grabe. napaiyak talaga ako ng lalakeng to. I mean, yung parang.. gaaahh.. hirap i-explain oo tama siya, ang daming stars, tapos ang lamig pa. all i can see is shadow kinakabahan ako. the guy put down my guitar and started walking towards me. "b-bakit -" the guy suddenly hugged me . he was crying. tumutulo yung luha niya sa blouse ko "i-im.. so sorry tyna.. " he hugged me tight. we're both crying. i just let him hug me, although i don't know him. I heard his heartbeat. i know it's him. i know. "i-i understand now " he whispered "w-what do you mean? i don't even see a reason melvin " "b-basta.. " i looked at him. and, laughed while crying. "hahaha.. ang cute mo pala pag-umiiyak " though we're both crying, ayun to da max ang pagtawa namin. i don't want to see him crying. im happy if he's happy. im sad if he's sad too. "*singot* sorry pala if my voice isn't that effin good. " "aw, don't be sorry. That's my favorite song ya know? " "wow. haha. " dunno what's this effin feeling, but, wew, i don't want to think about this yet. happy happy muna. well, i hope this would never last. "so.. uhh.. sabay na tayong umuwi??" he asked me what the hell "s-sure. kala ko kasi, ano eh.." "weh.." we were both walking in the aisle. i saw jam and marvin. i did bother to ask melvin about it. "how about jam? melvin? You can't just leave her like that. right? " he scratched his head. i saw the sadness in his face. "dunno. revenge, i think. i gave up on her. tapos, siya pa ang babalik sakin. what a noob right?" i did not answer. somehow, nalungkot rin ako. i just continued walking. i know kung ano ang tingin niya sakin. friend ha ha ha i know that. napaka-plastic naman, sasabihin pa niya yun sa akin. fvck. pero sana, hindi ganun yun [hr] "oh sh*t, gabing-gabi na.." i said while looking at my effin watch. "aw, malapit na bahay ko dito eh. hatid mo an ako. " "asa ka naman pogi. alam mo ba nung nagdota tayo, pinagalitan na nga ako tapos-" "akong bahala " "tseh napagalitan na nga ako nun eh " "akong bahala sabi. " ayun, nilakad ko siya papunta sa bahay nila. their house was pure blue. i mean, pure talaga grabe. napa-nganga na nga lang ako nung nalaman kong ito an yung bahay nila. ayun, we entered na nga "what the heck... " "oops. bawal ang ganyan dito meet my sisters. " i saw his sisters. omaygas! triplets?! "waaaah!!! X3 ang cute nila pogi!!! X3" i hugged them three. X3 "this is marielle, marilane, mary.." i stood up "tae ka pogi, puro kayo mar. " i whispered "haha. wala ka na roon. " "kuya bin!! asan si kuya vin?? " his sister asked. "ah yun.." he looked at his watch, "andiyan na.." and poof! what a nice. andiyan na nga sila. he brought jamjam. wew. shocked ata sila kung bakit nandito ako. "uh.. hello.." i waved. and yun, naghello rin sila. eto nanaman ako. kinakabahan ako "pogi, kailangan ko na talaga umuwi " "eto na eto na,," may tinawagan ata siya sa telephone. naks. ano na kayang pakana nito. i saw him dialed 321-.... teka.. number namin yun sa bahay ah i hurriedly grabbed the phone. "huy!! bat mo tinatawagan mama ko?? im dead. " "ako nga sabi bahala eh " hinila niya yung phone. naghilaan kami then narinig ko boses ni papa. omg. "ai tito, good eve po.. uhm si tyna po.. opo.. opo.. ok po.." anung opo?! naman!! im dead na talaga. humanda ka bukas melvin ta3na! "tara na..! " he grabbed my hand and pumunta sa garage. "sakay na dali " ano to? pinapasayak ako sa bike? "hoy! nakapalda kaya ako! tanga ka ba?! " "carry yan!! hawak ka lang sakin.. dali-" "bro, yung bike?" aroy. si marvin "gagamitin ko. bye " nilapit niya muka niya sakin. "hoy tyna sakay na dali " he whispered ayun, sumakay na kami.. and what the hell! "ano ka ba naman pogi!? lasing ka ba?! " "aba, kala ko bang nagmamadali ka?! haha!! hold on!! " ayun, i hugged his belly. ang hangin, ang lamig "hayy naman, ang bagal mo magbike melvin!! deads na talaga ako niyan!! bilisan mo naman! " kinabahan ako grabe, binilisan nga niya. naka labas na kami ng subdivision nila. we were at the front gate of San Villencio when.. he.. he stopped. nu kaya dahilan.. "huy bat tumigil ka?" i pushed him. "oo na, malapit na nga eh .. babagalan ko muna para naman, tumagal pa yung paghawak mo sakin mamimiss kita bespren.. " bestfriend. bestfriend. bestfriend. aray naman.. bat dinugtungan pa niya ng bestfriend hayy. i heard him, crying. "o-ok ka lang?" "haha . ayus lang ako ah. sige, eto na hatid na kita " I'm really confused. What's the effin reason? gaah. ang gulo ng mundo. i suddenly held his belly that tight, very tight I just.. *sigh* I don't want to lose him.. I don't want to lose my.. [b]bestfriend[/b]. "psst. ayan na oh.." "ayoko pa " i held him very tight. really. "huh? " i heard my mom's effin voice, calling me "just go on.. magbike ka dali na " "oh. ok. pasaway " and yeah. he continued. the very cold wind blew my tears off. i quietly cried. i can't scream, too quiet. i can hide this. i really can. kaya yan tyna. kaya yan "hey.." he stopped. "why did you-" "i mean, we've been biking here for almost 2 hours. aren't you getting sick of it?" i shook my head. "no i'm not. continue." "what's wrong with you ba?" tumayo kaming dalawa. "nothing. I'm just *sigh* dunno what's this feeling.. " I said silently. "huh?" "nothing." "can you repeat it?" "repeat what? " "the one with the feeling-thingy" "oh that." "yeah. what is it again? " "lol. don't mind that pogi. " "c'mon cutie, sabihin mo na.." "hell. no way " "di mo sasabihin? " i can tell that he's disappointed by looking straight at his eyes. "n-no.. i can't. " "really?" "i'm afraid. " "hold you breath.." he grabbed my arm at pinaupo ako doon sa bike niya. he was disappointed. but why? i didn't do anything wrong right? i'm just.. urgh. telling the truth . I'm afraid to tell him, that i love him I'm afraid.. so afraid that our friendship might end. i know that. Kung sinabi ko, malay ko ba, baka tanggihan niya ako. And he'll start avoiding me or something like that. I can''t take that. bahala na muna ng ganito. I still don't have the right decision. "hoy tyna tumingin ka.." I realized na bumalik uli kami sa village niya. I mean, di ko napansin. eh kasi, nakapikit yung mga mata ko. hayy ewan. ang ganda nung place. It's a beach. I can hear the sound of the waves. So smooth. So caressing. "i'm hoping na ganito nalang talaga.." i just said to myself. "yeah." what?! "huh?" "i always go here.." "ah ok. " Nilibot namin yun gamit yung bike. The wind brought my long hair from right to left. I want to take a picture of this place. memorable eh. hinawakan ko yung bulsa ko. damn. wala yung cellpone ko what the hell. "darn it.." i kept on saying this phrase. urgh! nakakbadtrip naman! "huh?" "sayang. asar talaga. wala pa yung cell ko. tae naman oh " "haha. shut up." "shut up your face." "baba nga tayo " "ok." bumaba kami nung bike. ayun, naglakad-lakad. It's really dark. lol. I'm not afraid though. hehe "tynaa!!" i turned around "what? " i saw a very bright light "*click!* yan. ang cute mo. " what the fvck melvin "gaah!! letse ka!!" i went straight to him and looked at his camera.. "patingin patingin!! erase na yan!! " I saw my face. lol. Shocked i guess. with open mouth. parang baboy "nahh. wag mo buburahin yan " "hate you. " I started walking away from him. kabadtrip. "uy tyna!! wait lng!!" sumunod siya sakin. he kept on calling me, pero di ako tumitingin. "naman. sorry na tyna.. " he lowered his voice. naku. "i don't care." binilisan ko yung paglalakad ko.. "madalang lang ako magdala ng friend ko dito eh-" "who cares " "a friend that [b]I truly love[/b] kaya please??"

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