[b]CHAPTER 11:[/b] [i]An accident[/i] [quote]�Natahimik ka ata.� I said in a low voice. �You made me think kasi.� ��bout what??� �Wala yun. Never mind.� I didn�t answer anymore. I just smiled. �I still love you, kung alam mo lang.� Carl whispered to himself. �Are you saying something?� Playing safe. �Sabi ko, sayang naman siya kung titigil pa sa pangliligaw sayo. Mahal mo siya eh.� He lied. �You know, I think I need to confess something.� �Anu un?� �Something that I�ve just realized.� �Anu nga un?� �I think, I-I think I�m falling out of love�� Napatingin siya sakin for a moment. He gave me a straight face with a confused sight on his eyes. Well, definitely, I know the confusion in his eyes. That�s how I know him well. �Paano mo naman nasabi yan?� he had a serious tone this time. �Ganun ang pakiramdam ko. Oo nga, he�s courting me, but it�s as if he�s taking me for granted nalang. He doesn�t spend moments with me anymore, nung una, lagi kaming magkasama. Pakitang gilas pa siya kung gano na siya kasweet nun kesa dati. Pero alam mo yun, I realized that he really did not change that much. Siya parin yung dating Migs na nakilala ko, na minahal ko, na kinainisan ko. � �So, what are you trying to say then?� �Gusto ko nang lumayo sa kanya.� �Tapos? Magiging Masaya ka ba kung yan ang gagawin mo?� �Oo. Magiging Masaya ako.� �Bakit? � �Kasi anjan ka. You�ve always been there. Sinaktan niya ako, anjan ka. I accepted him to court me, anjan ka parin. I laugh, I cry, I got angry, pero anjan ka. Parang, hindi ka na nawala sa buhay ko. At parang, hinding hindi ka na pwedeng mawala pa.� The car stopped. Nandito na kami sa park na tambayan namin, I haven�t mentioned that earlier. The conversation was suddenly cut off. He opened the door for me, and we walked towards the swing. �Napapansin mo rin pala ako.� �Duh. Carl naman. Best friend kita, and you�re really special for me indeed. Hindi mo ba halata yun?� �I know that we�re best friends, and I know how special best friends are to someone, and I also know kung hanggang saan ang limitations ng isang best friend.� �Haaaayyyy. Let�s not talk about these things now. Baka lalo pang lumala ang sitwasyon ko, namin, at natin.� �Hindi naman ako damay dun eh.� �Damay ka.� �Hindi.� �You�re already a part of it, �coz you�re already getting half of my heart.� He stood up, and kissed me. D*MN. I can�t let go of him kissing me, but I tried so I did. I was blushing and I couldn�t look straight at his eyes. I can also feel that he feels the same. Maybe, he�s shocked. He didn�t mean it. He was just struck by his emotions. For a moment, we didn�t move from the place where we stood since that kiss we accidentally(?) had. �Sorry�� Carl whispered. �Sorry for what..?�[/quote]