[quote=the_legend_killer]yeah ill try! im just really f*ck up cause i cant handle it all simultaneously, well i have a fight with one of my bestfriend lately, disgusted with a girl that making me so stupidly waiting for nothing, i lost some cash lately thats why i cant find a job right now, and me and my family aren't talking to each other in our house right now! well everything happens for a reason anyways! [/quote] Damn, dude, I definitely know how ya feel. Everything happening at once, I can definitely relate to that one. Right now, my mother (who is my only "real" family) and I are not speaking to each other, I've been out of work for 2 months because of some "issues" that forced me to take a leave of absence, I'm about to get evicted from my apartment because I'm like 2 months behind on my rent, I'm still very much in love with my ex ex girlfriend who already has a new boyfriend and will probably never consider getting back with me, and on top of all that......when I get evicted from my apartment I don't even know where I'm gonna go yet because down here in Florida I only have 2 good friends and 1 relative (my mother who I don't speak to). My best friend here is married and has 6 kids and they live in a 3 bedroom apartment (so obviously I'm not going there) and my other good friend has 3 roommates and they live in a 2 bedroom apartment (so not going there either). I just pray every day that things will somehow work out, and in the meantime I just try to stay positive. So yeah, I can definitely relate to what you're going through.