[quote=elleiruam]How can we move on from something you dont wanna let go? From something that changes your life? moving on from something you have made a lot of sacrifices? It's not that easy! right?[/quote] when i read this, i got teary eyed. you are so right. isn't it so hard to let go if it's everything that you want and might always want for the rest of your life, right? maybe it's too early to draw conclusions, that this is what i want for the rest of my life, but what's important is the present, right? and what do we want NOW? i liked him before. i like him today. i'll probably still like him tomorrow. he told me himself, to move on, that i'm gonna find somebody new here. well guess what, since i got here, i've been doing nothing but searching. the query always goes back to you.