I have a problem. Not a love problem, but just a problem. I have a hard time controlling my anger. Sometimes, I CAN control it to the point when I'm just indifferent to the situation. But..I've also been having a hard time controlling it. It confuses me and aggravates me. Sometimes, when I'm angry, I just have the sudden urge to HURT somebody, physically. It's hard. I break pens/pencils, rip notebook/book pages out, punch on tables, kick chairs...etc. And sometimes, I'm just "I don't f*cking care." I think this applies to my mood swings, but I'm not sure. And my mother and some of my friends have been saying that I have this intense glint on my eyes when I'm angry. The glint, she says, scares people. I scolded my sister yesterday because she lost my bookmark piece. My sister, my mom says, was just so afraid, that she stayed in my mom's room. This surprised me. I am SURE my mom has a worse temper than I do, and I mean WORSE temper. She goes to the point of throwing EVERYTHING around/yelling profanities etc., and my sister just stares in horror when she does this. However, when I scolded her yesterday, I KNOW FOR SURE, I controlled my anger better than my mom. But my sister was just AFRAID, locking herself in my parents' room. And when something pissed me off just the other day, I was such in a horrible mood. My classmates were all "Hey, Jed I --" and I shot them a look and harshly said "What?" They began apologizing all of the sudden. I'm not sure if my eyes had this "intense glint" or something...But I'm pretty sure I did, since I said my "What?" pretty normally. (Yes, I say my "What's" harshly sometimes.) I'm just...I don't know.