ok..i know what mcr have been through before their success.. i watched it in "born to be".. even so..im still in love with gerard coz he's a f***ing artist.. [he draw some comic books, he loves it!] and he's a sweet shy guy..he wrote the song helena, for his grandma, elena, who died bcoz of some disease. and he always has to drank himself b4 watever concert, coz he has stage fright..