im an uber late updater. hahaha.. sorry sorry [[; peace ya'll! [b]chapter 17[/b] [b][u] Dan's POV[/b][/u] ** riiiiiiiiingggggggggg! riiiiiiiinnggggggggg ** then i answered the phone-.. 'twas raine.. [i]"dan.. uhmm.. usap tayo.. mamayang 11, saan mo gusto??" "mi-mine?? aww.. saan ka pumunta kahapon??!! nag-aalala ako sayo.. and bakit di mo sinagot yung call ko kahapon?? " "wag mo ibahin usapan.. saan nga tayo magme-meet?? uhmm kalimutan mo nalang yung kahapon ha?? ok how bout this.. sa food court nalang tayo magkita.. ok?? bye.." "wai-wait.. "[/i] then she hungs up the phone haaaaaaaaayy.. di ko na alam gagawin ko.. kinakabahan ako.. basta parang ganun.. when i heard her effin voice, bigla nalang bumilis tibok ng puso ko.. parang may mangyayaring kakaiba.. haaaayy.. god help me.. i dont want to lose her.. i love her so much.. time: [b] 10:01am [/b] nagmamadali na akong pumunta sa mall.. i miss her so much.. haaaay.. kinakabahan talaga ako sa sasabihin niya.. parang-.. haaay god, wag naman sana.. i was standing infront of the elevator when i suddenly saw her.. i hugged her so tight.. gusto ko lang siya yakapin nung time na yun.. i dont want her to say anything.. "mi-mine.. i missed you.. " and i was crying.. i really miss her.. "i-i.. uhmm.. nevermind.. lets talk.." urrghh.. then she pushed me away.. parang she dont want me anymore.. haaaaayy.. "o-ok.. dun tayo.." "uh-uhmm.. "what mine?? tell me.. " kinakabahan ako.. "cool off muna tayo.. " "whaaaaat!? bakit?? "uh-uhm.. basta.. cool off muna tayo dan.. im sorry.. i have to go.." god i said, sana wag naman po diba??! then why.. gaaaaaaaa.. ang sakit ng ganito.. "o-ok, raine.. gusto mo hatid na kita??" di ko na siya tinawag na mine, coz she's not mine anymore.. "o-ok then.. bye.." sana nararamdaman nya yung nararamdaman ko.. para maranasan din niya maghirap.. ang sakit sobra.. why is she doing this to me??! di ko alam kung ano nagawa ko.. kung ano man yun, im really sorry.. i cant live without her.. gaaaaaaaaaa.. mahal na mahal ko siya.. i hugged her.. "i love you so much raine.. i'll wait.. i'll always wait.." i said habang palabas na siya sa mall.. then she suddenly said.. "i-i-i love you too.. i will.. bye.." she was crying.. haaaay.. i hope she's serious 'bout what she said.. na mahal din niya ako.. ayokong umasa sa wala.. haaaayy.. as i was walking down the street.. napaupo ako sa bench sa labas ng mall.. umiiyak ako.. para akong tanga.. ang hirap magmahal.. haaay.. sobrang sakit.. :norose: :norose: :norose: then i saw raine.. i dont want to lose someone like her.. she's so perfect.. perfect for me.. then hinila ko siya.. "heeeeeeey! bitawan mo ako.." "no i wont. " "i said bitawan mo ako dan.. please.." "ayoko!!" then i hugged her.. "i love you so much.. " "bitawan mo ako.." and she was crying again.. "let me be with you.. i wanna feel you.. i dont want to lose you.. " "dan.. tama na.. masyado nang masakit.. just leave me alone.. magsama kayo ni ann.. " "awww.. kami ni ann??!?! ano ba meron sa amin?!?! raine, mahal kita.. ikaw lang, wala nang iba.. ikaw lang nag-iisa sa puso ko.. you know that.. you know that i love you so much.. no one can replace you in my heart.. kaya please--.." she hugged me.. "mahal na mahal kita daniel.. kaya ko ginagawa to.. gusto kitang sumaya.. ok?? " "di ako sasaya kapag wala ka sa akin.. you're my life.. you're my everything raine.. " "ok ganito nalang dan.. listen. just give me time to think.. please-.." "ok.. but please dont leave me behind.. i need you.. " "i wont. i love you.. bye.." then she walked away.. with tears in her eyes.. i hope everything will be ok.. sana--.. dan, ayan ka na naman.. SANA. lahat nagsimula lahat sa sana.. i hope she still loves me.. coz ill risk everything just for her.. gagawin ko lahat para sa kanya.. haaaay.. * * * [b][u]Lor's POV[/b][/u] i walked away.. di ko na mapigilan yung luha ko.. kaya nilabas ko na habang nakasakay ako sa taxi.. yung driver ng taxi nagtataka kung bakit ako umiiyak.. so i said, "manong, dont look at me like that.. ang hirap lang po talaga magmahal.. " yung driver naman parang nagulat sa akin.. mahirap lang talaga magmahal.. ang daming sacrifices.. "manong dito nalang po.. " then inabot ko yung bayad.. bumaba na ako sa labas ng village namin.. plano ko talagang maglakad papunta sa bahay.. then the rain suddenly fell down.. :cloud: :cloud: so as my tears.. i remembered the days.. the times.. nung magkasama pa kami ni dan.. gaaaawd! why am i over reacting?! ok na naman kami.. i guess.. raine, wag ka nga.. ang OA mo.. nakakainis ka.. i sat down dun sa daanan.. no one can see me crying.. siguro kaya name ko lorRAINe.. i was crying so hard.. nilabas ko na talaga lahat.. lahat lahat.. si dan lang laman ng utak ko.. why is this happening!!? i hope maayos namin to.. i dont want to lose him either.. i need him.. i need him in my life.. and i love him so much.. time: [b]8:39 pm [/b] " sis? where have you been?? " " i just went outside.. umulan.. kaya eto.. " " magpalit ka ng damit mo.. baka magkasakit ka pa niyan.. were so worried 'bout you.. " " dont worry 'bout me anymore.. am gonna be ok.. always.. " then umakyat na ako sa kwarto.. kinuha ko si RAIN. remember RAIN? he's my frog stuffed toy.. i hugged him.. iniimagine ko nalang na si dan yun.. para--.. haaay.. nvm. it hurts.. bakit pa kasi.. makikipagbalikan na ba ako sa kanya?? i dont know what to do.. ** tok! tok! tok** - someone's knocking on my door.. so i opened it.. twas--.. " sis.. ibuhos mo nalang lahat sa akin.. i dont want to see you like that.. hindi ako sanay.. i want you to be happy.. kaya hinayaan ko kayo ni dan.. hindi ako kailanman nakialam sa relationship nyo.. pero sana ngayon lang.. i want you to feel better.. kung gusto mo ihampas mo sa akin lahat ng mahawakan mo.. para maging ok ka lang.. " " aww bro. im ok.. see? " " no you arent.. i know that's fake.. please naman sis, im yer bro.. were twins.. nararamdaman ko rin nararamdaman mo.. alam ko bumabagabag sayo.. i know you.. " " ok.. since nandito ka na naman.. sasabihin ko na.. bro, you know i love dan so much.. and im willing to do everything for him.. pero parang he doesnt care.. nung isang araw kasi.. .... .... .... ayun, i told him everything.. and it actually made me feel better.. ok na ako kahit papano.. " thanks bro.. " " err.. no prob.. just follow yerr heart.. " ayan na naman.. follow my heart.. so--.. haaaayy.. * * * [b]Monday [/b] * riiiiiiiing! tik tok tik tok * - my alarm just rang.. i prepared myself kagad.. am so excited today.. weeeeeeee.. hihi.. me and louie rode a bus papuntang school.. i was so excited to see dan.. kasi nga ngayon ako makikipagbati sa kanya.. when suddenly.. i saw him and ann.. [i] hugging.. [/i]