona but you really didn't answer me! You like hyung, right?" "AISHHH. SHIKKEURO." I felt like crying at this point. [an: shikkeuro-shutup/shut it] I've gained another 5 pounds ever since I came to Korea... My love handles are getting more obvious... My hips are getting wider... At this rate no one's EVER going to want to marry me... All the guys only like skinny girls... That means...Eun Young likes skinny girls too... EESH, why the hell do I care what that bastard thinks of me?! Still feeling crappy after nearly killing Park Eun Young... I got off my 'fat' ass and headed downstairs to the kitchen to make some lunch for the two. "Is it almost done?" Jae Yung asked as he entered the kitchen. I sliced the hand sandwich into half before placing it onto a plate and handing it to him. He looked down at the sandwich in disgust. "Why are we eating white food? Where's my rice? Where's my soup?" I was ready to throw the knife in his head. Jae Yung immediately shut up once he saw the pissed off look on my face. Grabbing the other sandwich, I placed it nicely on the plate before heading upstairs to Jae Yung's room. I opened the door gently to see Eun Young on his laptop. He raised his head a little to see who was coming in, when our eyes met it got a bit awkward. "I made you lunch." I handed him the plate. He took the plate and stared at it for a while. "About last night...I'm really sorry! Jae Yung's scream scared me and I lost balance and everything happened in a flash so I didn't have time to grab on to something while I was falling but I'm really sorry!" I blabbed as I looked down at my hands. There was an awkward silence but Eun Young cleared his throat before placing the plate on the table. "I'll give you another massage! I promise this time it'll be good!" I perked up. I looked up just in time to see the horrified expression that he had on his face. "N-NO. I think I'm good." Eun Young stuttered a little. "Are you sure?" Secretly, I think I was wishing he would say yes so I could see his six-pack again........ My cheeks turned red at the thought. "I'm VERY sure." Eun Young focused his attention on the computer screen. "Eun Young-ah...do you like fat or skinny girls?" Okay. I really don't know why that just came out of my mouth?! Eun Young choked- he started to break out in little coughing fits. I patted his back as I stared at him pitifully. "What?" He finally managed to choke out once he caught a breath of air. "You heard me..." I managed to say this softly. I felt embarassed enough as it is. "Depends..."He answered. I looked at him- my eyes full of hope although I didn't understand why. "Well...I mean technically speaking...no guy would want to date a girl who doesn't take care of her body. If she's extremely fat...obviously there wouldn't be a physical attraction...but if she's extremely skinny...then that's just as bad..." He quickly explained. I nodded. Guys don't like a girl who doesn't take care of her body... ....then......what about me? I gained 5 effin' pounds! FROM EATING CHOCOPIES! HOW DUMB IS THAT?! I must have the world's slowest metabolism! "Yah. Saint Mary." I could hear Eun Young calling. I turned to look at him. "Ah. I forgot..." I mumbled softly before running to Jae Yung's closet and pulling out the first-aid kit. I looked through the box to see if there was any ointment. Grabbing the ointment, I turned to Eun Young. "I'll rub ointment on for you." I said with a small smile as I walked towards the bed. Eun Young's left eye twitched just a little. "It's okay. I'm fine." He said quickly. "Jae Yung said you can't walk!" I frowned. "It's alright. I'll survive." He sat on the bed while making an 'x' with his arms. "Hurry up!"I snapped. We argued back and forth for about 5 minutes before he finally gave in and laid down his tummy. I lifted the back of his shirt slowly. KAKAKAKAKAKA I think the hotness was getting to my head... Ignoring the warm sensation that I felt in the pit of my stomach, I rubbed the ointment on his bruised back. "Saint Mary..."I heard him mumbling softly into the pillow. "What?"I asked as I continued to rub the ointment on his back. "Yesterday," He paused-unsure if he should continue. "What did you mean when you said 'It's nothing I haven't seen before'?" "When?" "When you asked me to take off my shirt and you said that....I'm asking you what you meant..." "Oh...nothing..." I muttered. I'm not going to talk about the dirty that my ex and I did with my future-boyfriend. HAHA. Just kidding. "Stop lying..." He titled his head and shot me a look. "It's kind of personal..." My cheeks were burning now. If it could get any redder I think I'd be on fire by now... "So...youmeanyoualwaysofferotherguysmassages?!" "Uh............................................you can look at it that way.............................................or................." "Or what?" Was that worry that I was hearing in his voice? Damn... I think his hotness is REALLY getting to my head... My brain's going to suffer from a melt down....REAL....SOON.... "Why are you asking so many questions?" I said as I started to rub his back a little harder. Unintentionally. Yeah right. "EESH. Forget it." He sounded pissed off. "Yah. What's wrong with you?" I asked as I smacked his back a little. He still ignored me. "Yah...say something..."I poked his arm. Whoa....so firm..... He still stayed quiet. "Fine...if you really want to know...I'll say it...." I stopped to see what his reaction would be. "You have 3 seconds to tell me." I heard him say. "Obviously I've seen a guy naked. What do you have to be ashamed about...god..." I mumbled softly. "When?How?Where?Why?" W T F ?! "YAH!" I snapped. "Just answer! If you answer I'll accept your apology about your fat ass falling on my back." He started to get impatient and started to shift around a lot. "When I was 17. I lost my virginity to him...so obviously there is no such thing as having sex WITH clothes on. In Philippines And why? I really don't know...maybe because I thought we were both in love at the time?" I smiled bitterly. When I thought about my ex-ex-ex...boyfriend....(not quite sure how many ex's back it was) "Do you still love him?" I heard Eun Young ask softly. "He's my first love...he'll always have a special place in my heart..."I mumbled as I pulled his shirt down. "Don't do it again." He fixed himself before turning around and resting his head on the pillow. His round beady eyes looking into mine. Something caught my breath and I wasn't able to look away. "Don't do what again?" "Don't touch another guy or give him a massage like that..." At what he said...I couldn't help but feel speechless... My heart was beating so rapidly... "W-what?" I managed to croak out. "You heard what I said..." "So you expect me to continue living life without getting any?!" My heart fell. "What's wrong with living a life of abstinence?" He shot me a weird look. "Maybe some people actually LIKE to have sex?" I blinked. One. I can't believe I'm sitting here talking about sex so openly. Two. I can't believe I'm sitting here talking about sex so openly WITH, Park Eun Young. Three. I can't believe what's coming out of this guys mouth right now... "People like you? Why?" Eun Young asked. "Maybe because it feels good! God, I don't know!" I tried to answer loudly to cover up my embarassment. But then something popped into my head- catching my attention. "Yah. Park Eun Young...are you still a virgin?" I asked. His frown dissapeared and his ears and cheeks turned a slight shade of red. "That's a personal question." He retorted. "Oh my god! You ARE a virgin!" I squealed with delight. Finally! Something I can make fun of! Damn, how does a 20 year old almost turning 21 this year... Stay a VIRGIN?! Especially one who is so incredibly HOT? - - It's been a month since I found out about his little 'secret'. Since school was finally out for him, I dragged him along to the mall with me on my off day. "What about this one?" I asked as I put on the pair of aviators. He scrunched up his face a little and shook his head. "Oh this one is nice for you!" I said as I quickly grabbed a pair of 'Harry Potter' style glasses for him. Sighing, he put the glasses on and rolled his eyes. I frowned. God. Why do hot people look good even when they are wearing the ugliest things?! Noticing a change in my mood he quickly asked, "Yah...what's wrong?" I shrugged and headed out of the store. "Saint Mary-ah." I could hear his voice teasing. He quickly followed behind me. "What's wrong with you?" "Why do hot people always have to look so good?" I snapped. "What the fvck are you talking about?" He looked seriously confused. "You always look so good in everything you wear! Why can't I be the same way." I grumbled. "...are you being serious right now?" "Yes." "Why are you always so worried about how you look?" A frown was starting to form on his forehead. "Because I just do!" I retorted. "Why?" "I don't know! Because I'm a girl! What girl doesn't worry about how fat she looks in her clothes or how heavy she weighs?" O M G. ... This guy really doesn't know a THING about girls... "You always talk about how fat you are. You're not even fat." Eun Young and I continued to argue. "I am fat! I'm 128 pounds!" "You're NOT fat." Eun Young started to get really annoyed and pulled me to a corner where people weren't looking. "Okay. I'm not fat but I'm getting there!" God... Please help me with my strange obsession with food... "Shin Chailleen. Stop it." Eun Young said with his firm voice. "Fine. Let's go get some ice-cream." I grumbled before turning away. At the end of the day...at the end of our stupid argument in the middle of the mall...it STILL ended up being about FOOD. I felt him pulling me back. I turned around and faced him but before I could even utter a word, he spoke. "You're 5'7. You're considered tall for a girl...of course you're going to be heavier then other girls...but it doesn't mean that you are fat or that you don't have a nice body...some guys like girls who are curvy and not stick-like..." Eun Young tried to comfort me. "Oh yeah? Like WHAT guy?" "Me." When I had heard what he said I nearly choked on- yep...nothing at all. "Let's go get some food." Eun Young muttered as he looked around and avoided my eyes. He started to ruffle his hair with his hand. Not wanting to make him feel any more awkward at his cute comment; we headed to a small Japanese restaraunt outside the mall. "Eat this..."Eun Young said as he placed a slice of sashimi on my plate. "I don't eat raw fish." I said as I picked up the fish and placed it back on his plate. "Oh really? I thought you ate everything..." I shot him a glare. He chuckled before placing a piece of tempura on my plate. He continued to load my plate with food throughout dinner. "Enough! I'm so full!" I whined as I pushed the plate away from me and leaned back in the chair. "Eat more." Still insisting, he pushed the plate back in front of me. "You eat it." Feeling a little fed up, I snapped. He looked at me for a moment but quickly turned away. He got up slowly and headed towards the front to pay. He headed out of the store. I bit my lip. After he left... I finally realized what he was trying to do... ...he was trying to make me feel better about myself... He was trying to show me that...eating a lot wasn't something that was a turn off to him... Muttering a bunch of swear words, I dashed out of the restaraunt and walked quietly behind him. I could hear him sighing as he ran his fingers through his hair. He stopped abruptly and turned around. He jumped a little seeing that I was just right behind him. "Park Eun Young..." I started. "Thank you..." I gave him a warm smile. I thought that he would still be angry towards me...I thought that he might yell and tell me he wanted to take back everything he said... But of course...once you think you've figured Park Eun Young out... You will realize again that you don't know shit at all... After seeing my smile, he smiled back at me. But the smile wasn't just a normal smile you gave someone who was passing by... His smile stopped my heart...stopped my breathing...stopped the whole world around us... In that nanosecond...I knew that Park Eun Young was someone who was really special to me... In that nanosecond... I knew that the feelings that I had for him...weren't so simple after all... Park Eun Young...without a doubt in the world... I like you.[/spoiler]

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