[align=center][quote][b]NINE ♥ SPICY VANITY[/b][/quote] [/align] Before going down for Merienda time, I went back to my room to return MY cellphone. Then, without really snooping since everything's mine now, I took a diary-seeming notebook which was under the laptop. Yeah, I have good eyesight. Hihi. There was a huge P in front of it. So I just flipped some pages and stopped at a random page. As expected, I read it, without any hesitation and just out of curiosity. [quote]♥ date: May 14, `10 ♥ status: =( [super frustrated and down] DEARY DIARY, i really am sad. seriously. it pains me to hell to be called a bitchy liar, PLASTIC, user and flirt by my sibs. some love, eh? pero lalaban parin ako. i'll be queen bee next yr. no space for these feelings, anger & sadness ba? basta, malungkot ako. ito nga ba yung gusto ko? queen bee?? hay, little family sacrifices lang naman to dba? mgiging good sister rin ako cge, pg tpos na to. i need their trust kc, to show na kya kong mging queen of the school. bwisit na cliques kc. prang high school musical kme. basta. bahala na.. tapos i can't date my long-time crush pa. si POPO, 'coz he's like a TOTAL LOSER daw sabi ng bruhang Jianne na yun. queen bee nga, total bitch naman. pero syempre, sadyang liar nga ako, i'm a leech to her. para ako yung magmana ng trono niya. pure genius, right? My God, so full-time bitch nko nxtyr? haay.. what to do??? si POPO, ayun nanonood ng bsketball. ang stalker ko! haha buti di ako nabibisto. lagi kayang ngrereview ng lessons. may pgkageek. pero capt. ng basketball team. ewan ko bat ''total loser'' parin siya non. engot rin si Jianne eh, noh? ocge, off to skate @ MOA w/ Bret. hehe tsh. my bro na alam ang lahat about me, but never tells me so. ewan ko sknya. alam ko naman na alam nyang ganito ako. na mabait naman ako deep inside. hehe! tapos di rin ako cnsumbong sa mga pinanggagawa ko. u know, parts of the plan lng naman mga yun pero khit na. yih bsta. cge, baboosh. toodles, DD! Love out, Pepper♥ Ssssshhhhhhhhhh.[/quote] WHOA MUCH?! I almost gasped at every sentence. But, it feels good to know that I'm going to fulfill that part of her journal, [b]mgiging good sister rin ako cge[/b]. I really am doing that, for her. She seems like a really nice person, maybe who just wants power so bad. OMG, pressure much???? So will I be??? QUEEN BEE? Geez. Oh hey, she said Bret knows everything, right? Maybe I'm going to ask him about that everything. Right?? Somehow, sometime, they'll think my memory will go back to the way it was before. Sheesh, I dunno! Help? LOL.