[b]CHAPTER 04[/b] "Sometimes I wonder if anything is absolute anymore. Is there still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable, left to interpretation, gray? Sometimes were forced to bend the truth? to transform it because we are faced with things that are not of our own making. And sometimes, things simply catch up with us." In those moments, i kept on thinking about the truth.... whatever it was. I mean, how do you even know what the truth is? Why can't we just read minds? Why cant we just tell the truth to remove all these troubles.... Sa wakas, nagring na ang bell para sa lunch. I was desperate to get of that chair. I was actually kind of irritated with Keith.. I don't know why O_O I guess cause the truth is somewhere in him. I mean, if there's nothing, i just want him to say it. If there is something, i just want him to say it.. It's a friday, half day lang kami so uwian na sa wakas. Sa monday, la kaming class, some kind of day for some bayani i dunno who hahahaha so me and the folks decided to go down to manila to visit my grandma.. I spent the weekend getting my driver's license and texting of course. Went shopping too, hung it with my cousins and talked to Aly all night long.. Saturday morning, a new friend texted me. This guy, i could sense had a thing for me (plus the rumor easily spread throughout school). His name was ernest justin magalang... ej for short. He was tall, smart, charming. He was your all around boy next door I actually had a thing for him last year, that obviously didnt work out too well. But now... here he is. Confessing his feelings to me. Two thoughts popped into my head: 1. Do i like him? 2. Should i wait? 3. should i wait for glenn? 4. should i even bother!?! My weekend thoughts were composed of those questions... That was all i could thing about. Now, things have become more complicated. I dont wanna waste this potential relationship with this awesome guy, but i also dont wanna waste my 2% chance that the guy i'm crazy for has a thing for me too. See how complicated it is to be a girl?! Haay.. So anyways, it's monday evening. Ej called O__o it was so craaazzy and soooo weird. When my phone rang, i felt this weird feeling with my heart. Like the hair on my arms and legs all stood up, my eyes rounded like two pingpong balls and my heart stopped for about .00000000000000000000000001 miliseconds. It wasnt a good feeling. But hey, i just answered it. We had a pretty good conversation. All i had to do was pretend i was talking to Keith There was even this one time when i went "Ikaw tlaga k.......Ej!" luckily, KKKKKKKKK and EEEEE sounded similar through the phone. During our conversation, he asked "Gusto mo ba si Keith?" and i couldnt lie, i just said "I have no idea.. do you?" and we laughed i asked him if he liked Sarah, she's this hot girl in school who REALLY likes Ej. He said no, and i actually believed him. Maybe cause he said "The girl i'm crazy for is most probably crazy for someone else. But that doesnt mean i should hang up the phone on her" i stood silent CAUSE I DIDNT GET IT after like, 5 seconds, i got it. hahahahaha We hung up the phone after like 2 and a half hours. Wasnt bad ................. for a pretty boy Well i'll be damned O____O For a moment there, i forgot about Keith