^maybe.. btw sis. thanks for reading my story, ur story is great too.. [b]Chapter 07[/b] Hugged me tight. “The first time I met you and the first time I started talking to you, gusto na talaga kita. And when we became closer, I was falling. But I knew then no one will gonna catch me. Kaya nasaktan ako habang sinasabi mo sa akin na you really really like Akie. At parang nadudurog naman puso ko habang kinwekwentuhan kita tungkol kay Akie. And your smile, I knew that it was not mine. But im so happy to see you smiling.You kiss me, I feel I was dreaming then but I realize that friendly kiss lang yun. And when narinig mo yung tungkol kay Akie and Maggie, umiyak ka sa harapan ko. And I feel so sorry for what happen to you, gusto kitang yakapin na mahigpit nun para matigil na iyak mo. But I couldn’t, nirerespect kita kaya hindi ko ginawa yun, baka masapak mo pa ako. “ Then he let go of me. “Noong mangyari yun inisip ko na ako na lang sana, ako na lang sana para hindi ka na nasaktan, para hindi ko na nakita yung taong mahal ko na umiiyak dahil sa ibang guy. Pero wala na akong magawa. Tinago ko nalang feelings ko sayo and stay with you as a friend or as a brother. Mas maganda na yun kesa nalaman mo at iwasan ako.” Gosh, hindi ako makapaniwala na ganito ka strong ang feelings niya sa akin, matagal na pala niya akong gusto, hindi ko alam. Naguiguilty ako. Pero habang niyayakap niya ako, I feel comfortable and protected. Ngayon lang ako nakaramdam ng ganitong feeling. I feel like I was flying. I feel his sincerity in his words. Im so stupid hindi ko ito nramdaman noong una pa lang. I was fooled by one guy who always ignored me. Hindi ko akalain na may magmamahal sa akin ng ganito. “Ahh, Carl” “I know mahal po siya. nirerespect ko yun. I will be waiting for you to fall inlove with me. Pero hindi kita pipilitin na mahalin ako.” Then he left w/o letting me to tell my reaction sa ginawa niya. “wait carl!” pumunta ako sa harapan niya. Oh my, he’s crying! Seryoso talga siya. “you know Carl, your so special to me. You always there when I need you.” “But- I know there’s a “but” there. Im just like your big brother right? “ Yah, that’s what im tryin to say. But I cant explain my feelings right now. Im afraid to say it. Im afraid that you might hurt. And I cannot do that. Ano ng gagawin ko ngayon? Help me God. “Its not like that. You know, I cant explain my feelings right now. Please don’t go yet.” “I have to go, alam ko hindi mo naman talaga ako mahal eh. Si Akie pa rin mahal mo at.” *Blah.Blah* wala akong marinig. Parang tinutulak ako ng puso ko na gawin ito. Ito na gagawin ko na. Then yun nga, i kissed him, and wa stared each other for bout 5 second. Then he kisss me back and we started kissing. Ang sarap ng feeling, nafefeel ko talga right now, I was floating in the air. His lips was so soft. I can feel it. Then pagkatapus nun, I hugged him tight. “No, your more than a brother to me.”