[i]Melvin's Point Of View - Flashback[/i] It was a night full of stars when I saw a girl sleeping on the bench. Lumapit ako. I'm expecting na siya si Jam. But no, it's tyna. I wonder why she's here. And yeah, I denied her request. I still have a company, si Jam. I was shocked when she suddenly held my arm. I mean, first time lang yun, first time sa isang babaeng hindi ko naman ganoon ka-close. My heart suddenly beat fast. I got nervous. I even perspired. I think she noticed me and removed her hands. My heart kept on beating, but I forced her to held it again. And she did. She got irritated at my iPOD's earphones. I placed the earphone in her ears. I avoided looking at her sparkling marble-like eyes. But i can't help it, i had an eye-to-eye contact with her when I put the earphone. I walked away, i felt relieved. I looked at my cellphone. Jam text's is [i]melvin, catch me [/i] My heart supposed to beat faster, but.. argh. I'm wrong again. It didn't beat. I didn't feel the worry or smoewhat like that. We entered the room. I saw my bro & jam, embracing at each other. I held tyna's hands tight. Full of Anger. But something caught my attention. WTF. Jam is crying . My bro promised me na di niya papaiyakin si Jam. Pero now?! ai naman! My plan is to punched marvin.. but tyna held me I shouted at her, "shut up, wala ka na dito.." After a minute, I calmed down. realized what I just did to her. gaah. I treated her as my bestfriend. nu ba yan I even heard her cry nung tumalikod siya sakin at yun, pumunta siya nung math park. Ewan ko ba, anyhow, my heart ached when I heard her cry. It hurts. gaaaah. I went to the Comfort Room para ayusin yung buhok ko. Though hindi ko pa masyadong kilala si tyna, i know na, love niya ang music. She's engaged to Music. hehe. I went to the Math Park. My Plan is to sing at her and apologize. But.. urgh.. she's nowhere to be found I suddenly saw a girl walking towards me. I know siya yun. Malakas kutob ko. My heart, gaah, ayun nanaman yung sakit. I just felt those warm teardrops streaming down my face. I can't stop it. I can't. damn. I looked at the landscape. tama. harana. harana. I'm Really Nervous. ewan ko ba, maski na sintonado ako, go pa rin ako. go go go Until yun, nagkaharap kami. I apologized for what had happened. And yeah, hinatid ko na siya pauwi. but before that, ewan ko ba sakanya, ayaw pa niya umuwi eh. I showed her my special Place. ** "i don't care." binilisan ko yung paglalakad ko.. "madalang lang ako magdala ng friend ko dito eh-" "who cares " "a friend that I truly love : kaya please??" yeah. totoo naman yun, I love her. She's my [i]friend[/i]. I mean, my bestfriend. Yeah. I love her. I love her. gaaah. bat ba umuulit tong mga words na to sa utak ko?! darn it. Please no. Ayoko na magmahal. nasaktan na ako ng todo. ayaw ko na. I'm tired. I need a rest. A rest. An Everlasting rest. She came closer to me.. and hugged me. I hugged her back. Friendly hug lang to. tsk. kayo talaga oh. "oo na pogi. tsk. kaw pa.." "anong ako?" "matitiis ba kita? " she pinched my nose. urgh. "di naman ako nakikipag-biro " "oops. sorry." "let's go tyna.. pagod na ako .. wag mo naman akong pagtripan-" she held my hand "hindi naman eh " i pulled her hand and started walking... "stop playing around.. maging seryoso ka naman, kahit once lang.. kasi seryoso naman ako sa [b]sinabi kong yun[/b] eh " oo totoo naman yun i can't lie. i can't. "fine. umuwi na nga tayo. ," that's her last words for the night. I'm worried. I really do. [i]The Next Day - No Classes- 9:30am[/i] I woke up. Late The only thing in my mind is that . That night A very special night . *sigh* She's like my endless nightmare, a devil's lair. A place that I can't forget. I can't escape. Her eyes that first held me captivated than Jam's. urgh. Jam again. "hey! we broke up last night " marvs said while we're eating. i'm not shocked. i know that Jam has many boys, chickgirl? i guess "oh, it's a great thing that you didn't emote or somewhat like that.." i said while eating the BBQ. "yeah. i'm planning to court a new girl." "wow. ur ready?? i mean, that fast?? wow. last night." "of course tyna " "not her!" i-i throwed the place. oh no "what the f*ck?! " "s-sorry bro.." i picked up the pieces of the broken plate. thank god mom's not here "ok. what's with tyna?? hmm?" "basta. you can court any girl in the campus, except tyna. please." "shut up bro you're weird. o_O" I got offended on what he said, that's why I walked straight to the door. I knew what's the tactics of Marvin. He's just playing around and now?? si tyna? hell. I'll not let him this time. [b]Never[/b] She'll be mine. just look Marvin. Just look. [i]11:46am - School[/i] Nica txted me. naman. wala ngang klase. time for dota. pero hinde. school nanaman. ai naman . "o, andito ka na pala melvin " "oo. san ba tayo pupunta?" "bast basta.." And ayun, while we are riding a jeep, i txted tyna. i do expect that she'll reply. but no. no no no. i sent 10 messages and even flooded. I stopped. My thumb got exhausted. "hoy pare, magkakakalyo ka niyan. sino ba yang tinetex mo?" "wala" "asus.. patago kapa pare.." he grabbed my cellphone. whattheffin-tooooot. "fvck you!! give it back!!" "si tyna pala ah.. siya pa wallpaper mo.. " "tanga. akina yan ta*na mo " i'm getting hot-tempered at this guy. that's why I held his shirt. "ano ka ba bryan!! ibigay mo na!!" nica screamed. "eto na pare. " lumapit ako sa kanya "ta*na mo.." "hoy hoy. tama na yan.." I felt embarrassed. Niladlad niya kasi mga nakasulat na messages ni tyna. sh*t. That's why i erased all of her messages. naman. sayang yun kung di mo lang to kinuha bryan arghh.. Bumaba na kami ng jeep. Nica lead the way to her house ata. I dunno. The place was very familiar. aba ewan ko ba. "pasok." "ok ok.." pumasok na sina franz, shane, etc. I was very thirsty kaya nagpaalam muna ako. "veronica, uy.." "o bakit tyna?" "shut up " "o ano nga?" "bili lang ako coke. san ba tindahan dito?" "doon" she pointed a small house. "san? " "ayun, yung may sexing babae." lumingon ako. "ok ok. " I came closer to the girl. she's bringing an umbrella. she has a very long hair, pero curly. ewan. di ko kasi nadala glasses ko kaya medyo blurred. naman lumingon ata siya the girl that I saw is sexy. yes =she's over all pink . Moreover, prettier than a cute Barbie doll. She has a very long hair, at the end, curly. I'm trying to look at the other direction but, she held my eyes so tight . Actually, she looked like tyna. But, well, I know tyna don't do dress ups like mini shorts and those make-ups. I finally turned around and bought a drink. My heart, pounding as hard as a Chickasaw drum when the girl looked at me [i]Concentrate. Concentrate. Sparkle. Sparkle.[/i] "my gosh Melvin!" uh-oh. who's this girl anyway? why does my heart pounds this fast? "uh. who're you?" the girl tapped me "can't remember? haha." I looked at her. "Ria? " "haha. thank god you still remember " "oh yeah. anyway, let's talk later ok? I still have something to do." "ok, " [b]Tyna's POV[/b] Gawd. It happened Unbelievable. I'm just a little bit shocked about that phrase. "seryoso ako.." hell. Is that true? *sigh* I hope he's.. he's.. not. I'm doomed. What will I do? gaah.. [i]Shut up tyna. Shut up[/i] [i]Playing Harana by PNE[/i] uh-oh. my cellphone rang. wonder who's calling.. "hello? who's callin'?" "tyna??" "yes?? melbs or marbs?" oh my, i hope it's melvin "marbs here.. hehe.. " aww. tsk. I wonder what he wants from me "hmm why? do we have a practice?" "umm. no. i just want to ask if you're free today " "oh yeah. I am. Always. hmm. why?" "can we have dinner outside" hmmm.. "oh okay. where?" "secret. please prepare, I'll be there in no time. " "b-but.." -end nah. I think- no. This isn't a date. No tyna, this is. No it's not. It is. It's not. DAMN WHATEVER! fvckin dates. I hate them. Dates are so corny. In the middle of the Blue moon, they'll smile at each other. then, *tanan!* climaxed. They kissed. Kisses are meant to be bitter. That's why I hate them "hey rhae.." it's mom. "y-yes mom? is there anything wrong? " "oh nothing. what's with the ironing of the hair?" "nah. I have a [i]date[/i]." "whom?" "a friend. Just a friendly date mom. " "oh ok. i'll be back at 10pm. make sure you're inside the house by the time I come back. deal?" "oh yes mom. thanks. " I continued curling my hair. It reminds me of my prom last year. I was wearing a blue gown. And my hair so curly. And it's so great to know that I was the chosen Star of the night last year. Anyway, I can hear the clock, ticking and ticking. I glanced. It's already 6pm Oh my heavenly cupcakes. I ran straight to the closet. And picked a nice dress to wear. gaah. I can't decide. So many. I'm hypnotized. *Door Bells* This isn't great. Five doorbells. I think this is marvin. And yeah. I opened. It. what the heck. Why are they arguing?? and the worst is, they're in front of my house "what in the earth are you doing here?! " "shut up fool, mind you're own business.." uh-oh. damn. this is not good. not good. I can see the pretty girl, stopping them. "why do you keep on following at the girl??" "so she's just a girl to you??" "huh? yeah. " I'm getting irritated!! "fvck off bro. She's not just a girl. She's the girl-" "shut up you fvcking mouths!!!!! " I covered my ears.. "i-I love..." While screaming that time and looking at Marvin, I dunno, but my heart suddenly, urghh, beating fast?. Fast like a drum roll. I didn't actually heard what he said, coz i think, I screamed to loud, but I saw the 'movement' of his mouth. I think he said.. my gad?? my fog?? err. whatever it is, I don't really care. I saw the girl a-and.. Melvin. What a numb. "urgh! what planet did you came from?!! such a loud voice!! so annoying!! " hell, who's this? "stop-" "i know, stop it. let's go honey." "honey?! " I was shocked. He didn't tell me that he has a girlfriend. Nah. Effin uber weird feling again. what the fvck. I felt my heart. torn into pieces. err. I heard them whispering at each other. until his girlfriend said... "come on honey!! we still have to visit granny!! " Looking straight at Melvin's eyes, beyond those disappointed eyes, I saw confusion. The non-stop movement of his eyes from left to right. I guess I'm right. He's confused. But why?? What's the reason?? I suddenly felt the cold air that embraced my whole body. "so they left.." marvin's voice echoed. "yeah." silence held the place. I can't say anything. My mind is empty after that shocking scene. I felt tired. "can we go now?" "I-im sorry. I-I cant.. " "it's ok. don't feel sorry. hehe. una na ako. " "sure. take care. thanks again Marvin." he hugged me. So warm, showing me that I'm alright. The feeling of being cared. *sigh* I want it to be this way.. forever. I can't face it anymore. "M-marvin.." "fine I'll leave now. Take care. Goodnight. " He smiled at me and I smiled back. *sigh* I felt I was carrying a big box. The feeling, so heavy. I returned my dress in the closet. And I changed. I went in the rooftop to think, to forget, I guess. I can see many stars. I also saw a heart. and my zodiac. I saw a flock of birds flying, they're like papers. "oh yeah.." I snapped. I remembered something. The letters. I went to my room and grabbed the letters from the cabinet. And, I went back to the rooftop and started reading. As I was reading the letter, I dunno, my mood began to change. It made me happy. It made my heart beat like a hiphop music. I even imagined me and that guy. LOL. I smiled and laughed at myself. My cellphone began to vibrate. A group message from Melvin. nmn. nkkbdtrip. anywy, ttxt na. -pogi_RIA. there goes the name of her girlfriend. Why is that, I dunno, i feel mad about it. T.T There, since unli ako, I texted him. saying, hi or hello. whatever it is. [i]tyna, sino gusto mo sa mga lalake??[/i] -he asked. Eto nanaman ang letseng puso. Of course I will not say na siya. err. that's mafeeling. [i]wala eh.. kaw ba??[/i] -i held my cellphone very tight. I also turned it on and off. I can feel there's something bad will happen. [i]ah.. ket wala?? aq? kaw. ako?? talaga?? oo. wala nang iba. hell. may gf ka diba? di ko gf un. promise. [/i] -tae. nagsmiley face pa. kung alam lang niya. T-T bat ba niya ako pinagtritripan. pwede naman nyang deretsuhin na iba gusto niya diba?? [i]that's enough pogi.. anong tama na?? i'm serious. [/i] -my heart suddenly stood still. I don't know how to explain it. weird. weird. weird. [i]I was the one who left the blue paper in your locker. didn't you noticed? [/i]

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