uuhhm, what a tough question huh? anyway, i olweiz give my last last last.. last chance to the one i love.. i don't even recall how many times did he hurt me.. but then, i keep on believing that he'll get tired of hurting me then realize how much he loves and cares for me.. stupid??.. kinda martyr?.. maybe.. but that's how i love.. there's this one line in a song that "loving him is giving him the freedom to hurt you.." and it is so much applicable to me.. -SaNdY-