here's the update.. sorry kung naun lang. [b]Chapter 6:[/b] [i]Carl’s POV[/i] [quote]These past few days, wla akong inisip kundi si Triss. I don’t know the exact reason why I’m feeling something whenever she’s with me. And, I thought that avoiding her would be a great escape, but I was wrong. Napansin ko kasing pinapahirapan ko rin xa sa ginagawa ko. Her actions are getting quite weird too. Sana mali ang pakiramdam ko. Sana mali ako. I’m not yet ready to deal with this kind of situation again. I still can’t. Pero I can’t take it. Pinansin ko rin si Triss. Yun kasi inadvise sakin ni Sarah, my ex-GF. Siya ang sabihan ko ng feelings ngaun. Sounds weird. But it’s true. I have no choice kasi. Tutal ex ko naman siya, she knows me better somehow. Pero ewan ko ba. Ginugulo niya rin utak ko eh. She’s making me feel na she wanna win me back again. Pero kasi, ewan. Ayoko na. Hindi na ganun kastrong ung love ko para sa kanya, dahil nga un kay…. Alam niyo na. Recently, sabay kami bumaba. I mean it. Nagselos ako nung sinabi niyang ex niya pala ung tumawag sa kanya. Pero Natuwa ako nung hindi niya pinansin. Ewan ko. Hmph. Hate this strange feeling. We walked around the campus, Ang tagal din nun, and to be honest, I really intended to do that. Gusto ko kasi siya makasama ng matagal.[i] Nmiss[/i] ko eh. Pero I’m not talking much kasi wala akong masabi. [b]I’m happy, but I’m bleeding[/b]. I don’t know why. Hinatid ko siya sa kanila, holding her hand. I thought bibitawan niya, pero hinayaan niya ako. That’s why my heart beat faster. Hindi niya alam. Sana hindi niya nga alam. I gave her a hug. I noticed na nagblush siya. Pero, siguro dahil hindi lang siya sanay na ganun ako. And I know na she’s a decent girl, hindi siya flirt gaya ng iba. And that’s what I like most about her. Mga after 20 minutes pgkahatid ko sa knya, nakarating narin ako sa bahay. Quite tired. But, as promised, I texted her. To: Triss <3 Message: I’m home na. Kapagod pala maglakad sa buong campus nang pabalik balik noh. But I enjoyed the moment. Ayun, wala pang 3 mins. Nagreply na. Buti naman unli siya. Nag-unli na rin ako. We talked about different stuffs, hanggang napunta nanaman sa lovelife. To: Triss <3 Message: Yung ex mo, mahal mo pa ba? Ang tagal niya magreply. And mukhang nassense ko kung bakit…. Naguguluhan? Sana kasi hindi muna ako umamin sa kanya. Pinapahirapan ko tuloy siya.. Sender: Triss <3 Message: Uhm? Ewan ko… He’s telling me kasi na mahal pa niya ko, blah blah. But I don’t wanna believe in his words na. Minsan na akong nasaktan diba. But I can’t change the fact that somehow, he’s still here.. Awwww…. Ang sakittttt,… But atleast she’s honest. She’s honest. She’s honest. Another thing that made me like her soooo much. To: Triss <3 Message: Ah ganun ba. But I guess you should give him another chance. Malay mo naman diba, he has changed for you.. Ang sarcastic ko. Yan ang sinabi ko kahit na kabaliktaran gusto kong ipahatid. Anu kaya nafeel nun? Hayyy. Sender: Triss <3 Message: Naguguluhan parin ako… Hindi ko alam kung bakit, hindi ko malaman kung bakit… Huwag mo akong iwan, please… Wtf does her message mean? Obviously, hindi ko siya kayang iwan lalo na kung ganito.. To: Triss <3 Message: I will never leave you… Naiintindihan naman kita eh, You just need to clear things up. I mean, kung sabi ng puso mo, mahal mo pa siya, go.. Pero kung hindi na, edi be honest to him.. Mahirap in ung pinapaasa mo siya diba. Ang seryoso ng usapan. Tsssss. Ayokooo na.. I know now.. Mahal ko na tlga…. ( Sender: Triss <3 Message: Sabi ng puso ko, meron pa…. Pero sabi rin niya, may bago na… .[/quote]

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